My dear Hest=r= yo=r=s of ye 24=th= of dec=r= & of ye 3=d= of febr. I have rec=d= (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,48.3) & had write an Answ=r= to it (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,48.4) but knew not how to direct it nor this (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,48.5) but have sent it to yo=r= brother (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,48.6) For yo=r= living in London upon Expense is neith=r= good for you : nor pleasing to me (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,48.7) for $it $'s {TEXT:its} sinfull to live an Idle life & dang=r=ous . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,48.8) my care & tender love to yu is Great hoping God will make y=u= a comfort to me in my old age & y=t= y=u= will be better advised then them y=t= have bin a griefe of heart to me & a ruin to themselves & would consume y=t= before o=r= faces w=ch= their friendes have bin carefull to get for them . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,48.9) I hoped y=u= would have come hither to me the charge should have been mine . or have gon downe to yo=r= Broth=r= or Mother . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,48.10) to what purpose y=u= would furnish a roome in Lond , where y=u= have no busines I doe not at all und=r=stand . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.11) I have not had one lett=r= fro~ home these 6 weekes : (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.12) But grudge not if yo=r= Moth=r= sent y=u= no bed (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.13) for I suppose she would not have y=u= stay there (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.14) $It $'s {TEXT:Its} not beds y=t= should have bin denyed y=u= if y=u= had any use of them . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.15) there be enough of y=u= ruined to o=r= Griefe already (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.16) if y=u= miscarry too , We are undon . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.17) I have took care for y=u= in my Will (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.18) & expect y=u= should take care of me , to doe nothing in dispose of yo=r=selfe w=th=out my advise . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.19) here is at present a sad face of thinges : (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.20) All hurrying away , drawing of their Effects as fast as they can to astonishm=t= . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.21) For what y=u= stand bound for I will writ to yo=r= Moth=r= about it . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.22) & be not Sollicit=s= : (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.23) for care shall be taken about it . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.24) my estate have bin Wasted these 5 years I having not had a penny out of it & in worse condition then w=n= I left England : (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.25) yet they have had many a score of poundes from me hence . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.26) there have bin a great Wast (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.27) & I live here a solitary life for yo=r= sake & now thought by fugitives to be a dang=r=ous place : (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.28) yet $can $not {TEXT:cannot} gett off . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.29) If yo=r= sist=r=s busines can be made up I will send her away who may be able to pay , what she got into her handes of mine & her sist=r= ; for keeping her child . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.30) Daught=r= $it $'s {TEXT:its} a tyme full of temptation & snares (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.31) I doe charge y=u= to Watch & pray y=t= y=u= ent=r= not into them (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.32) & rememb=r= me to yo=r= sister (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.33) & let her have a care she doe not forget y=e= God of her father nor be led away with y=e= err=r= of the Wicked this day y=e= new Deputy begins his gov=r=m=t= . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.34) Take yo=r= mothers Advice about yo=r= affaires (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,49.35) & if y=u= please come over w=th= her at y=e= Spring of the yeare (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.37) you will be Welcome to yo=r= Aged fath=r= Jo. Pinney (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.38) w=n= y=u= write tell me where I shall direct my letter to you (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.39) My deare Hester Yours of the 11th of ffebr I rec=d= by w=ch= I see how thinges goe with you . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.41) when children will goe without & against their parents advise God will meet with them as with your brother & sisters . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.42) I hope their ruin will be your Warning . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.43) you did not write one word of the maine of my letter w=ch= was to know whether you would come hither . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.44) I am solitary now Mrs Latm=r= is gon by whom I sent this letter to you (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.45) & no comfort hath she bin to me but regardless of the trouble she hath brought on me . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.46) I have written for your Mother to come hither (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.47) but know not whether she can come . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.48) I ame sorry your sister hath wasted any of her stock . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.49) I will doe for you what I can (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.50) & shall bee glad that you may doe well . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.51) $$t $is$ {TEXT:tis} but little I have to live more (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.52) & the sorrows & troubles of my children make my life shorter . