S % reference number // title B142801 ? % date // time ? ? % recording // input device wlk % duration of conversation ? 790 % details of conversation // locality - county & town Greater London Hertfordshire % setting // activity respondent's room at boarding school ? % type of discourse // superfield // subject // individual sub conversation ^{? _{? ? % spontaneity factor // audience 3 2 ? % details of participant // identifier // name // gender 1 Catriona f % age // first language // dialect 16 BrE London % occupation // education // social group student still studying 1 white % relationship to respondent // other relationships respondent friend10 ? % details of participant // identifier // name // gender 10 Charlotte f % age // first language // dialect 16 BrE London % occupation // education // social group student still studying ? % relationship to respondent // other relationships friend ? ? pay it back by God. Yeah, cos like if , it's like you might hit yourself. Hit yourself. Crap. Where [did you, where did you get] [No like I] that idea? I thought it, no no I mean like you knock your leg on the table or something, you know? Or that you open the door on your face I dunno, anything. sigh No. I don't really kno= I think that's just No it does no just circumstantial though but it does happen. I notice if I say something rude something happens and I think oh [] [I know] that's probably cos you're thinking about it. [It's probably all in your mind.] [No afterwards] no, when I've done it I go and do something and then I think oh yeah that's for doing that. Did it today, I don't know what it was I think I was rude to Marina or something then something [happened.] [And then something] ha= no that is completely in your mind because I'm rude to people all the time and I've never even thought about it and I still do things and I don't you know it doesn't even cross my mind. I I have such a guilt complex though. [If I'm nasty to someone] [I know you do.] or say something [I feel so guilty.] [I don't believe you can ever be nasty] Me? Yeah. I can but yeah that's why I have such a guilt complex after, and I think oh that was really horrible like [] [What's the nastiest thing] you've ever [said?] [I,] I don't know but, I can't remember cos I, I don't think about anything right now but [I'm really, if I say like] [laugh] erm what did I say to and I just say things like I'm, I'm really pissed off with her keep coming with me to breakfast every morning Yeah. and coming to dinner with me every evening, being in the same room walking to lessons with her, it fucks me off like hell, she's really getting on my wick, you know? Yeah? Yeah I'm listening, I'm just So, you know, I say things like oh I'm going down to see Zoe now before dinner and like she'll follow me down or something and I'll say oh are you going into the saloon or, like to try and get her to not come with me, then I feel so guilty I think well poor Marina you know she's here in a foreign country, she hasn't got any friends and she's all by herself and I wouldn't like it if I was in her position Yeah but you do [make an effort.] [so I give in] and let her come. I have I can make more effort though, you know there's making an effort and making an effort. You know I could make a lot more effort than I do. No not you, she could make an effort. What to make friends? But it's really hard she does she wants to make friends but well like she keeps bloody well coming to sit back at the table, Trina I'm listening. and she just like, you know i= er it puts other people off you know? She splits me off from you lot, I'm really fucked off actually cos like when I just go to dinner I just go with bloody Marina and then I sit there and I just don't say a word and no one ever talks to me. I talk to you. I know but, today was another example. Where were you who were you sitting with? Well Mona was next to me, Marina was opposite me and then Suella was the other side. And Suella hates me anyway so She doesn't hate you. Well we're not the best of friends, she just takes the piss. laugh So every time she says something I'm really shocked. George is fucking sharp with me, pissing me off. I mean I've been in quite a bad mood this week actually but it's really, like you know standing up for myself , cos anyone that's rude to me now gets it right back in [their face.] [Do they?] Including you lot when you call me Trevor. I'm going to bed cos I'm actually knackered and I don't why I've been sitting here talking you're probably bored out your brain but I suppose it's filling up your tape. laugh Good night. Night.}}