_COD E Deare mother I am exceading sorrowfull that I have been forced by reason of my longe sicknes to be so often importunate to request your favour in the releafe of my greate necessities , wherby I know I have beene very chargeable unto yow , without which love of yours so highlie shewed to mee I could not have imagined what I should have done for my releafe all this time . (JBARRING-E2-H,76.3) I beseach yow not to esteame your love ill bestowed upon mee hearin ; (JBARRING-E2-H,76.4) I trust in God I shall never give yow cause so to doe , but yow shall God willing ever finde mee willing to strive to desearve your love to my uttermost power and indeavour . (JBARRING-E2-H,76.5) I must indeade confess I was more then ordinarie chargeable unto yow latelie being constrained therunto which I could not avoide , in which respect I do understand yow are displeased with mee which hath much troubled mee (JBARRING-E2-H,76.6) but I do intreate yow if yow have conceaved any distast against mee hearin that yow would be pleased to remitt it , assuring yow I will carefully avoyde any thinge which I can thinke to be displeasing to yow . (JBARRING-E2-H,76.7) I do understand it is your pleasure to know of mee what course I do purpose to take when God $shall $be {TEXT:shalbe} pleased to inable mee with strength to goe abroode . (JBARRING-E2-H,76.8) I beseach you not to harbour any other conceite then that I am resolved to take such a lawfull course as shall be both pleasing to God and liking to your sealfe ; (JBARRING-E2-H,76.9) this my desire , (JBARRING-E2-H,76.10) for I delight not in sullenes . (JBARRING-E2-H,76.11) But as yet I must with patience waight God his pleasure for my former strength , (JBARRING-E2-H,76.12) for as yet I have not (JBARRING-E2-H,76.13) nore dare beare any waight upon my hurte legg because the bone is not all come of that is to scale of . (JBARRING-E2-H,76.14) I only as yet goe with cruches now and then about my chamber . (JBARRING-E2-H,77.15) With the remembrance of my humble dutie I commend yow to God his protection remayning Your obedient sonn John Barrington (JBARRING-E2-H,77.16) London , (JBARRING-E2-H,77.17) 18 July , 1629 : (JBARRING-E2-H,77.18) To my honourable mother the lady Johanna Barrington (JBARRING-E2-H,77.19) Deare mother May it please yow , since my last letter which I desired Sir Francis Harris to deliver unto yow my bone which was to scale is I thanck God quite of and the wound allmost dried upp , soe that I hope I shall now be quickly able to goe abroade . (JBARRING-E2-H,79.22) I do hope God willing to gow for Swede and to have a company for that service , (JBARRING-E2-H,79.23) but as yet wee have noe absolute answeare of {COM:sic} those condicions are sent to the king , which are carried thither by a Dutchman who is to be our collonell if wee are agreed upon our condicions . (JBARRING-E2-H,79.24) I was demanded by a speciall frind if I would be one of the regiment , to which I have willingly agreed . (JBARRING-E2-H,79.25) As yet wee have no certaintie before wee heare from thence , which wee earnestlie expect . (JBARRING-E2-H,79.26) The chiefe ponts wee stand upon are for monie to be paid us heare to rayse our men ; (JBARRING-E2-H,79.27) and for the time how long they will entertaine us , wee desire to make in our condicions that the king $shall $be {TEXT:shalbe} bound to keepe us in pay three yeares at least . (JBARRING-E2-H,79.28) They would pay us as to some before halfe our monie heare and the rest a month after our arrivall theare , for raysing our men , (JBARRING-E2-H,79.29) but wee hope to have all our monie heare to rayse and transport our men , which is to each captain . (JBARRING-E2-H,79.30) A captain's meanes is good theare which is twentie five pounds a month , ten to a lieutenant , as much to an ensigne . (JBARRING-E2-H,79.31) I shall be wondrous willing to imbrace this imployment if wee can agree to have all our monie heare to rayse and transport our men , (JBARRING-E2-H,79.32) else wee $can $not {TEXT:cannot} rayse them for want of monie . (JBARRING-E2-H,79.33) I beseach yow excuse my tediousness , (JBARRING-E2-H,79.34) with my humble duty remembred I commend yow to the protection of the allmightie who I beseach to prosper all your affaires , (JBARRING-E2-H,79.35) and will ever rest Your obedient sonn John Barrington (JBARRING-E2-H,79.36) Deare mother May it please yow , since I last wroghte yow I thancke God my legg is much stronger (JBARRING-E2-H,96.39) and doth daylie increase in strength , insomuch that I am able to walke a staff reasonable well , (JBARRING-E2-H,97.40) only my knee is not yet recovred , (JBARRING-E2-H,97.41) but I hope as strength doth come that will mende . (JBARRING-E2-H,97.42) As yet wee have receaved no newes of our bussines in Swede (JBARRING-E2-H,97.43) but wee do dayly expect the comming of Collonel Knephusen from theance or else his sending hither ; (JBARRING-E2-H,97.44) I hope wee shall have such contentment that wee may goe over to searve that kinge next springe , which I doe desire , (JBARRING-E2-H,97.45) and shall willingly imbrace any reasonable condicions for my parte . (JBARRING-E2-H,97.46) I doe not heare of any newes worth the wrighting at this time . (JBARRING-E2-H,97.47) Thus with my humble dutie remembred , I commend yow to the tuition of the allmightie , resting Your obedient son John Barrington (JBARRING-E2-H,97.48) Westminster , (JBARRING-E2-H,97.49) 13th October , 1629 : (JBARRING-E2-H,97.50) To my very good freind Mr Issac Ewer , servant to the ladie Barrington , at Sir Gilbert Gerrard's in Harrow Hill (JBARRING-E2-H,97.51)