FOR the shearing-supper a long table was placed on the grass-plot beside the house, the end of the table being thrust over the sill of the wide parlour window and a foot or two into the room. Miss Everdene sat inside the window, facing down the table. She was thus at the head without mingling with the men.
This evening Bathsheba was unusually excited, her red cheeks and lips contrasting lustrously with the mazy skeins of her shadowy hair. She seemed to expect assistance, and the seat at the bottom of the table was at her request left vacant until after they had begun and the duties appertaining to that end, which he did with great readiness.
At this moment Mr. Boldwood came in at the gate, and crossed the green to Bathsheba at the window. He apologized for his lateness: his arrival was evidently by arrangement.
"Gabriel,' said she, "will you move again, please, and let Mr. Boldwood come there?'
Oak moved in silence back to his original seat.
The gentleman-farmer was dressed in cheerful style, in a new coat and white waistcoat, quite contrasting with his usual sober suits of grey. Inwardy, too, he was blithe, and consequently chatty to an exceptional degree. So also was Bathsheba now that he had come, though the uninvited presence of Pennyways, the bailiff who had been dismissed for theft, disturbed her equanimity for a while.
Supper being ended, Coggan began on his own private account,
without reference to listeners:—
This lyric, when concluded, was received with a silently appreciative gaze at the table, implying that the performance, like a work by those established authors who are independent of notices in the papers, was a well-known delight which required no applause.
"Now, Master Poorgass, your song!' said Coggan.
"I be all but in liquor, and the gift is wanting in me,' said Joseph, diminishing himself.
"Nonsense; wou'st never be so ungrateful, Joseph— never!' said Coggan, expressing hurt feelings by an inflection of voice. "And mistress is looking hard at ye, as much as to say, ""Sing at once, Joseph Poorgrass.'' '
"Faith, so she is; well, I must suffer it!.. Just eye my features, and see if the tell-tale blood overheats me much, neighbours?'
"No, yer blushes be quite reasonable,' said Coggan.
"I always tries to keep my colours from rising when a beauty's eyes get fixed on me,' said Joseph, differently; "but if so be 'tis willed they do, they must.'
"Now, Joseph, your song, please,' said Bathsheba, from the window.
"Well, really, ma'am,' he replied, in a yielding tone, "I don't know what to say. It would be a poor plain ballet of my own composure.'
"Hear, hear! ' said the supper-party.
Poorgrass, thus assured, trilled forth a flickering yet commendable
piece of sentiment, the tune of which consisted of the key note and
another, the latter being the sound chiefly dwelt upon. This was so
successful that he rashly plunged into a second in the same breath,
after a few false starts:— "Well
put out of hand,' said Coggan, at the end of the verse. ' ""They do
sing '' was a very taking paragraph.'
"Ay; and there was a pretty place at "seeds of love,'' and 'twas
well heaved out. Though "love '' is a nasty high corner when a man's
voice is getting crazed. Next verse, Master Poorgrass.'
But during this rendering young Bob Coggan exhibited one of those
anomalies which will afflict little people when other persons are
particularly serious: in trying to check his laughter, he pushed down
his throat as much of the tablecloth as he could get hold of, when,
after continuing hermetically sealed for a short time, his mirth
burst out through his nose. Joseph perceived it, and with hectic
cheeks of indignation instantly ceased singing. Coggan boxed Bob's
ears immediately.
"Go on, Joseph— go on, and never mind the young scamp,' said
Coggan. "'Tis a very catching ballet. Now then again— the next
bar; I'll help ye to flourish up the shrill notes where yer wind is
rather wheezy:— It was still the beaming time of evening, though night was
stealthily making itself visible low down upon the ground, the western
lines of light taking the earth without alighting upon it to any
extent, or illuminating the dead levels at all. The sun had crept
round the tree as a last effort before death, and then began to sink,
the shearers' lower parts becoming steeped in embrowning twilight,
whilst their heads and shoulders were still enjoying day, touched with
a yellow of self-sustained brilliancy that seemed inherent rather than
acquired.
The sun went down in an ochreous mist; but they sat, and Gabriel suddenly missed Farmer Boldwood from his place at the
bottom of the table. How long he had been gone Oak did not know; but
he had apparently withdrawn into the encircling dusk. Whilst he was
thinking of this, Liddy brought candles into the back part of the
room overlooking the shearers, and their lively new flames shone down
the table and over the men, and dispersed among the green shadows
behind. Bathsheba's form, still in its original position, was now
again distinct between their eyes and the light, which revealed that
Boldwood had gone inside the room, and was sitting near her.
Next came the question of the evening. Would Miss Everdene sing to
them the song she always sang so charmingly— "The Banks of
Allan Water '— before they went home?
After a moment's consideration Bathsheba assented, beckoning to
Gabriel, who hastened up into the coveted atmosphere.
"Have you brought your flute? " she whispered.
"Yes, miss.'
"Play to my singing, then.'
She stood up in the window-opening, facing the men, the candles
behind her, Gabriel on her right hand, immediately outside the
sash-frame. Boldwood had drawn up on her left, within the room. Her
singing was soft and rather tremulous at first, but it soon swelled to
a steady clearness. Subsequent events caused one of the verses to be
remembered for many months, and even years, by more than one of those
who were gathered there:— In addition to the
dulcet piping of Gabriel's flute, Boldwood supplied a bass in his
customary profound voice, uttering his notes so softly, however, as to
abstain entirely from making anything like an ordinary duet of the
song ; they rather formed a rich unexplored shadow, which threw her
tones into relief. The shearers reclined against each other as at
suppers in the early ages of the world, and so silent and absorbed
were they that her breathing could almost be heard between the bars ;
and at the end of the ballad, when the last tone loitered on to an
inexpressible close, there arose that buzz of pleasure which is the
attar of applause.
It is scarcely necessary to state that Gabriel could not avoid
noting the farmer's bearing to-night towards their entertainer. Yet
there was nothing exceptional in his actions beyond what appertained
to his time of performing them. It was when the rest were all looking
away that Boldwood observed her ; when they regarded her he turned
aside; when they thanked or praised he was silent; when they were
inattentive he murmured his thanks. The meaning lay in the difference
between actions, none of which had any meaning of itself; and the
necessity of being jealous, which lovers are troubled with, did not
lead Oak to underestimate these signs.
Bathsheba then wished them good-night, withdrew from the window,
and retired to the back part of the room, Boldwood thereupon closing
the sash and the shutters, and remaining inside with her. Oak wandered
away under the quiet and scented trees. Recovering from the softer
impressions produced by Bathsheba's voice, the shearers rose to leave,
Coggan turning to Pennyways as he pushed back the bench to pass
out:—
"I like to give praise where praise is due, and the man deserves
it— that 'a do so,' he remarked, looking at the worthy thief, as
if he were the masterpiece of some world-renowned artist.
"I'm sure I should never have believed it if we hadn't proved it,
so to allude,' hiccupped Joseph Poorgrass, "that every cup, every one
of the best knives and forks, and every empty bottle be in their place
as perfect now as at the beginning, and not "I'm sure I don't deserve half the praise you give me,' said the
virtuous thief, grimly.
"Well, I'll say this for Pennyways,' added Coggan, "that whenever
he do really make up his mind to do a noble thing in the shape of a
good action, as I could see by his face he. did to-night afore sitting
down, he's generally able to carry it out. Yes, I'm proud to say.
neighbours, that he's stole nothing at all.
"Well,'— 'tis an honest deed, and we thank ye for it,
Pennyways,' said Joseph; to which opinion the remainder of the company
subscribed unanimously.
At this time of departure, when nothing more was visible of the
inside of the parlour than a thin and still chink of light between the
shutters, a passionate scene was in course of enactment there.'
Miss Everdene and Boldwood were alone. Her cheeks had lost a great
deal of their healthful fire from the very seriousness of her position
; but her eye was bright with the excitement of a triumph—
though it was a triumph which had rather been contemplated than
desired.
She was standing behind a low arm-chair, from which she had just
risen, and he was kneeling in it— inclining himself over its
back towards her, and holding her hand in both his own. His body moved
restlessly, and it was with what Keats daintily calls a too happy
happiness. This unwonted abstraction by love of all dignity from a man
of whom it had ever seemed the chief component, was, in its
distressing incongruity, a pain to her which quenched much of the
pleasure she derived from the proof that she was idolized.
"I will try to love you,' she was saying, in a trembling voice
quite unlike her usual self-confidence. "And if I can believe in any
way that I shall make you a good wife I shall indeed be willing to
marry you. But, Mr. Boldwood, hesitation on so high a matter is
honourable in any woman, and I don't want to give a solemn promise
to-night. I would rather ask you to wait a few weeks till I can see my
situation better.'
"But you have every reason to believe that then— — '
"I have every reason to hope that at the end of the five or "It is enough I don't ask more. I can wait on those dear words. And
now, Miss Everdene, goodnight!'
"Good-night,' she said, graciously— almost tenderly; and
Boldwood withdrew with a serene smile.
Bathsheba knew more of him now ; he had entirely bared his heart
before her, even until he had almost worn in her eyes the sorry look
of a grand bird without the feathers that make it grand. She had been
awestruck at her past temerity, and was struggling to make amends
without thinking whether the sin quite deserved the penalty she was
schooling herself to pay. To have brought all this about her ears was
terrible; but after a while the situation was not without a fearful
joy. The facility with which even the most timid woman sometimes
acquire a relish for the dreadful when that is amalgamated with a
little triumph, is marvellous.
AMONG the multifarious duties which Bathsheba had voluntarily imposed upon herself by dispensing with the services of a bailiff, was the particular one of looking round the homestead before going to bed, to see that all was right and safe for the night. Gabriel had almost constantly preceded her in this tour every evening, watching her affairs as carefully as any specially appointed officer of surveillance could have done; but this tender devotion was to a great extent unknown to his mistress, and as much as was known was somewhat thanklessly received. Women are never tired of bewailing man's fickleness in love, but they only seem to snub his constancy.
As watching is best done invisibly, she usually carried a dark lantern in her hand, and every now and then turned on the light to examine nooks and corners with the coolness of a metropolitan policeman. This coolness may have owed its existence not so much to her fearlessness of expected danger as to her freedom from the suspicion of any; her worst anticipated discovery being that a horse might not be well bedded, the fowls not all in, or a door not closed.
This night the buildings were inspected as usual, and she went
round to the farm paddock. Here the only sounds disturbing the
stillness were steady munchings of many mouths, and stentorian
breathings from all but invisible noses, ending in snores and puffs
like the blowing of bellows slowly. Then the munching would
recommence, when the lively imagination might assist the eye to
discern a group of pink-white nostrils, shaped as caverns, and very
clammy and humid on their surfaces, not exactly pleasant to the touch
until one got used to them; the mouths beneath having a great
partiality for closing upon any loose end of Bathsheba's apparel which
came within Her way back to the house was by a path through a young plantation
of tapering firs, which had been planted some years earlier to shelter
the premises from the north wind. By reason of the density of the
interwoven foliage overhead, it was gloomy there at cloudless
noontide, twilight in the evening, dark as midnight at dusk, and black
as the ninth plague of Egypt at midnight. To describe the spot is to
call it a vast, low, naturally formed hall, the plumy ceiling of which
was supported by slender pillars of living wood, the floor being
covered with a soft dun carpet of dead spikelets and mildewed cones,
with a tuft of grass—blades here and there.
This bit of the path was always the crux of the night's ramble,
though, before starting, her apprehensions of danger were not vivid
enough to lead her to take a companion. Slipping along here covertly
as Time, Bathsheba fancied she could hear footsteps entering the
track at the opposite end. It was certainly a rustle of footsteps. Her
own instantly fell as gently as snowflakes. She reassured herself by a
remembrance that the path was public, and that the traveller was
probably some villager returning home ; regretting, at the same time,
that the meeting should be about to occur in' the darkest point of
her route, even though only just outside her own door.
The noise approached, came close, and a figure was apparently on
the point of gliding past her when something tugged at her skirt and
pinned it forcibly to the ground. The instantaneous check nearly threw
Bathsheba off her balance. In recovering she struck against warm
clothes and buttons.
"A rum start, upon my soul!' said a masculine voice, a foot or so
above her head. 'Have I hurt you, mate?'
"No,' said Bathsheba, attempting to shrink a way. "We have got hitched together somehow, I think.'
"Yes.'
"Are you a woman?'
"Yes.'
"A lady, I should have said.'
"It doesn't matter.'
"I am a man.'
"Oh!'
Bathsheba softly tugged again, but to no purpose.