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.53) I think not to stay here one winter more (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.54) But shall pray God for you my deare daughter that I may have Comfort in you through the blessing of God upon you in the old age of your solitary & sorrowing father John Pinney (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,50.55) Daught=r= yo=r=s of y=e= 19=th= of march I rec=d= (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.58) & have consid=r=ed of it . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.59) but I ame not satisfyed w=th= yo=r= living in a taverne a place of so many temptations & dangers . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.60) though it be some loss to y=u= , I would have y=u= to remove (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.61) & it may be no where better then to yo=r= father : as no where welcomer (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.62) if debts remaine let yo=r= sister get them in & be accountable to y=u= for them . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.63) No body can or will be better to y=u= then y=r= father whose yongest daughter y=u= bee (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.64) & if y=u= will come to me by this Bearer M=r= Norris ; I will pay y=e= charge of yo=r= journey (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.65) & will not have y=u= be sordid in it . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.66) I ame old & weake (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.67) y=e= most of my children alive have disobliged me & been undutifull (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.68) but I shall be glad to see y=u= before I dye . for whom I have so much respect . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.69) y=u= have a tend=r= father yet living ; at p=r=sent under some indisposition of health : (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.70) but $it $'s {TEXT:its} but litle I have to live (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.71) & can badly write this to y=u= . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.72) I rememb=r= to Rachel , though she hath not pleased me : (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.73) let her be careful to please y=e= God of her father y=t= she be not undon by her owne Choise (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.74) I must leave y=u= to God to whom i have dedicated you (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.75) & remaine a litle while yo=r= Aged & tend=r= father John Pinney (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,51.76) {COM:postscript} my deare Hest=r= oth=r=s of my childr. have given me as good words as y=u= whose lett=r=s will rise up in Judg=t= ag=t= them God forgive them (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.77) but I expect better thinges from you , (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.78) for ye all examples of them must be yo=r= warning & caution (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.79) yo=r=s of Apr. ye 12 I rec=d= aft=r= this was writ (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.80) & only ad this y=t= I take notice of yo=r= discontents as neglected . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.81) & why so ? (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.82) I have made p~visein for y=u= in my will (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.83) & if it be for yo=r= p=r=ferm=t= I will doe more for y=u= whiles I ame alive . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.84) y=u= litle know how much I ame conc=r=ned for y=u= & grieved to $have reced such lines fro~ y=u= . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.85) yo=r= jealousy of M=rs= $Palmer is causeless (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.86) I will not lay out one penny for her (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.87) & have charged yo=r= moth=r= oft ag=t= it . who is resolved ag=t= it . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.88) I ame so much y=e= more conc=r=ned to have y=u= w=th= me , (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.89) y=u= may be bett=r= satisfyed & not grieve an Aged fath=r= y=t= hath valued & loved y=u= I fear more then is meet J P_NPR (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.90) My deare Hester To save y=e= charge of a lett=r= ; I have sent by a Baronet , S=r= William Sandes a memb=r= & offic=r= of o=r= congregation to have you off from living in a Taverne w=th= whom if y=u= please to come to me I shall be glad . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.92) yo=rs= by M=r= Norris I rec=d= w=ch= grates upon me undeservedly : (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.93) for I never intend y=t= yo=r= livelyhood shall pay M=rs= Hoars vanity for w=ch= I have oft written to yo=r= moth=r= (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.94) & I hope yo=r= brother will look after it . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.95) If this Baronet come to you in p~son treat him civilly . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.96) the cost shall be at my charge to a farthing . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,52.97) suspect not my payment of it to you . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.98) & if yo=r= business will permit ; Come hither w=th= him . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.99) If he wants any thing give him credit (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.100) for he is welthy (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.101) & I will repay it . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.102) I ame in an ill condition to write , (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.103) but being by so consid=r=able a p~son I could not forbeare . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.104) Wednsday last o=r= charter had judg=t= past against it here . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.105) I have not heard from home these 3 weekes . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.106) I give my remembrance to Rachel , though she hath forgotten me . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.107) $It $'s {TEXT:Its} a poor city we are in (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.108) & poorer it growes dayly having some thousands of houses w=th=out Inhabitants . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.109) I $can $not {TEXT:cannot} yet remove from it (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.110) but have no desire to winter in it . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.111) God Almighty bless y=u= ; to whom I com~it y=u= & whom I rememb=r= dayly w=th= y=e= tend=r= affection of a fath=r= Jo Pinney . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.112) My deare Hester Feare & friendes , passion & Indiscretion hurried us out of Dublin y=e= 9=th= of Dec=r= (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.114) & we landed here y=e= Munday after . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.115) & are in y=e= house of one M=r= Ellice Rowland : where we are Well accom~odated ; though dear , in Walles ; (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.116) diet lodging fire & candle for 4=s= - 6=d= a week a peice . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.117) We had not many houres to p~vide & have left all behind us even about in money (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.118) If y=u= have written thither $it $'s {TEXT:its} y=e= reason y=u= have had no answ=r= . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.119) I wrote to Nath. as sone as I came (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.120) & charged him to write to y=u= Where wee were (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.121) But did not rememb=r= neith=r= I nor yo=r= mother how to direct yo=r= Letter (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,53.122) & this is at a venture : w=ch= if it come to yo=r= handes Write to us here Directed , to me at M=r= Ellis Rowland in Carnarvan to be left at Conway w=th= y=e= post (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.123) We intend to goe back againe to Dubline if we hear no worse of it , (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.124) but shall acquaint y=u= w=th= it (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.125) & when y=u= writ to yo=r= brother Acquaint him of it . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.126) It was y=e= fear of a massacre intended drove us off . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.127) much more I have to writ (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.128) but $it $'s {TEXT:its} doubtfull if this com to y=u= (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.129) God almighty bless you my dear child (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.130) & make you a comfort to yo=r= Exiled father Jo Pinney (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.131) Yo=r= moth=r= is well & rememb=r=s y=u= (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.132) this day came yo=r= Welcom letter Dated Jan. but no lett=r= fro~ Nath . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.133) I have rec=d= a lett=r= fro~ $M=rs= Palmer at Dublin who intends to com hither (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.134) But have written to stop her there till we come (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.135) for we $can $not {TEXT:cannot} so leave all there . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.136) We think to go thither this Week (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.137) y=e= soner y=e= saffer . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.138) I shall writ to y=u= by M=r= Damer who gon hence to London who would have us along w=th= him & had gone if we had o=r= thinges out of Dublin (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,54.139) {COM:with_letter_31} This I ad to yo=r= mothers letter . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,57.143) I ame old & unfit to raise a Congreg. for others to succeed in . or to leave a Certainty for an unc=r=tainty . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,57.144) I value my childrens company highly . but not to hurt them : (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,57.145) & any of them shall be welcome to me y=t= have not by great undutifullness disobliged me . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,57.146) For y=e= Scot , $y=t $s= {TEXT:y=ts=} such a p~ud imperious begger I would have y=u= have litle to doe w=t=h . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,57.147) I heare she is a fortune teller (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,57.148) & I ame much incensed ag=t= her Especially about a Bond y=t= Nath. gave his brothr w=ch= she thinkes is in my handes as she wrote to me when I ame confident , she hath it . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,57.149) this comes to y=u= by M=r= Darby & M=r= Norris my deare friendes & offic=r=s in our congreg. (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,57.150) By M=r= Darby I have sent a Ginney to y=u= : (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,57.151) buy 1 quart of Banist=r=s water , for M=rs= Smith , my dear friend . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,57.152) & to send it by M=r= Darby . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,57.153) I have ordered him to Write to y=u= where his Aboad is . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,57.154) My staying here is for yo=r= Good whose welfare I shall seek (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,57.155) & hope to doble yo=r= p=r=sent conc=r=nes , if God save me w=th= life . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,58.156) Rememb=r= me to Rachel who I hope is sensible of her great evill in disobeying her tend=r= fath=r= y=t= shall yet Receive her & remember her the kindness she hath shewed . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,58.157) what yo=r= moth=r= will ad more I leave rome (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,58.158) & com~it y=u= to Gods grace (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,58.159) yo=r= Aged father Jo. Pinney . (JOPINNEY-E3-P2,58.160)