"Is that a dark lantern you have? I fancy so,' said the man.
"Yes.'
"If you'll allow me I'll open it, and set you free.'
A hand seized the lantern, the door was opened, the rays burst out
from their prison, and Bathsheba beheld her position with
astonishment.
The man to whom she was hooked was brilliant in brass and scarlet.
He was a soldier. His sudden appearance was to darkness what the
sound of a trumpet is to silence. Gloom, the genius loci at all times
hitherto, was now totally overthrown, less by the lantern-light than
by what the lantern lighted. The contrast of this revelation with her
anticipations of some sinister figure in sombre garb was so great that
it had upon her the effect of a fairy transformation.
It was immediately apparent that the military man's spur had become
entangled in the gimp which decorated the skirt of her dress. He
caught a view of her face.
"I'll unfasten you in one moment, miss,' he said, with new-born
gallantry.
"O no— I can do it, thank you,' she hastily replied, and
stooped for the performance.
The unfastening was not such a trifling affair. The rowel of the
spur had so wound itself among the gimp cords in those few moments,
that separation was likely to be a matter of time.
He too stooped, and the lantern standing on the ground betwixt them
threw the gleam from its open side among the fir-tree needles and the
blades of long damp grass with the effect of a large glowworm. It
radiated upwards into their He looked hard into her eyes when she raised them for a moment;
Bathsheba looked down again, for his gaze was too strong to be
received point-blank with her own. But she had obliquely noticed that
he was young and slim, and that he wore three chevrons upon his
sleeve.
Bathsheba pulled again.
"You are a prisoner, miss; it is no use blinking the matter,' said
the soldier, drily. "I must cut your dress if you are in such a
hurry.'
"Yes— please do!' she exclaimed, helplessly. '
"It wouldn't be necessary if you could wait a moment;' and he
unwound a cord from the little wheel. She withdrew her own hand, but,
whether by accident or design, he touched it. Bathsheba was vexed; she
hardly knew why.
His unravelling went on, but it nevertheless seemed coming to no
end. She looked at him again.
"Thank you for the sight of such a beautiful face!' said the young
sergeant, without ceremony.
She coloured with embarrassment. "'Twas unwillingly shown,' she
replied, stiffly, and with as much dignity— which was very
little— as she could infuse into a position of captivity
"I like you the better for that incivility, miss,' he said.
"I should have liked— I wish — you had never shown
yourself to me by intruding here!' She pulled again, and the gathers
of her dress began to give way like liliputian musketry.
"I deserve the chastisement your words give me. But why should
such a fair and dutiful girl have such an aversion to her father's
sex? '
"Go on your way, please.'
"What, Beauty, and drag you after me? Do but look; I never saw such
a tangle!'
"O, 'tis shameful of you ; you have been making it worse on purpose
to keep me here— you have! '
"Indeed, I don't think so,' said the sergeant, with a merry
twinkle. "I tell you you have!' she exclaimed, in high
temper. I insist upon undoing it. Now, allow me!'
"Certainly, miss; I am not of steel.' He added a sigh which had as
much archness in it as a sigh could possess without losing its nature
altogether. 'I am thankful for beauty, even when 'tis thrown to me
like a bone to a dog. These moments will be over too soon!'
She closed her lips in a determined silence.
Bathsheba was revolving in her mind whether by a bold and desperate
rush she could free herself at the risk of leaving her skirt bodily
behind her. The thought was too dreadful. The dress— which she
had put on to appear stately at the supper— was the head and
front of her wardrobe ; not another in her stock became her so well.
What woman in Bathsheba's position, not naturally timid, and within
call of her retainers, would have bought escape from a dashing
soldier at so dear a price?
"All in good time ; it will soon be done, I perceive,' said her
cool friend.
"This trifling provokes, and— and— — '
"Not too cruel!'
"— Insults me!'
"It is done in order that I may have the pleasure of apologizing to
so charming a woman, which I straightway do most humbly, madam,' he
said, bowing low.
Bathsheba really knew not what to say.
"I've seen a good many women in my time, continued the young man in
a murmur, and more thoughtfully than hitherto, critically regarding
her bent head at the same time; "but I've never seen a woman so
beautiful as you. Take it or leave it— be offended or like
it— I don't care.'
"Who are you, then, who can so well afford to despise opinion? '
"No stranger. Sergeant Troy. I am staying in this place.—
There! it is undone at last, you see. Your light fingers were more
eager than mine. I wish it had been the knot of knots, which there's
no untying!'
This was worse and worse. She started up, and so did he. "Ah, Beauty ; good-bye! ' he said.
She made no reply, and, reaching a distance of twenty or thirty
yards, turned about, and ran indoors.
Liddy had just retired to rest. In ascending to her own chamber,
Bathsheba opened the girl's door an inch or two, and, panting,
said—
"Liddy, is any soldier staying in the village— sergeant
somebody— rather gentlemanly for a sergeant, and good
looking— a red coat with blue facings?'
"No, miss... No, I say; but really it might be Sergeant Troy home
on furlough, though I have not seen him. He was here once in that way
when the regiment was at Casterbridge.'
"Yes; that's the name. Had he a moustache— no whiskers or
beard?'
"He had.'
"What kind of a person is he?'
"O! miss— I blush to name it— a gay man! But I know him
to be very quick and trim, who might have made his thousands, like a
squire. Such a clever young dand as he is! He's a doctor's son by
name, which is a great deal; and he's an earl's son by nature!'
"Which is a great deal more. Fancy! Is it true? '
"Yes. And, he was brought up so well, and sent to Casterbridge
Grammar School for years and years. Learnt all languages while he was
there ; and it was said he got on so far that he could take down
Chinese in shorthand ; but that I don't answer for, as it was only
reported. However, he wasted his gifted lot, and listed a soldier; but
even then he rose to be a sergeant without trying at all. Ah! such a
blessing it is to be high-born ; nobility of blood will shine out even
in the ranks and files. And is he really come home, miss?'
"I believe so. Good-night, Liddy.'
After all, how could a cheerful wearer of skirts be permanently
offended with the man? There are occasions when girls like Bathsheba
will put up with a great deal of So she could not clearly decide whether it was her opinion that he
had insulted her or not.
"Was ever anything so odd! ' she at last exclaimed to herself, in
her own room. "And was ever anything so meanly done as what I
did— to sulk away like that from a man who was only civil and
kind!' Clearly she did not think his barefaced praise of her person an
insult now.
It was a fatal omission of Boldwood's that he had never once told
her she was beautiful.
IDIOSYNCRASY and vicissitude had combined to stamp Sergeant Troy as an exceptional being.
He was a man to whom memories were an incumbrance, and anticipations a superfluity. Simply feeling, considering, and caring for what was before his eyes, he was vulnerable only in the present. His outlook upon time was as a transient flash of the eye now and then: that projection of consciousness into days gone by and to come, which makes the past a synonym for the pathetic and the future a word for circumspection, was foreign to Troy. With him the past was yesterday ; the future, to-morrow ; never, the day after.
On this account he might, in certain lights, have been regarded as one of the most fortunate of his order. For it may be argued with great plausibility that reminiscence is less an endowment than a disease, and that expectation in its only comfortable form— that of absolute faith— is practically an impossibility; whilst in the form of hope and the secondary compounds, patience, impatience, resolve, curiosity, it is a constant fluctuation between pleasure and pain.
Sergeant Troy, being entirely innocent of the practice of
expectation, was never disappointed. To set against this negative gain
there may have been some positive losses from a certain narrowing of
the higher tastes and sensations which it entailed. But limitation of
the capacity is never recognized as a loss by the loser therefrom: in
this attribute moral or aesthetic poverty contrasts plausibly with
material, since those who suffer do not mind it, whilst those who mind
it soon cease to suffer. It is not a denial of anything to have been
always without it, and what Troy had never enjoyed he did not miss;
but, being fully conscious that what sober He was moderately truthful towards men, but to women lied like a
Cretan— a system of ethics above all others calculated to win
popularity at the first flush of admission into lively society ; and
the possibility of the favour gained being transitory had reference
only to the future.
He never passed the line which divides the spruce vices from the
ugly ; and hence, though his morals had hardly been applauded,
disapproval of them had frequently been tempered with a smile. This
treatment had led to his becoming a sort of regrater of other men's
gallantries, to his own aggrandizement as a Corinthian, rather than to
the moral profit of his hearers.
His reason and his propensities had seldom any reciprocating
influence, having separated by mutual consent long ago: thence it
sometimes happened that, while his intentions were as honourable as
could be wished, any particular deed formed a dark background which
threw them into fine relief. The sergeant's vicious phases being the
offspring of impulse, and his virtuous phases of cool meditation, the
latter had a modest tendency to be oftener heard of than seen.
Troy was full of activity, but his activities were less of a
locomotive than a vegetative nature ; and, never being based upon any
original choice of foundation or direction, they were exercised on
whatever object chance might place in their way. Hence, whilst he
sometimes reached the brilliant in speech because that was
spontaneous, he fell below the commonplace in action, from inability
to guide incipient effort. He had a quick comprehension and
considerable force of character ; but, being without the power to
combine them, the comprehension became engaged with trivialities
whilst waiting for the will to direct it, and the force wasted itself
in useless grooves through unheeding the comprehension.
He was a fairly well-educated man for one of middle class—
exceptionally well educated for a common soldier. He spoke fluently
and unceasingly. He could in this way be one thing and seem another:
for instance, he could speak of love and The wondrous power of flattery in He had been known to observe casually that in dealing with
womankind the only alternative to flattery was cursing and swearing.
There was no third method. "Treat them fairly, and you are a lost
man,' he would say.
This philosopher's public appearance in Weatherbury promptly
followed his arrival there. A week or two after the shearing,
Bathsheba, feeling a nameless relief of spirits on account of
Boldwood's absence, approached her hayfields and looked over the hedge
towards the haymakers. They consisted in about equal proportions of
gnarled and flexuous forms, the former being the men, the latter the
women, who wore tilt bonnets covered with nankeen, which hung in a
curtain upon their shoulders. Coggan and Mark Clark were mowing in a
less forward meadow, Clark humming a tune to the strokes of his From behind the waggon a bright scarlet spot emerged, and went on
loading unconcernedly with the rest. It was the gallant sergeant, who
had come haymaking for pleasure ; and nobody could deny that he was
doing the mistress of the farm real knight-service by this voluntary
contribution of his labour at a busy time.
As soon as she had entered the field Troy saw her, and sticking his
pitchfork into the ground and picking up his crop or cane, he came
forward. Bathsheba blushed with half-angry embarrassment, and adjusted
her eyes as well as her feet to the direct line of her path.
passados at woman
is a perception so universal as to be remarked upon by many people
almost as automatically as they repeat a proverb, or say that they are
Christians and the like, without thinking much of the enormous
corollaries which spring from the proposition. Still less is it acted
upon for the good of the complemental being alluded to. With the
majority such an opinion is shelved with all those trite aphorisms
which require some catastrophe to bring their tremendous meanings
thoroughly home. When expressed with some amount of reflectiveness it
seems co-ordinate with a belief that this flattery must be reasonable
to be effective. It is to the credit of men that few attempt to settle
the question by experiment, and it is for their happiness, perhaps,
that accident has never settled it for them. Nevertheless, that a male
dissembler who by deluging her with untenable fictions charms the
female wisely, may acquire powers reaching to the extremity of
perdition, is a truth taught to many by unsought and wringing
occurrences. And some profess to have attained to the same knowledge
by experiment as aforesaid, and jauntily continue their indulgence in
such experiments with terrible effect. Sergeant Troy was one.
"AH, Miss Everdene!' said the sergeant, touching his diminutive cap. "Little did I think it was you I was speaking to the other night. And yet, if I had reflected, the "Queen of the Corn-market" (truth is truth at any hour of the day or night, and I heard you so named in Casterbridge yesterday), the "Queen of the Corn—market,'' I say, could be no other woman. I step across now to beg your forgiveness a thousand times for having been led by my feelings to express myself too strongly for a stranger. To be sure I am no stranger to the place— I am Sergeant Troy, as I told you, and I have assisted your uncle in these fields no end of times when I was a lad. I have been doing the same for you today.'
"I suppose I must thank you for that, Sergeant Troy,' said the Queen of the Corn—market, in an indifferently grateful tone.
The sergeant looked hurt and sad. "Indeed you must not, Miss Everdene,' he said. "Why could you think such a thing necessary? '
"I am glad it is not.' "Why? if I may ask without offence.'
"Because I don't much want to thank you for anything.'
"I am afraid I have made a hole with my tongue that my heart will never mend. O these intolerable times: that ill-luck should follow a man for honestly telling a woman she is beautiful! 'Twas the most I said— you must own that; and the least I could say— that I own myself.'
"There is some talk I could do without more easily than money.'
"Indeed. That remark is a sort of digression.'
"No. It means that I would rather have your room than your
company.' "And I would rather have curses from you
than kisses from any other woman ; so I'll stay here.'
Bathsheba was absolutely speechless. And yet she could not help
feeling that the assistance he was rendering forbade a harsh repulse.
"Well,' continued Troy, "I suppose there is a praise which is
rudeness, and that may be mine. At the same time there is a treatment
which is injustice, and that may be yours. Because a plain blunt man,
who has never been taught concealment, speaks out his mind without
exactly intending it, he's to be snapped off like the son of a
sinner.'
"Indeed there's no such case between us,' she said, turning away.
"I don't allow strangers to be bold and impudent— even in praise
of me.'
"Ah— it is not the fact but the method which offends you,'
he said, carelessly. "But I have the sad satisfaction of knowing that
my words, whether pleasing or offensive, are unmistakably true. Would
you have had me look at you, and tell my acquaintance that you are
quite a common-place woman, to save you the embarrassment of being
stared at if they come near you? Not I. I couldn't tell any such
ridiculous lie about a beauty to encourage a single woman in England
in too excessive a modesty.'
"It is all pretence— what you are saying!' exclaimed
Bathsheba, laughing in spite of herself at the sergeant's sly method.
" You have a rare invention, Sergeant Troy. Why couldn't you have
passed by me that night, and said nothing?— that was all I meant
to reproach you for.'
"Because I wasn't going to. Half the pleasure of a feeling lies in
being able to express it on the spur of the moment, and I let out
mine. It would have been just the same if you had been the reverse
person— ugly and old— I should have exclaimed about it in
the same way. '
"How long is it since you have been so afflicted with strong
feeling, then? ' "
Oh, ever since I was big enough to know loveliness from deformity.'
"'Tis to be hoped your sense of the difference you
speak of doesn't stop at faces, but extends to morals as well. '
"I won't speak of morals or religion— my own or anybody
else's. Though perhaps I should have been a very good Christian if you
pretty women hadn't made me an idolater.'
Bathsheba moved on to hide the irrepressible dimplings of
merriment. Troy followed, whirling his crop.
"But— Miss Everdene— you do forgive me? '
"Hardly. '
"Why?'
"You say such things.'
"I said you were beautiful, and I'll say so still; for, by—
so you are! The most beautiful ever I saw, or may I fall dead this
instant! Why, upon my— —
'
"Don't— don't! I won't listen to you— you are so
profane!' she said, in a restless state between distress at hearing
him and a penchant to hear more.
"I again say you are a most fascinating woman. There's nothing
remarkable in my saying so, is there? I'm sure the fact is evident
enough. Miss Everdene, my opinion may be too forcibly let out to
please you, and, for the matter of that, too insignificant to convince
you, but surely it is honest, and why can't it be excused? '
"Because it— it isn't a correct one,' she femininely
murmured.
"0, fie— fie-! Am I any worse for breaking the third of that
Terrible Ten than you for breaking the ninth?"
"Well, it doesn't seem quite true to me that I am fascinating,' she
replied evasively.
"Not so to you: then I say with all respect that, if so, it is
owing to your modesty, Miss Everdene. But surely you must have been
told by everybody of what everybody notices? and you should take their
words for it.'
"They don't say so exactly.'
"O yes, they must!'
"Well, I mean to my face, as you do,' she went on, allowing "But you know they think so?'
"No— that is— I certainly have heard Liddy say they do,
but— — ' She paused.
Capitulation— that was the purport of the simple reply,
guarded as it was— capitulation, unknown to herself. Never did a
fragile tailless sentence convey a more perfect meaning. The careless
sergeant smiled within himself, and probably too the devil smiled from
a loop-hole in Tophet, for the moment was the turningpoint of a
career. Her tone and mien signified beyond mistake that the seed which
was to lift the foundation had taken root in the chink: the remainder
was a mere question of time and natural changes.
"There the truth comes out! ' said the soldier, in reply. "Never
tell me that a young lady can live in a buzz of admiration without
knowing something about it. Ah,' well, Miss Everdene, you are—
pardon my blunt way— you are rather an injury to our race than
otherwise.
"How— indeed? ' she said, opening her eyes.
"O, it is true enough. I may as well be hung for a sheep as a lamb
(an old country saying, not of much account, but it will do for a
rough soldier), and so I will speak my mind, regardless of your
pleasure, and without hoping or intending to get your pardon. Why,
Miss Everdene, it is in this manner that your good looks may do more.
harm than good in the world.' The sergeant looked down the mead in
critical abstraction. " Probably some one man on an average falls in'
love, with each ordinary woman. She can marry him: he is content, and
leads a useful life. Such women as you a hundred men always
covet— your eyes will bewitch scores on scores into an
unavailing fancy for you you can only marry one of that many. Out of
these say twenty will endeavour to. drown the bitterness of despised
love in drink ; twenty more will mope away their lives without a wish
or attempt to make a mark in he world, because they have no ambition
apart from their attachment to you ; twenty more— the
susceptible person The handsome sergeant's features were during this speech as rigid
and stern as John Knox's in addressing his gay young queen.
Seeing she made no reply, he said, "Do you read French? '
"No; I began, but when I got to the verbs, father died,' she said
simply.
"I do— when I have an opportunity, which latterly has not
been often (my mother was a Parisienne)— and there's a proverb
they have, "Ah!' she replied, and there was even a little tremulousness in the
usually cool girl's voice; 'if you can only fight half as winningly as
you can talk, you are able to make a pleasure of a bayonet wound!'
And then poor Bathsheba instantly perceived her slip in making this
admission: in hastily trying to retrieve it, she went from bad to
worse. 'Don't, however, suppose that I derive any pleasure from what
you tell me.'
"I know you do not— I know it perfectly,' said Troy, with
much hearty conviction on the exterior of his face: and altering the
expression to moodiness; 'when a dozen men are ready to speak tenderly
to you, and give the admiration you deserve without adding the warning
you need, it stands to reason that my poor rough-and-ready mixture of
praise and blame cannot convey much pleasure. Fool as I may be, I am
not so conceited as to suppose that!'
"I think you— are conceited, nevertheless,' said Bathsheba,
looking askance at a reed she was fitfully pulling with one hand,
having lately grown feverish under the soldier's "I would not own it to anybody esle— nor do I exactly to you.
Still, there might have been some self-conceit in my foolish
supposition the other night. I knew that what I said in admiration
might be an opinion too often forced upon you to give any pleasure but
I certainly did think that the kindness of your nature might prevent
you judging an uncontrolled tongue harshly— which you have
done— and thinking badly of me and wounding me this morning,
when I am working hard to save your hay.'
"Well, you need not think more of that: perhaps you did not mean to
be rude to me by speaking out your mind: indeed, I believe you did
not,' said the shrewd woman, in painfully innocent earnest. 'And I
thank you for giving help here. But— but mind you don't speak
to me again in that way, or in any other, unless I speak to you.'
"O, Miss Bathsheba! That is to hard!'
"No, it isn't. Why is it?'
"You will never speak to me; for I shall not be here long. I am
soon going back again to the miserable monotony of drill— and
perhaps our regiment will be ordered out soon. And yet you take away
the one little ewe-lamb of pleasure that I have in this dull life of
mine. Well, perhaps generosity is not a woman's most marked
characteristic.'
"When are you going from here?' she asked, with some interest.
"In a month.'
"But how can it give you pleasure to speak to me?'
"Can you ask Miss Everdene— knowing as you do — what my
offence is based on?'
"If you do care so much for a silly trifle of that kind, then, I
don't mind doing it,' she uncertainly and doubtingly answered. 'But
you can't really care for a word from me? you only say so— I
think you only say so.'
"that's unjust— but I won't repeat the remark. I am too "Well.'
"Then you know nothing of what such an experience is like—
and Heaven forbid that you ever should!'
"Nonsense, flatterer! What is it like? I am interested in knowing."
"Put shortly, it is not being able to think, hear, or look in any
direction except one without wretchedness, nor there without torture.'
"Ah, sergeant, it won't do— you are pretending! ' she said,
shaking her head. ' Your words are too dashing to be true.'
"I am not, upon the honour of a soldier'
"But why is it so?— Of course I ask for mere pastime.'
"Because you are so distracting— and I am so distracted. '
"You look like it.'
"I am indeed.'
"Why, you only saw me the other night!'
"That makes no difference. The lightning works instantaneously. I
loved you then, at once— as I do now.'
Bathsheba surveyed him curiously, from the feet upward, as high as
she liked to venture her glance, which was not quite so high as his
eyes.
"You cannot and you don't,' she said demurely. "There is-no such
sudden feeling in people. I won't listen to you any longer. Hear me, I
wish I knew what o'clock it is— I am going— I have wasted
too much time here already!"
The sergeant looked at his watch and told her. " What, haven't you
a watch, miss?' he inquired.
"I have not just at present — I am about to get a new one.'
"No. You shall be given one. Yes— you shall. A gift, Miss
Everdene— a gift."
And before she knew what the young— man was intending, a
heavy gold watch was in her hand. "It is an unusually
good one for a man like me to possess,' he quietly said. "That watch
has a history. Press the spring and open the back.'
She did so.
"What do you see?'
"A crest and a motto.'
"A coronet with five points, and beneath, "But, Sergeant Troy, I cannot take this— I cannot! ' she
exclaimed, with round-eyed wonder. " A gold watch! What are you doing?
Don't be such a dissembler!"
The sergeant retreated to avoid receiving back his gift, which she
held out persistently towards him. Bathsheba followed as he retired.
"Keep it— do, Miss Everdene— keep it!' said the erratic
child of impulse. " The fact of your possessing it makes it worth ten
times as much to me. A more plebeian one will answer my purpose just
as well, and the pleasure of knowing whose heart my old one beats
against— well, I won't speak of that. It is in far worthier
hands than ever it has been in before.'
"But indeed I can't have it!' she said, in a perfect simmer of
distress. " O, how can you do such a thing ; that is if you really
mean it! Give me your dead father's watch, and such a valuable one!
You should not be so reckless, indeed, Sergeant Troy!'
"I loved my father: good; but better, I love you more. That's how I
can do it,' said the sergeant, with an intonation of such exquisite
fidelity to nature that it. was evidently not all acted now. Her
beauty, which, whilst it had been quiescent, he had praised in jest,
had in its animated phases moved him to Bathsheba was brimming with agitated bewilderment, and she said, in
half-suspicious accents of feeling, "Can it be! 0, how can it be, that
you care for me, and so suddenly,! You have seen so little of me: I
may not be really so— so nice-looking as I seem to you. Please,
do take it ; O, do! I cannot and will not have it. Believe me, your
generosity is too great. I have never done you a single kindness, and
why should you be so kind to me?'
A factitious reply had been again upon his lips, but it was again
suspended, and he looked at her with an arrested eye. The truth was,
that as she now stood— excited, wild, and honest as the
day— her alluring beauty bore out so fully the epithets he had
bestowed upon it that he was quite startled at his temerity in
advancing them as false. He said mechanically, "Ah, why?' and
continued to look at her.
"And my workfolk see me following you about the field, and are
wondering. O, this is dreadful!' she went on, unconscious of the
transmutation she was effecting.
"I did not quite mean you to accept it at first, for it as my one
poor patent of nobility,' he broke out, bluntly; "but, upon my soul, I
wish you would now. Without any shamming, come! Don't deny me the
happiness of wearing it for my sake? But you are too lovely even to
care to be kind as others are.'
"No, no ; don't say so! I have reasons for reserve which I cannot
explain.'
"Let it be, then, let it be,' he said, receiving back the watch at
last; "I must be leaving you now. And will you speak to me for these
few weeks of my stay? '
"Indeed I will. Yet, I don't know if I will! O, why did you come
and disturb me so!'
"Perhaps in setting a gin, I have caught myself. Such things have
happened. Well, will you let me work in your fields? ' he coaxed.
"Yes, I suppose so ; if it is any pleasure to you.'
"Miss Everdene, I thank you.
"No, no.' "Good-bye!'
The sergeant brought his hand to the cap on the slope of his head,
saluted, and returned to the distant group of haymakers.
Bathsheba could not face the haymakers now. Her heart erratically
flitting hither and thither from perplexed excitement, hot, and almost
tearful, she retreated homeward, murmuring, O, what have I done! What
does it mean! I wish I knew how much of it was true!
THE Weatherbury bees were late in their swarming this year. It was in the latter part of June, and the day after the interview with Troy in the hayfield, that Bathsheba was standing in her garden, watching a swarm in the air and guessing their probable settling place. Not only were they late this year, but unruly. Sometimes throughout a whole season all the swarms would alight on the lowest attainable bough— such as part of a currant-bush or espalier apple-tree ; next year they would, with just the same unanimity, make straight off to the uppermost member of some tall, gaunt costard, or quarrenden, and there defy all invaders who did not come armed with ladders and staves to take them.
This was the case at present. Bathsheba's eyes, shaded by one hand, were following the ascending multitude against the unexplorable stretch of blue till they ultimately halted by one of the unwieldy trees spoken of. A process somewhat analogous to that of alleged formations of the universe, time and times ago, was observable. The bustling swarm had swept the sky in a scattered and uniform haze, which now thickened to a nebulous centre: this glided on to a bough and grew still denser, till it formed a solid black spot upon the light.
The men and women being all busily engaged in saving the hay—
even Liddy had left the house for the purpose of lending a hand—
Bathsheba resolved to hive the bees herself, if possible. She had
dressed the hive with herbs and honey, fetched a ladder, brush, and
crook, made herself impregnable with armour of leather gloves, straw
hat, and large gauze veil— once green but now faded to snuff
colour— and ascended a dozen rungs of the ladder. At once she
heard, not ten yards off, a voice that was beginning to have a strange
power in agitating her. "Miss Everdene, let me assist
you ; you should not attempt such a thing alone.'
Troy was just opening the garden gate.
Bathsheba flung down the brush, crook, and empty hive, pulled the
skirt of her dress tightly round her ankles in a tremendous flurry,
and as well as she could slid down the ladder. By the time she reached
the bottom Troy was there also, and he stooped to pick up the hive.
"How fortunate I am to have dropped in at this moment!' exclaimed
the sergeant.
She found her voice in a minute. "What! and will you shake them in
for me?' she asked, in what, for a defiant girl, was a faltering way;
though, for a timid girl, it would have seemed a brave way enough.
"Will I! ' said Troy. " Why, of course I will. How blooming you
are to-day! ' Troy flung down his cane and put his foot on the ladder
to ascend.
"But you must have on the veil and gloves, or you'll be stung
fearfully!'
"Ah, yes. I must put on the veil and gloves. Will you kindly show
me how to fix them properly?'
"And you must have the broad-brimmed hat, too ;, for your cap has
no brim to keep the veil off, and they'd reach your face.'
"The broad-brimmed hat, too, by all means.'
So a whimsical fate ordered that her hat should be taken off—
veil and all attached— and placed upon his head, Troy tossing
his own into a gooseberry bush. Then the veil had to be tied at its
lower edge round his collar and the gloves put on him.
He looked such an extraordinary object in this guise that, flurried
as she was, she could not avoid laughing outright. It was the removal
of yet another stake from the palisade of cold manners which had kept
him off
Bathsheba looked on from the ground whilst he was busy sweeping and
shaking the bees from the tree, holding up the hive with the other
hand for them to fall into. She made use of an unobserved minute
whilst his attention was absorbed in the "Upon my life,' said Troy, through the veil, ' holding up this
hive makes one"s arm ache worse than a week of sword-exercise.' When
the manoeuvre was complete he approached her. 'Would you be good
enough to untie me and let me out? I am nearly stifled inside this
silk cage.'
To hide her embarrassment during the unwonted process of untying
the string about his neck, she said:—
"I have never seen that you spoke of.'
"What?'
"The sword-exercise.'
"Ah! would you like to?' said Troy.
Bathsheba hesitated. She had heard wondrous reports from time to
time by dwellers in Weatherbury, who had by chance sojourned awhile in
Casterbridge, near the barracks, of this strange and glorious
performance, the sword-exercise. Men and boys who had peeped through
chinks or over walls into the barrack-yard returned with accounts of
its being the most flashing affair conceivable ; accoutrements and
weapons glistening like stars-here,there,around-yet all by rule and
compass. So she said mildly what she felt strongly.
"Yes ; I should like to see it very much.'
"And so you shall; you shall see me go through it.'
"No! How?'
"Let me consider.'
"Not with a walking-stick— I don't care to see that. It must
be a real sword.'
"Yes, I know; and I have no sword here; but I think I could get one
by the evening. Now, will you do this?'
Troy bent over her and murmured some suggestion in a low voice.
"O no, indeed!' said Bathsheba, blushing. ' Thank you very much,
but I couldn't on any account.
"Surely you might? Nobody would know.'
She shook her head, but with a weakened negation. ' If I were to,'
she said, 'I must bring Liddy too. Might I not?' Troy
looked far away. 'I don't see why you want to bring her,' he said
coldly.
An unconscious look of assent in Bathsheba's eyes betrayed that
something more than his coldness had made her also feel that Liddy
Would be superfluous in the suggested scene. She had felt it, even
whilst making the proposal.
"Well, I won't bring Liddy— and I'll come. But only for a
very short time,' she added; 'a very short time.'
"It will not take five minutes,' said Troy.
THE hill opposite Bathsheba's dwelling extended, a mile off, into an uncultivated tract of land, dotted at this season with tall thickets of brake fern, plump and diaphanous from recent rapid growth, and radiant in hues of clear and untainted green.
At eight o'clock this midsummer evening, whilst the bristling ball of gold in the west still swept the tips of the ferns with its long, luxuriant rays, a soft brushing by of garments might have been heard among them, and Bathsheba appeared in their midst, their soft, feathery arms caressing her up to her shoulders. She paused, turned, went back over the hill and half-way to her own door, whence she cast a farewell glance upon the spot she had just left, having resolved not to remain near the place after all.
She saw a dim spot of artificial red moving round the shoulder of the rise. It disappeared on the other side.
She waited one minute— two minutes— thought of Troy's disappointment at her non-fulfilment of a promised engagement, till she again ran along the field, clambered over the bank, and followed the original direction. She was now literally trembling and panting at this her temerity in such an errant undertaking; her breath came and went quickly, and her eyes shone with an infrequent light. Yet go she must. She reached the verge of a pit in the middle of the ferns. Troy stood in the bottom, looking up towards her.
"I heard you rustling through the fern before I saw you,' he said, coming up and giving her his hand to help her down the slope.
The pit was a saucer—shaped concave, naturally formed, with a top
diameter of about thirty feet, and shallow enough to allow the
sunshine to reach their heads. Standing in the "Now,' said 'Troy, producing the sword, which, as he raised it into
the sunlight, gleamed a sort of greeting, like a living thing, 'first,
we have four right and four left cuts; four right and four left
thrusts. Infantry cuts and guards are more interesting than ours, to
my mind; but they are not so swashing. They have seven cuts and three
thrusts. So much as a preliminary. Well, next, our cut one is as if
you were sowing your corn— so.' Bathsheba saw a sort of rainbow,
upside down in the air, and Troy's arm was still again. 'Cut two, as
if you were hedging— so. Three, as if you were reaping —
so.' Four, as if you were threshing— in that way. 'Then the same
on the left. The thrusts are these: one, two, three, four, right ;
one, two, three, four, left.' He repeated them. 'Have 'em again?' he
said. 'One, two— — '
She hurriedly interrupted: 'I'd rather not; though I don't mind
your twos and fours; but your ones and threes are terrible!' '
Very well. I'll let you off the ones and threes. Next, cuts, points
and guards altogether.' Troy duly exhibited them. 'Then there's
pursuing practice, in this way.' He gave the movements as before.
'There, those are the stereotyped forms. The infantry have two most
diabolical upward cuts, which we are too humane to use. Like
this— three, four.'
"How murderous and bloodthirsty!'
"They are rather deathy. Now I'll be more interesting, and let you
see some loose play— giving all the cuts and points, infantry
and cavalry, quicker than lightning, and as promiscuously— with
just enough rule to regulate instinct and yet not to fetter it. You
are my antagonist, with this difference from real warfare, that I
shall miss you every time by one hair's breadth, or perhaps two. Mind
you don't flinch, whatever you do.' "I'll be sure not
to!' she said invincibly.
He pointed to about a yard in front of him.
Bathsheba's adventurous spirit was beginning to find some grains of
relish in these highly novel proceedings. She took up her position as
directed, facing Troy.
"Now just to learn whether you have pluck enough to let me do what
I wish, I'll give you a preliminary test.'
He flourished the sword by way of introduction number two, and the
next thing of which she was conscious was that the point and blade of
the sword were darting with a gleam towards her left side, just above
her hip; then of their reappearance on her right side, emerging as it
were from between her ribs, having apparently passed through her body.
The third item of consciousness was that of seeing the same sword,
perfectly clean and free from blood held vertically in Troy's hand (in
the position technically called 'recover swords'). All was as quick as
electricity.
"Oh!' she cried out in affright, pressing her hand to her side. '
Have you run me through?— no, you have not! Whatever have you
done!'
"I have not touched you,' said Troy, quietly. 'It was mere sleight
of hand. The sword passed behind you. Now you are not afraid, are you?
Because if you are l can't perform. I give my word that l will not
only not hurt you, but not once touch you.'
"I don't think I am afraid. You are quite sure you will not hurt
me?' '
Quite sure.'
"Is the sword very sharp?'
"O no— only stand as still as a statue. Now!'
In an instant the atmosphere was transformed to Bathsheba's eyes.
Beams of light caught from the low sun's rays, above, around, in front
of her, well-nigh shut out earth and heaven — all emitted in the
marvellous evolutions of Troy's reflecting blade, which seemed
everywhere at once, and yet nowhere specially. These circling gleams
were accompanied by a keen rush that was almost a whistling—
also springing Never since the broadsword became the national weapon had there
been more dexterity shown in its management than by the hands of
Sergeant Troy, and never had he been in such splendid temper for the
performance as now in the evening sunshine among the ferns with
Bathsheba. It may safely be asserted with respect to the closeness of
his cuts, that had it been possible for the edge of the sword to leave
in the air a permanent substance wherever it flew past, the space left
untouched would have been almost a mould of Bathsheba's figure.
Behind the luminous streams of this "That outer loose lock of hair wants tidying, he said, before she
had moved or spoken. 'Wait: I'll do it for you.'
An arc of silver shone on her right side: the sword had descended.
The lock dropped to the ground.
"Bravely borne!' said Troy. 'You didn't flinch a shade's thickness.
Wonderful in a woman!' '
It was because I didn't expect it. O, you have spoilt my hair!'
"Only once more.'
"No— no! I am afraid of you— indeed I am!' she cried.
"I won't touch you at all— not even your hair. I am only
going to kill that caterpillar settling on you. Now: still!'
It appeared that a caterpillar had come from the fern and chosen
the front of her bodice as his resting place. She saw the point
glisten towards her bosom, and seemingly enter it. Bathsheba closed
her eyes in the full persuasion that she was "There it is, look,' said the sergeant, holding his sword before
her eyes.
The caterpillar was spitted upon its point.
"Why, it is magic!' said Bathsheba, amazed.
"O no — dexterity. I merely gave point to your bosom where
the caterpillar was, and instead of running you through checked the
extension a thousandth of an inch short of your surface.'
"But how could you chop off a curl of my hair with a sword that has
no edge?'
"No edge! This sword will shave like a razor. Look here.'
He touched the palm of his hand with the blade, and then, lifting
it, showed her a thin shaving of scarfskin dangling therefrom. "
But you said before beginning that it was blunt and couldn't cut
me!'
"That was to get you to stand still, and so make sure of your
safety. The risk of injuring you through your moving was too great not
to force me to tell you a fib to escape it.'
She shuddered. 'I have been within an inch of my life, and didn't
know it! '
"More precisely speaking, you have been within half an inch of
being pared alive two hundred and ninety-five times.'
"Cruel, cruel, 'tis of you! '
"You have been perfectly safe, nevertheless. My sword never errs.'
And Troy returned the weapon to the scabbard.
Bathsheba, overcome by a hundred tumultuous feel' ings resulting
from the scene, abstractedly sat down on a tuft of heather.
"I must leave you now,' said Troy, softly. " And I'll venture to
take and keep this in remembrance of you.'
She saw him stoop to the grass, pick up the winding lock which he
had severed from her manifold tresses, twist it round his fingers,
unfasten a button in the breast of his coat, and carefully put it
inside. She felt powerless to withstand or deny him. He was altogether
too much for her, and Bathsheba He drew nearer still. A minute later and she saw his scarlet form
disappear amid the ferny thicket, almost in a flash, like a brand
swiftly waved.
That minute's interval had brought the blood beating into her
face, set her stinging as if aflame to the very hollows of her feet,
and enlarged emotion to a compass which quite swamped thought. It had
brought upon her a stroke resulting, as did that of Moses in Horeb, in
a liquid stream— here a stream of tears. She felt like one who
has sinned a great sin.
The circumstance had been the gentle dip of Troy's mouth downwards
upon her own. He had kissed her.
WE now see the element of folly distinctly mingling with the many varying particulars which made up the character of Bathsheba Everdene. It was almost foreign to her intrinsic nature. Introduced as lymph on the dart of Eros, it eventually permeated and coloured her whole constitution. Bathsheba, though she had too much understanding to be entirely governed by her womanliness, had too much womanliness to use her understanding to the best advantage. Perhaps in no minor point does woman astonish her helpmate more than in the strange power she possesses of believing cajoleries that she knows to be false — except, indeed, in that of being utterly sceptical on strictures that she knows to be true.
Bathsheba loved Troy in the way that only self-reliant women love when they abandon their self-reliance. When a strong woman recklessly throws away her strength she is worse than a weak woman who has never had any strength to throw away. One source of her inadequacy is the novelty of the occasion. She has never had practice in making the best of such a condition. Weakness is doubly weak by being new.
Bathsheba was not conscious of guile in this matter. Though in one
sense a woman of the world, it was, after all, that world of daylight
coteries and green carpets wherein cattle form the passing crowd and
winds the busy hum ; where a quiet family of rabbits or hares lives on
the other side of your party-wall, where your neighbour is everybody
in the tything, and where calculation formulated self-indulgence of
bad, nothing at all. Had her utmost thoughts in this direction been
distinctly worded (and by herself they never were), they would And Troy's deformities lay deep down from a woman's vision, whilst
his embellishments were upon the very surface; thus contrasting with
homely Oak, whose defects were patent to the blindest, and whose
virtues were as metals in a mine.
The difference between love and respect was markedly shown in her
conduct. Bathsheba had spoken of her interest in Boldwood with the
greatest freedom to Liddy, but she had only communed with her own
heart concerning 'Troy'.
All this infatuation Gabriel saw, and was troubled thereby from the
time of his daily journey a-field to the time of his return, and on to
the small hours of many a night. That he was not beloved had hitherto
been his great that Bathsheba was getting into the toils was now a
sorrow greater than the first, and one which nearly obscured it. It
was a result which paralleled the oft-quoted observation of
Hippocrates concerning physical pains.
That is a noble though perhaps an unpromising love which not even
the fear of breeding aversion in the bosom of the one beloved can
deter from combating his or her errors. Oak determined to speak to
his mistress. He would base his appeal on what he considered her
unfair treatment of Farmer Boldwood, now absent from home.
An opportunity occurred one evening when she had gone for a short
walk by a path through the neighbouring cornfields. It was dusk when
Oak, who had not been far a—field that day, took the same path and met
her returning, quite pensively, as he thought.
The wheat was now tall, and the path was narrow; thus the way was
quite a sunken groove between the embowing thicket on either side. Two
persons could not walk abreast "Oh, is it Gabriel?' she said. 'You are taking a walk too.
Good-night.'
"I thought I would come to meet you, as it is rather late," said
Oak, turning and following at her heels when she had brushed somewhat
quickly by him.
"Thank you, indeed, but I am not very fearful.'
"O no ; but there are bad characters about.'
"I never meet them.'
Now Oak, with marvellous ingenuity, had been going to introduce the
gallant sergeant through the channel of "bad characters.' But all at
once the scheme broke down, it suddenly occurring to him that this was
rather a clumsy way, and too barefaced to begin with. He tried another
preamble.
"And as the man who would naturally come to meet you is away from
home, too — I mean Farmer Boldwood — why, thinks I, I'll
go,' he said.
"Ah, yes.' She walked on without turning her head, and for many
steps nothing further was heard from her quarter than the rustle of
her dress against the heavy corn-ears. Then she resumed rather
tartly—
"I don't quite understand what you meant by saying that Mr.
Boldwood would naturally come to meet me.'
I meant on account of the wedding which they say is likely to take
place between you and him, miss. Forgive my speaking plainly.'
"They say what is not true,' she returned quickly. No marriage is
likely to take place between us.'
Gabriel now put forth his unobscured opinion, for the moment had
come. " Well, Miss Everdene,' he said, "putting aside what people say,
I never in my life saw any courting if his is not a courting of you."
Bathsheba would probably have terminated the conversation there and
then by flatly forbidding the subject, had not her conscious weakness
of position allured her to palter and argue in endeavours to better
it. "People are full of mistakes, seemingly.'
"They are.'
The other day they said you were trifling with him, and you almost
proved that you were not; lately they have said that you be not, and
you straightway begin to show— —
"That I am, I suppose you mean.' '
Well, I hope they speak the truth.'
They do, but wrongly applied. I don't trifle with him ; but then, I
have nothing to do with him.'
Oak was unfortunately led on to speak of Boldwood's rival in a
wrong tone to her after all. 'I wish you had never met that young
Sergeant Troy, miss,' he sighed.
Bathsheba's steps became faintly spasmodic. " Why?' she asked.
"He is not good enough for 'ee.'
"Did any one tell you to speak to me like this?'
"Nobody at all.'
"Then it appears to me that Sergeant Troy does not concern us
here,' she said, intractably. ' Yet I must say that Sergeant 'Troy is
an educated man, and quite worthy of any woman. He is well born.'
"His being higher in learning and birth than the ruck o' soldiers
is anything but a proof of his worth. It show's his course to be
down'ard.'
"I cannot see what this has to do with our conversation. Mr. Troy's
course is not by any means downward; and his superiority "I believe him to have no conscience at all. And I cannot help
begging you, miss, to have nothing to do with him. Listen to me this
once— only this once! I don't say he's such "Why, pray? '
"I like soldiers, but this one I do not like,' he said, sturdily. "
His cleverness in his calling may have tempted him astray, and what is
mirth to the neighbours is ruin to the woman. When he tries to talk to
'ee again, why not turn away with a short 'Good day' ; and when you
see him coming one way, turn the other. When he says anything
laughable, fail to see the point and don't smile, and speak of him
before those who will report your talk as "that fantastical man,' or "
that Sergeant What's-his-name." "That man of a family that has come to
the dogs.' Don't be unmannerly towards en, but harmless-uncivil, and
so get rid of the man.'
No Christmas robin detained by a window-pane ever pulsed as did
Bathsheba now.
"I say— I say again— that it doesn't become you to talk
about him. Why he should be mentioned passes me quite. she exclaimed
desperately. " I know this, th-th-that he is a thoroughly
conscientious man — blunt sometimes even to rudeness— but
always speaking
his mind about you plain to your face! '
"Oh.'
"He is as good as anybody in this parish! He is very particular,
too, about going to church— yes, he is!'
"I am afraid nobody saw him there. I never did certainly.'
"The reason of that is,' she said eagerly, " that he goes in
privately by the old tower door, just when the service commences, and
sits at the back of the gallery. He told me so.
"This supreme instance of Troy's goodness fell upon Gabriel ears
like the thirteenth stroke of crazy clock. It was not only received
with utter incredulity as regarded itself, but threw a doubt on all
the assurances that had preceded it.
Oak was grieved to find how entirely she trusted him. He brimmed
with deep feeling as he replied in a steady voice, the You know, mistress, that I love you, and shall love you always. I
only mention this to bring to your mind that at any rate I would wish
to do you no harm: beyond that I put it aside. I have lost in the race
for money and good things, and I am not such a fool as to pretend to
'ee now I am poor, and you have got altogether above me. But
Bathsheba, dear mistress, this I beg you to consider— that, both
to keep yourself well honoured among the workfolk, and in common
generosity to an honourable man who loves you as well as I, you
should be more discreet in your bearing towards this soldier.'
"Don't, don't, don't! ' she exclaimed, in a choking voice.
"Are ye not more to me than my own affairs, and even life! ' he
went on. "Come, listen to me! I am six years older than you, and Mr.
Boldwood is ten years older than I, and consider— I do beg of
'ee to consider before it is too late— how safe you would be in
his hands! '
Oak's allusion to his own love for her lessened, to some extent,
her anger at his interference ; but she could not really forgive him
for letting his wish to marry her be eclipsed by his wish to do her
good, any more than for his slighting treatment of Troy.
"I wish you to go elsewhere,' she commanded, a paleness of face
invisible to the eye being suggested by the trembling words. " Do not
remain on this farm any longer. I don't want you— I beg you to
go!'
"That's nonsense,' said Oak, calmly. " This is the second time you
have pretended to dismiss me; and what's the use o' it?'
"Pretended! You shall go, sir— your lecturing I will not
hear! I am mistress here.'
"Go, indeed— what folly will you say next? Treating me like
Dick, Tom and Harry when you know that a short time ago my position
was as good as yours! Upon my life, Bathsheba, it is too barefaced.
You know, too, that I can't go without putting things in such a strait
as you wouldn't get out of "I shall have no bailiff; I shall continue to be my own manager,'
she said decisively.
"Very well, then ; you should be thankful to me for biding. How
would the farm go on with nobody to mind it but a woman? But mind
this, I don't wish 'ee to feel you owe me anything. Not I. What I do,
I do. Sometimes I say I should be as glad as a bird to leave the
place— for don't suppose I'm content to be a nobody. I was made
for better things. However, I don't like to see your concerns going to
ruin, as they must if you keep in this mind.... I hate taking my own
measure so plain, but, upon my life, your provoking ways make a man
say what he wouldn't dream of at other times! I own to being rather
interfering. But you know well enough how it is, and who she is that I
like too well, and feel too much like a fool about to be civil to
her!'
It is more than probable that she privately and unconsciously
respected him a little for this grim fidelity, which had been shown in
his tone even more than in his words. At any rate she murmured
something to the effect that he might stay if he wished. She said more
distinctly, " Will you leave me alone now? I don't order it as a
mistress— I ask it as a woman, and I expect you not to be so
uncourteous as to refuse.'
"Certainly I will, Miss Everdene,' said Gabriel, gently. He
wondered that the request should have come at this moment, for the
strife was over, and they were on a most desolate hill, far from every
human habitation, and the hour was getting late. He stood still and
allowed her to get far ahead of him till he could only see her form
upon the sky.
A distressing explanation of this anxiety to be rid of him at that
point now ensued. A figure apparently rose from the earth beside her.
The shape beyond all doubt was Troy's. Oak would not be even a
possible listener, and at once turned back till a good two hundred
yards were between the lovers and himself. Gabriel
went home by way of the churchyard. In passing the tower he thought of
what she had said about the sergeant's virtuous habit of entering the
church unperceived at the beginning of service. Believing that the
little gallery door alluded to was quite disused, he ascended the
external flight of steps at the top of which it stood, and examined
it. The pale lustre yet hanging in the north-western heaven was
sufficient to show that a sprig of ivy had grown from the wall across
the door to a length of more than a foot, delicately tying the panel
to the stone jamb. It was a decisive proof that the door had not been
opened at least since Troy came back to Weatherbury.
HALF an hour later Bathsheba entered her own house. There burnt upon her face when she met the light of the candles the flush and excitement which were little less than chronic with her now. The farewell words of Troy, who had accompanied her to the very door, still lingered in her ears. He had bidden her adieu for two days, which were so he stated, to be spent at Bath in visiting some friends. He had also kissed her a second time.
It is only fair to Bathsheba to explain here a little fact which did not come to light till a long time afterwards: that Troy's presentation of himself so aptly at the roadside this evening was not by any distinctly preconcerted arrangement. He had hinted— she had forbidden; and it was only on the chance of his still coming that she had dismissed Oak, fearing a meeting between them just then.
She now sank down into a chair, wild and perturbed by all these new and fevering sequences. Then she jumped up with a manner of decision, and fetched her desk from a side table.
In three minutes, without pause or modification, she had written a letter to Boldwood, at his address beyond Casterbridge, saying mildly but firmly that she had well considered the whole subject he had brought before her and kindly given her time to decide upon; that her final decision was that she could not marry him. She had expressed to Oak an intention to wait till Boldwood came home before communicating to him her conclusive reply. But Bathsheba found that she could not wait.
It was impossible to send this letter till the next day; yet to
quell her uneasiness by getting it out of her hands, and so, as it
were, setting the act in motion at once, she arose to take it to any
one of the women who might be in the kitchen. "If he marry her, she'll give up farming.'
"Twill be a gallant life, but may bring some trouble between the
mirth— so say I.'
"Well, I wish I had half such a husband.'
Bathsheba had too much sense to mind seriously what her servitors
said about her ; but too much womanly redundance of speech to leave
alone what was said till it died the natural death of unminded things.
She burst in upon them.
"Who are you speaking of? ' she asked.
There was a pause before anybody replied. At last Liddy said
frankly, ' What was passing was a bit of a word about yourself, miss.'
"I thought so! Maryann and Liddy and Temperance— now I
forbid you to suppose such things. You know I don't care the least for
Mr. Troy— not I. Everybody knows how much I hate him.—
Yes,' repeated the froward young person, " "We know you do, miss,' said Liddy; "and so do we all.'
"I hate him too,' said Maryann.
"Maryann— O you perjured woman! How can you speak that
wicked story! ' said Bathsheba, excitedly. "You admired him from your
heart only this morning in the very world, you did. Yes, Maryann, you
know it! '
"Yes, miss, but so did you. He is a wild scamp now, and you are
right to hate him."
"He's She flung down the letter and surged back into the parlour, with a
big heart and tearful eyes, Liddy following her.
"O miss!' said mild Liddy, looking pitifully into Bathsheba's
face. "I am sorry we mistook you so! did think you cared for him; but
I see you don't now.'
"Shut the door, Liddy.' Liddy closed the door, and
went on: ' People always say such foolery, miss. I'll make answer
hencefor'ard, "Of course a lady like Miss Everdene can't love him;'
I'll say it out in plain black and white.'
Bathsheba burst out: 'O Liddy, are you such a simpleton? Can't you
read riddles? Can't you see? Are you a woman yourself? '
Liddy's clear eyes rounded with wonderment. '
Yes; you must be a blind thing, Liddy! ' she said, in reckless
abandonment and grief. "O, I love him to very distraction and misery
and agony! Don't be frightened at me, though perhaps I am enough to
frighten any innocent woman. Come closer— closer.' She put her
arms round Liddy's neck. "I must let it out to somebody; it is wearing
me away! Don't you yet know enough of me to see through that
miserable denial of mine? O God, what a lie it was! Heaven and my
Love forgive me. And don't you know that a woman who loves at all
thinks nothing of perjury when it is balanced against her love?
There, go out of the room ; I want to be quite alone.'
Liddy went towards the door.
"Liddy, come here. Solemnly swear to me that he's not a fast man;
that it is all lies they say about him!'
"But, miss, how can I say he is not if— — '
"You graceless girl! How can you have the cruel heart to repeat
what they say? Unfeeling thing that you are.... But "No, miss. I don't— I know it is not true! ' said Liddy,
frightened at Bathsheba's unwonted vehemence.
I suppose you only agree with me like that to please me. But,
Liddy, he "Yes, miss, yes.'
"And you don't believe he is?"
"I don't know what to say, miss,' said Liddy, beginning to cry. "If
I say No, you don't believe me; and if I say Yes, you rage at me! '
"Say you don't believe it— say you don't! ' "I don't believe him to be so bad as they make out.'
"He is not bad at all.... My poor life and heart, how weak I am! '
she moaned, in a relaxed, desultory way, heedless of Liddy's
presence. "O, how I wish I had never seen him! Loving is misery for
women always. I shall never forgive God for making me a woman, and
dearly am I beginning to pay for the honour of owning a pretty face.'
She freshened and turned to Liddy suddenly. " Mind this, Lydia
Smallbury, if you repeat anywhere a single word of what l have said to
you inside this closed door, I'll never trust you, or love you, or
have you with me a moment longer— not a moment! '
"I don't want to repeat anything,' said Liddy, with womanly
dignity of a diminutive order; "but I don't wish to stay with you.
And, if you please, I'll go at the end of the harvest, or this week,
or to-day.... I don't see that I deserve to be put upon and stormed at
for nothing! ' concluded the small woman, bigly.
"No, no, Liddy ; you must stay! ' said Bathsheba, dropping from
haughtiness to entreaty with capricious inconsequence. "You must not
notice my being in a taking just now. You are not as a servant—
-you are a companion to me. Dear, dear— I don't know what I am
doing since this miserable ache o'! my heart has weighted and worn
upon me so! What shall I come to! I suppose I shall get further and
further into troubles. I wonder sometimes if I am doomed to die in the
Union. I am friendless enough, God knows! '
"I won't notice anything, nor will I leave you! " sobbed Liddy,
impulsively putting up her lips to Bathsheba's, and kissing her.
Then Bathsheba kissed Liddy, and all was smooth again.
"I don't often cry, do I, Lidd? but you have made tears come into
my eyes,' she said, a smile shining through the moisture. "Try to
think him a good man, won't you, dear Liddy? '
"I will, miss, indeed.'
"He is a sort of steady man in a wild way, you know. way. I am
afraid that's how I am. And promise me to keep my secret— do,
Liddy! And do not let them know that I have been crying "Death's head himself shan't wring it from me, mistress, if I've a
mind to keep anything; and I'll always be your friend,' replied Liddy,
emphatically, at the same time bringing a few more tears into her own
eyes, not from any particular necessity, but from an artistic sense of
making herself in keeping with the remainder of the picture, which
seems to influence women at such times. "I think God likes us to be
good friends, don't you?'
"Indeed I do.'
"And, dear miss, you won't harry me and storm at me, will you?
because you seem to swell so tall as a lion then, and it frightens
me! Do you know, I fancy you would be a match for any man when you
are in one o' your takings.'
"Never! do you? ' said Bathsheba, slightly laughing, though
somewhat seriously alarmed by this Amazonian picture of herself. "I
hope I am not a bold sort of maid— mannish? ' she continued with
some anxiety.
"O no, not mannish; but so almighty womanish that 'tis getting on
that way sometimes. Ah! miss,' she said, after having drawn her breath
very sadly in and sent it very sadly out, "I wish I had half your
failing that way. 'Tis a great protection to a poor maid in these
illegit'mate days! '
THE next evening Bathsheba, with the idea of getting out of the way of Mr. Boldwood in the event of his returning to answer her note in person, proceeded to fulfil an engagement made with Liddy some few hours earlier. Bathsheba's companion, as a gage of their reconciliation, had been granted a week's holiday to visit her sister, who was married to a thriving hurdler and cattle-crib-maker living in a delightful labyrinth of hazel copse not far beyond Yalbury. The arrangement was that Miss Everdene should honour them by coming there for a day or two to inspect some ingenious contrivances which this man of the woods had introduced into his wares.
Leaving her instructions with Gabriel and Maryann, that they were to see everything carefully locked up for the night, she went out of the house just at the close of a timely thunder-shower, which had refined the air, and daintily bathed the coat of the land, though all beneath was dry as ever. Freshness was exhaled in an essence from the varied contours of bank and hollow, as if the earth breathed maiden breath; and the pleased birds were hymning to the scene. Before her, among the clouds, there was a contrast in the shape of lairs of fierce light which showed themselves in the neighbourhood of a hidden sun, lingering on to the farthest northwest corner of the heavens that this midsummer season allowed.
She had walked nearly two miles of her journey, watching how the
day was retreating, and thinking how the time of deeds was quietly
melting into the time of thought, to give place in its turn to the
time of prayer and sleep, when she beheld advancing over Yalbury hill
the very man she sought so anxiously to elude. Boldwood was stepping
on, not with that quiet tread of reserved strength which was his
customary Boldwood had for the first time been awakened to woman's privileges
in tergiversation even when it involves another person's possible
blight. That Bathsheba was a firm and positive girl, far less
inconsequent than her fellows, had been the very lung of his hope ;
for he had held that these qualities would lead her to adhere to a
straight course for consistency's sake, and accept him, though her
fancy might not flood him with the iridescent hues of uncritical love.
But the argument now came back as sorry gleams from a broken mirror.
The discovery was no less a scourge than a surprise.
He came on looking upon the ground, and did not see Bathsheba till
they were less than a stone's throw apart. He looked up at the sound
of her pit-pat, and his changed appearance sufficiently denoted to her
the depth and strength of the feelings paralysed by her letter.
"Oh ; is it you, Mr. Boldwood? ' she faltered, a guilty warmth
pulsing in her face.
Those who have the power of reproaching in silence may find it a
means more effective than words. There are accents in the eye which
are not on the tongue, and more tales come from pale lips than can
enter an ear. It is both the grandeur and the pain of the remoter
moods that they avoid the pathway of sound. Boldwood's look was
unanswerable.
Seeing she turned a little aside, he said, 'What, are you afraid of
me?'
"Why should you say that? ' said Bathsheba.
"I fancied you looked so,' said he. 'And it is most strange,
because of its contrast with my feeling for you.
She regained self-possession, fixed her eyes calmly, and waited.
"You know what that feeling is,' continued Boldwood, deliberately.
"A thing strong as death. No dismissal by a hasty letter affects
that.'
"I wish you did not feel so strongly about me,' she murmured. "It
is generous of you, and more than I deserve, but I must not hear it
now.' "Hear it? What do you think I have to say, then?
I am not to marry you, and that's enough. Your letter was excellently
plain. I want you to hear nothing— not I.'
Bathsheba was unable to direct her will into any definite groove
for freeing herself from this fearfully and was moving on. Boldwood
walked up to her heavily and dully.
"Bathsheba— darling— is it final indeed?'
"Indeed it is.'
"O, Bathsheba— have pity upon me!' Boldwood burst out.
"God's sake, yes— I am come to that low, lowest stage— to
ask a woman for pity! Still, she is you— she is you.'
Bathsheba commanded herself well. But she could hardly get a clear
voice for what came instinctively to her lips: "There is little honour
to the woman in that speech.' It was only whispered, for something
unutterably mournful no less than distressing in this spectacle of a
man showing himself to be so entirely the vane of a passion enervated
the feminine instinct for punctilios.
"I am beyond myself about this, and am mad,' he said. "I am no
stoic at all to he supplicating here ; but I do supplicate to you. I
wish you knew what is in me of devotion to you ; but it is
impossible, that. In bare human mercy to a lonely man, don't throw me
off now!'
"I don't throw you off— indeed, how can I? I never had you.'
In her noon-clear sense that she had never loved him she forgot for a
moment her thoughtless angle on that day in February.
"But there was a time when you turned to me, before I thought of
you! I don't reproach you, for even now I feel that the ignorant and
cold darkness that I should have lived in if you had not attracted me
by that letter— valentine you call it— would have been
worse than my knowledge of you, though it has brought this misery.
But, I say, there was a time when I knew nothing of you, and cared
nothing for you, and yet you drew me on. And if you say you gave me no
encouragement, I cannot but contradict you.' "What
you call encouragement was the childish game of an idle minute. I have
bitterly repented of it — ay, bitterly, and in tears. Can you
still go on reminding me?'
"I don't accuse you of it— I deplore it. I took for earnest
what you insist was jest, and now this that I pray to be jest you say
is awful, wretched earnest. Our moods meet at wrong places. I wish
your feeling was more like mine, or my feeling more like yours! O,
could I but have foreseen the torture that trifling trick was going to
lead me into, how I should have cursed you ; but only having been
able to see it since, I cannot do that, for I love you too well! But
it is weak, idle drivelling to go on like this.... Bathsheba, you are
the first woman of any shade or nature that I have ever looked at to
love, and it is the having been so near claiming you for my own that
makes this denial so hard to bear. How nearly you promised me! But I
don't speak now to move your heart, and make you grieve because of my
pain ; it is no use, that. I must bear it; my pain would get no less
by paining you.'
"But I do pity you — deeply— O so deeply!' she
earnestly said.
"Do no such thing— do no such thing. Your dear love,
Bathsheba, is such a vast thing beside your pity, that the loss of
your pity as well as your love is no great addition to my sorrow, nor
does the gain of your pity make it sensibly less. O sweet— how
dearly you spoke to me behind the spear-bed at the washing-pool, and
in the barn at the shearing, and that dearest last time in the evening
at your home! Where are your pleasant words all gone— your
earnest hope to be able to love me? Where is your firm conviction that
you would get to care for me very much? Really forgotten? —
really? '
She checked emotion, looked him quietly and clearly in the face,
and said in her low, firm voice, " Mr. Boldwood, I promised you
nothing. Would you have had me a woman of clay when you paid me that
furthest, highest compliment a man can pay a woman— telling her
he loves her? I was bound to show some feeling, if l would not be a
graceless shrew. Yet each of those pleasures was just for the
day— the day just for the "Well, never mind arguing— never mind. One thing is sure: you
were all but mine, and now you are not nearly mine. Everything is
changed, and that by you alone, remember. You were nothing to me once,
and I was contented; you are now nothing to me again, and how
different the second nothing is from the first! Would to God you had
never taken me up, since it was only to throw me down! '
Bathsheba, in spite of her mettle, began to feel unmistakable signs
that she was inherently the weaker vessel. She strove miserably
against this femininity which would insist upon supplying unbidden
emotions in stronger and stronger current. She had tried to elude
agitation by fixing her mind on the trees, sky, any trivial object
before her eyes, whilst his reproaches fell, but ingenuity could not
save her now.
"I did not take you up— surely I did not!' she answered as
heroically as she could. " But don't be in this mood with me. I can
endure being told I am in the wrong, if you will only tell it me
gently! O sir, will you not kindly forgive me, and look at it
cheerfully? '
"Cheerfully! Can a man fooled to utter heart-burning find a reason
for being merry? If I have lost, how can I be as if I had won? Heavens
you must be heartless quite! Had I known what a fearfully bitter sweet
this was to be, how would I have avoided you, and never seen you, and
been deaf of you. I tell you all this, but what do you care! You don't
care.'
She returned silent and weak denials to his charges, and swayed her
head desperately, as if to thrust away the words as they came
showering about her ears from the lips of the trembling man in the
climax of life, with his bronzed Roman face and fine frame.
"Dearest, dearest, I am wavering even now between the two opposites
of recklessly renouncing you, and labouring humbly for you again.
Forget that you have said No, and let it be as it was! Say,
Bathsheba, that you only wrote that refusal to me in fun— come,
say it to me!' "It would be untrue, and painful to
both of us. You overrate my capacity for love. I don't possess half
the warmth of nature you believe me to have. An unprotected childhood
in a cold world has beaten gentleness out of me.'
He immediately said with more resentment: "That may be true,
somewhat ; but ah, Miss Everdene, it won't do as a reason! You are not
the cold woman you would have me believe. No, no! It isn't because
you have no feeling in you that you don't love me. You naturally would
have me think so— you would hide from that you have a burning
heart like mine. You have love enough, but it is turned into a new
channel. I know where.'
The swift music of her heart became hubbub now, and she throbbed to
extremity. He was coming to Troy. He did then know what had occurred!
And the name fell from his lips the next moment.
"Why did Troy not leave my treasure alone?' he asked, fiercely.
"When I had no thought of injuring him, why did he force himself upon
your notice! Before he worried you your inclination was to have me;
when next I should have come to you your answer would have been Yes.
Can you deny it — I ask, can you deny it?'
She delayed the reply, but was to honest to with hold it. ' I
cannot,' she whispered.
"I know you cannot. But he stole in in my absence and robbed me.
Why did't he win you away before, when nobody would have been
grieved?— when nobody would have been set tale-bearing. Now the
people sneer at me— the very hills and sky seem to laugh at me
till I blush shamefully for my folly. I have lost my respect, my good
name, my standing— lost
it, never to get it again. Go and marry your man— go on! '
"O sir— Mr. Boldwood!'
"You may as well. I have no further claim upon you. As for me, I
had better go somewhere alone, and hide— and pray. I loved a
woman once. I am now ashamed. When I am dead they'll say, Miserable
love-sick man that he was. Heaven— heaven— if I had got
jilted secretly, and the dishonour not known, and my position FURY
kept! But no matter, it is His unreasonable anger terrified her, and she glided from him,
without obviously moving, as she said, "I am only a girl— do not
speak to me so!'
"All the time you knew— how very well you knew— that
your new freak was my misery. Dazzled by brass and scarlet— O,
Bathsheba— this is woman's folly indeed! '
She fired up at once. "You are taking too much upon yourself! '
she said, vehemently. " Everybody is upon me — everybody. It is
unmanly to attack a woman so! I have nobody in the world to fight my
battles for me; but no mercy is shown. Yet if a thousand of you sneer
and say things against me, I "You'll chatter with him doubtless about me. Say to him, "Boldwood
would have died for me.' Yes, and you have given way to him, knowing
him to be not the man for you. He has kissed you— claimed you as
his. Do you hear— he has kissed you. Deny it! '
The most tragic woman is cowed by a tragic man, and although
Boldwood was, in vehemence and glow, nearly her own self rendered into
another sex, Bathsheba's cheek quivered. She gasped, ' Leave me,
sir— leave me! I am nothing to you. Let me go on!'
"Deny that he has kissed you.'
"I shall not.'
"Ha— then he has! ' came hoarsely from the farmer.
"He has," she said, slowly, and, in spite of her fear, defiantly.
'I am not ashamed to speak the truth.'
"Then curse him; and curse him! ' said Boldwood, breaking into a
whispered fury. ' Whilst I would have given worlds to touch your hand,
you have let a rake come in without right or ceremony and— kiss
you! Heaven's mercy— kiss you!. Ah, a time of his life shall
come when he will have to repent, and think wretchedly of the pain he
has caused another man ; and then may he ache, and wish, and curse,
and yearn— as I do now!"
"Don't, don't, O, don't pray down evil upon him! ' she Boldwood's ideas had reached that point of fusion at which outline
and consistency entirely disappear. The impending night appeared to
concentrate in his eye. He did not hear her at all now.
"I'll punish him— by my soul, that will I! I'll meet him,
soldier or no, and I'll horsewhip the untimely stripling for this
reckless theft of my one delight. If he were a hundred men I'd
horsewhip him— — ' He dropped his voice suddenly and
unnaturally. "Bathsheba, sweet, lost coquette, pardon me! I've been
blaming you, threatening you, behaving like a churl to you, when he's
the greatest sinner. He stole your dear heart away with his
unfathomable lies! It is a fortunate thing for him that he's gone
back to his regiment— that he's away up the country, and not
here! I hope he may not return here just yet. I pray God he may not
come into my sight, for I may be tempted beyond myself. O, Bathsheba,
keep him away— yes, keep him away from me!"
For a moment Boldwood stood so inertly after this that his soul
seemed to have been entirely exhaled with the breath of his passionate
words. He turned his face away, and withdrew, and his form was soon
covered over by the twilight as his footsteps mixed in with the low
hiss of the leafy trees.
Bathsheba, who had been standing motionless as a model all this
latter time, flung her hands to her face, and wildly attempted to
ponder on the exhibition which had just passed away. Such astounding
wells of fevered feeling in a still man like Mr. Boldwood were
incomprehensible, dreadful. Instead of being a man trained to
repression he was— what she had seen him.
The force of the farmer's threats lay in their relation to a
circumstance known at present only to herself: her lover was coming
back to Weatherby in the course of the very next day or two. Troy had
not returned to his distant barracks as Boldwood and others supposed,
but had merely gone to visit She felt wretchedly certain that if he revisited her just at this
nick of time, and came into contact with Boldwood,a fierce quarrel
would be the consequence. She panted with solicitude when she thought
of possible injury to Troy. The least spark would kindle the farmer's
swift feelings of rage and jealousy; he would lose his self-mastery as
he had this evening; Troy's blitheness might become aggressive; it
might take the direction of derision, and Boldwood's anger might then
take the direction of revenge.
With almost a morbid dread of being thought a gushing girl, this
guideless woman too well concealed from the world under a manner of
carelessness the warm depths of her strong emotions. But now there was
no reserve. In her her distraction,instead of advancing further she
walked up and down,beating the air with her fingers,pressing on her
brow, and sobbing brokenly to herself. Then she sat down on a heap of
stones by the wayside to think. There she remained long. Above the
dark margin of the earth appeared foreshores and promontories of
coppery cloud,bounding a green and pellucid expanse in the western
sky. Amaranthine glosses came over them then, and the unresting world
wheeled her round to a contrasting prospect eastward, in the shape of
indecisive and palpitating stars. She gazed upon their silent throes
amid the shades of space, but realised none at all. Her troubled
spirit was far away with Troy.
THE village of Weatherbury was quiet as the graveyard in its midst, and the living were lying well-nigh as still as the dead. The church clock struck eleven. The air was so empty of other sounds that the whirr of the clock-work immediately before the strokes was distinct, and so was also the click of the same at their close. The notes flew forth with the usual blind obtuseness of inanimate things— flapping and rebounding among walls, undulating against the scattered clouds, spreading through their interstices into unexplored miles of space.
Bathsheba's crannied and mouldy halls were to-night occupied only by Maryann, Liddy being, as was stated, with her sister, whom Bathsheba had set out to visit. A few minutes after eleven had struck, Maryann turned in her bed with a sense of being disturbed. She was totally unconscious of the nature of the interruption to her sleep. It led to a dream, and the dream to an awakening, with an uneasy sensation that something had happened. She left her bed and looked out of the window. The paddock abutted on this end of the building, and in the paddock she could just discern by the uncertain grey a moving figure approaching the horse that was feeding there. The figure seized the horse by the forelock, and led it to the corner of the field. Here she could see some object which circumstances proved to be a vehicle for after a few minutes the horse down the road, mingled with the sound of light wheels.
Two varieties only of humanity could have entered the paddock with
the ghost-like glide of that mysterious figure. They were a woman and
a gipsy man. A woman was out of the question in such an occupation at
this hour, and the comer could be no less than a thief, who might
probably have known the weakness of the household on this particular
night, and have Maryann, who had been afraid to shout in the robber's presence,
having seen him depart had no fear. She hastily slipped on her
clothes, stumped down the disjointed staircase with its hundred
creaks, ran to Coggan's, the nearest house, and raised an alarm.
Coggan called Gabriel, who now again lodged in his house as at first,
and together they went to the paddock. Beyond all doubt the horse was
gone.
"Hark! ' said Gabriel.
They listened. Distinct upon the stagnant air came the sounds of a
trotting horse passing up Longpuddle Lane— just beyond the
gipsies' encampment in Weatherbury Bottom.
"That's our Dainty-i'll swear to her step,' said Jan.
"Mighty me! Won't mis'ess storm and call us stupids wen she comes
back! ' moaned Maryann. "How I wish it had happened when she was at
home, and none of us had been answerable! '
"We must ride after,' said Gabriel, decisively. be responsible to
Miss Everdene for what we do. Yes, we'll follow. '
"Faith, I don't see how,' said Coggan. " All our horses are too
heavy for that trick except little Poppet, and what's she between two
of us?-if we only had that pair over the hedge we might do something.'
"Which pair? '
"Mr Boldwood's Tidy and Moll.'
"Then wait here till I come hither again,' said Gabriel. He ran
down the hill towards Farmer Boldwood's. " "Farmer Boldwood is not at
home,' said Maryann.
"All the better,' said Coggan. "I know what he's gone for.'
Less than five minutes brought up Oak again, running at the same
pace, with two halters dangling from his hand,
"Where did you find 'em?" said Coggan, turning round and leaping
upon the hedge without waiting for an answer.
"Under the eaves. I knew where they were kept,' said Gabriel,
following him. "Coggan, you can ride bare-backed? there's no time to
look for saddles.' "Maryann, you go to bed,' Gabriel shouted to her from the top of
the hedge.
Springing down into Boldwood's pastures, each pocketed his halter
to hide it from the horses, who, seeing the men empty-handed,
docilely allowed themselves to he seized by the mane, when the halters
were dexterously slipped on. Having neither bit nor bridle, Oak and
Coggan extemporized the former by passing the rope in each case
through the animal's mouth and looping it on the other side. Oak
vaulted astride, and Coggan clambered up by aid of the hank, when they
ascended to the gate and galloped off in the direction taken by
Bathsheba's horse and the robber. Whose vehicle the horse had been
harnessed to was a matter of some uncertainty.
Weatherbury Bottom was reached in three or four minutes. They
scanned the shady green patch by the roadside. The gipsies were gone.
"The villains! ' said Gabriel. 'Which way have they gone, I
wonder? '
"Straight on, as sure as God made little apples,' said Jan.
"Very well; we are better mounted, and must overtake 'em.' said
Oak. "Now, on at full speed!'
No sound of the rider in their van could now be discovered. The
road-metal grew softer and more rain had wetted its surface to a
somewhat plastic, but not muddy state. They came to cross-roads.
Coggan suddenly pulled up Moll and slipped off.
"What"s the matter? ' said Gabriel.
"We must try to track 'em, since we can't hear 'em,' said Jan,
fumbling in his pockets. He struck a light, and held the match to the
ground. The rain had been heavier here, and all foot and horse tracks
made previous to the storm had been abraded and blurred by the drops,
and they were now so many little scoops of water, which reflected the
flame of the match like eyes. One set of tracks was fresh and had no
water in them; one pair of ruts was also empty, and not small canals,
like the others. The footprints forming this recent impression were
full "Straight on! ' Jan exclaimed. "Tracks like that mean a stiff
gallop. No wonder we don't hear him. And the horse is harnessed—
look at the ruts. Ay, that's our mare, sure enough!"
"How do you know?'
"Old Jimmy Harris only shoed her last week, and I'd swear to his
make among ten thousand.'
"The rest of the gipsies must ha' gone on earlier, or some other
way,' said Oak. " 'You saw there were no other tracks? "
"True.' They rode along silently for a long weary time. Coggan
carried an old pinchbeck repeater which he had inherited from some
genius in his family; and it now struck one. He lighted another match,
and examined the ground again.
"'Tis a canter now,' he said, throwing away the light. 'A twisty',
rickety pace for a gig. The fact is, they overdrove her at starting ;
we shall catch 'em yet.'
Again they hastened on, and entered Blackmore Vale. Coggan's watch
struck one. When they looked again the hoof—marks were so spaced as to
form a sort of zigzag if united, like the lamps along a street.
"That's a trot, I know,' said Gabriel.
"Only a trot now,' said Coggan, cheerfully. "We shall overtake him
in time.'
They pushed rapidly on for yet two or three miles. "Ah! a
moment,' said Jan. 'Let's see how she was driven up this hill. "Twill
help us,' A light was promptly struck upon his gaiters as before, and
the examination made, "
Hurrah! ' said Coggan. "She walked up here— and well she
might. We shall get them in two miles, for a crown.'
They rode three, and listened. No sound was to be heard save a
mill-pond trickling hoarsely through a hatch, and suggesting gloomy
possibilities of drowning by jumping in. Gabriel dismounted when they
came to a turning. The tracks were absolutely the only guide as to the
direction that they now had, and great caution was necessary to avoid
confusing them "What does this mean?— though I guess,' said Gabriel, looking
up at Coggan as he moved the match over the ground about the turning.
Coggan, who, no less than the panting horses, had latterly shown signs
of weariness, again scrutinized the mystic characters. This time only
three were of the regular horseshoe shape. Every fourth was a dot.
He screwed up his face and emitted a long " whew-w-w! '
"Lame,' said Oak.
"Yes Dainty is lamed ; the near-foot-afore,' said Coggan slowly
staring still at the
footprints.
"We'll push on,' said Gabriel, remounting his humid steed.
Although the road along its greater part had been as good as any
turnpike-road in the country, it was nominally only a byway. The last
turning had brought them into the high road leading to Bath. Coggan
recollected himself.
"We shall have him now! ' he exclaimed.
"Where? "
"Sherton Turnpike. The keeper of that gate is the sleepiest man
between here and London— Dan Randall. that's his name —
knowed en for years, when he was at Casterbridge gate. Between the
lameness and the gate 'tis a done job.'
They now advanced with extreme caution. Nothing was said until,
against a shady background of foliage, five white bars were visible,
crossing their route a little way ahead. " Hush— we are almost
close! ' said Gabriel. "Amble on upon the grass,' said Coggan.
The white bars were blotted out in the midst by a dark shape in
front of them. The silence of this lonely time was pierced by an
exclamation from that quarter.
"Hoy-a-hoy! Gate! '
It appeared that there had been a previous call which they had not
noticed, for on their close approach the door of the turnpike-house
opened, and the keeper came out half-dressed, with a candle in his
hand. The rays illumined the whole group.
"Keep the gate close! ' shouted Gabriel. " He has stolen the
horse!' "Who? ' said the turnpike-man.
Gabriel looked at the driver of the gig, and saw a woman—
Bathsheba, his mistress.
On hearing his voice she had turned her face away from the light.
Coggan had, however, caught sight of her in the meanwhile.
"Why, 'tis mistress-i'll take my oath! ' he said, amazed.
Bathsheba it certainly was, and she had by this time done the trick
she could do so well in crises not of love, namely, mask a surprise by
coolness of manner. '
"Well, Gabriel,' she inquired quietly, ' where are you going?
" We thought— — ' began Gabriel.
"I am driving to Bath,' she said, taking for her own use the
assurance that Gabriel lacked. 'An important matter made it necessary
for me to give up my visit to liddy, and go off at once. What, then,
were you following me?'
"We thought the horse was stole.'
"Well—what a thing! How very foolish of you not to know that I
had taken the trap and horse. I could neither wake Maryann nor get
into the house, though I hammered for ten minutes against her
window-sill. Fortunately, I could get the key of the coach-house, so I
troubled no one further. Didn't you think it might be me?"
"Why should we, miss? '
"Perhaps not Why, those are never Farmer Boldwood's horses!
Goodness mercy! what have you been doing bringing trouble upon me
in this way? What! mustn't a lady move an inch from her door without
being dogged like a thief?'
"But how was we to know, if you left no account of your doings? '
expostulated Coggan, "and ladies don't drive at these hours, miss,
as a general rule of society.'
"I did leave an account— and you would have seen it in the
morning. I wrote in chalk on the coach-house doors that I had come
back for the horse and gig, and driven off; that I could arouse
nobody, and should return soon.'
"But you'll consider, ma'am, that we couldn't see that till it got
daylight.'
"True,' she said, and though vexed at first she had too much "Dainty is lame, miss,' said Coggan. 'Can ye go on?'
"It was only a stone in her shoe. I got down and pulled it out a
hundred yards back. I can manage very well, thank you. I shall be in
Bath by daylight. Will you now return, please?'
She turned her head— the gateman's candle shimmering upon her
quick, clear eyes as she did so— passed through the gate, and
was soon wrapped in the embowering shades of mysterious summer boughs.
Coggan and Gabriel put about their horses, and, fanned by the velvety
air of this July night, retraced the road by which they had come.
"A strange vagary, this of hers, isn't it, Oak?' said Coggan,
curiously.
"Yes,' said Gabriel, shortly.
"She won't be in Bath by no daylight!'
Coggan, suppose we keep this night's work as quiet as we can?'
"I am of one and the same mind.'
"Very well. We shall be home by three o'clock or so, and can creep
into the parish like lambs.'
Bathsheba's perturbed meditations by the roadside had ultimately
evolved a conclusion that there were only two remedies for the present
desperate state of affairs. The first was merely to keep Troy away
from Weatherbury till Boldwood's indignation had cooled; the second to
listen to Oak's entreaties, and Boldwood's denunciations, and give up
Troy altogether.
Alas! Could she give up this new love— induce him to renounce
her by saying she did not like him— could no more speak to him,
and beg him, for her good, to end his furlough in Bath, and see her
and Weather' bury no more?
It was a picture full of misery, but for a while she contemplated
it firmly, allowing herself, nevertheless, as girls will, to She jumped to her feet. She would see him at once. Yes, she would
implore him by word of mouth to assist her in this dilemma. A letter
to keep him away could not reach him in time, even if he should be
disposed to listen to it.
Was Bathsheba altogether blind to the obvious fact that the support
of a lover's arms is not of a kind best calculated to assist a resolve
to renounce him? Or was she sophistically sensible, with a thrill of
pleasure, that by adopting this course for getting rid of him she was
ensuring a meeting with him, at any rate, once more?
It was now dark, and the hour must have been nearly ten. The only
way to accomplish her purpose was to give up her idea of visiting
Liddy at Yalbury, return to Weatherbury Farm, put the horse into the
gig, and drive at once to Bath. The scheme seemed at first impossible:
the journey was a fearfully heavy one, even for a strong horse, at her
own estimate; and she much underrated the distance. It was most
venturesome for a woman, at night, and alone.
But could she go on to Liddy's and leave things to take their
course? No, no; anything but that. Bathsheba was full of a stimulating
turbulence, beside which caution vainly' prayed for a hearing. she
turned back towards the village.
Her walk was slow, for she wished not to enter Weatherbury till the
cottagers were in bed, and, particularly, till Boldwood was secure.
Her plan was now to drive to Bath during the night, see Sergeant 'Troy
in the morning before he set out to come to her, bid him farewell, and
dismiss him: then to rest the horse thoroughly (herself to weep the
while, she thought), starting early the next morning on her return
journey. By this arrangement she could trot Dainty gently all the day,
reach Such was Bathsheba's scheme. But in her topographical ignorance as
a late comer to the place, she misreckoned the distance of her journey
as not much more than half what it really was. Her idea, however, she
proceeded to carry out, with what initial success we have already
seen.
A WEEK passed, and there were no tidings of Bathsheba; nor was there any explanation of her Gilpin's rig.
Then a note came for Maryann, stating that the business which had called her mistress to Bath still detained her there; but that she hoped to return in the course of another week.
Another week passed. The oat-harvest began, and all the men were a-field under a monochromatic Lammas sky, amid the trembling air and short shadows of noon. Indoors nothing was to be heard save the droning of blue-bottle flies; out-of-doors the whetting of scythes and the hiss of tressy oat-ears rubbing together as their perpendicular stalks of amber-yellow fell heavily to each swath. Every drop of moisture not in the men's bottles and flagons in the form of cider was raining as perspiration from their foreheads and cheeks. Drought was everywhere else.
They were about to withdraw for a while into the charitable shade of a tree in the fence, when Coggan saw a figure in a blue coat and brass buttons running to them across the field.
"I wonder who that is?' he said.
"I hope nothing is wrong about mistress,' said Maryann, who with some other women was tying the bundles (oats being always sheafed on this farm), 'but an unlucky token came to me indoors this morning. l went to unlock the door and dropped the key, and it fell upon the stone floor and broke into two pieces. Breaking a key is a dreadful bodement. I wish mis'ess was home.'
"'Tis Cain Ball,' said Gabriel, pausing from whetting his reap-hook.
Oak was not bound by his agreement to assist in the corn-field; but
the harvest month is an anxious time for "He's dressed up in his best clothes,' said Matthew Moon. 'He hev
been away from home for a few days, since he's had that felon upon his
finger; for 'a said, since I can't work I'll have a hollerday.'
"A good time for one— a" excellent time,' said Joseph
Poorgrass, straightening his back; for he, like some of the others,
had a way of resting a while from his labour on such hot days for
reasons preternaturally small; of which Cain Pall's advent on a
week-day in his Sunday clothes was one of the first magnitude. ''Twas
a bad leg allowed me to read the Pilgrim's Progress, and Mark Clark
learnt All-Fours in a whitlow.'
"Ay, and my father put his arm out of joint to have time to go
courting,' said Jan Coggan, in an eclipsing tone, wiping his face with
his shirt-sleeve and thrusting back his hat upon the nape of his neck.
By this time Cainy was nearing the group of harvesters, and was
perceived to be carrying a large slice of bread and ham in one hand,
from which he took mouthfuls as he ran, the other being wrapped in a
bandage. When he came close, his mouth assumed the bell shape, and he
began to cough violently.
"Now, Cainy!' said Gabriel, sternly. 'How many more times must I
tell you to keep from running so fast when you be eating? You'll choke
yourself some day, that's what you'll do, Cain Ball.'
"Hok-hok-hok! 'replied Cain. 'A crumb of my victuals went the
wrong way— hok-hok!, That's what 'tis, Mister Oak! And I've
been visiting to Bath because I had a felon on my thumb; yes, and i've
seen— ahok-hok!'
Directly Cain mentioned Bath, they all threw down their hooks and
forks and drew round him. Unfortunately the erratic crumb did not
improve his narrative powers, and a supplementary hindrance was that
of a sneeze, jerking from his pocket his rather large watch, which
dangled in front of the young man pendulum-wise. "Yes,' he continued, directing his thoughts to Bath and letting his
eyes follow, I've seed the world at last — yes— and I've
seed our mis'ess— ahok-hok-hok!'
"Bother the boy! ' said Gabriel. ' Something is always going the
wrong way down your throat, so that you can't tell what's necessary to
be told.'
"Ahok! there! Please, Mister Oak, a gnat have just fleed into my
stomach and brought the cough on again! '
"Yes, that's just it. Your mouth is always open, you young rascal!'
"Tis terrible bad to have a gnat fly down yer throat, pore boy! '
said Matthew Moon.
"Well, at Bath you saw— — ' prompted Gabriel.
"I saw our mistress,' continued the junior shepherd, 'and a sojer,
walking along. And bymeby they got closer and closer, and then they
went arm-in-crook, like courting complete— hok hok! like
courting complete— hok!— courting complete—
— " Losing the thread of his narrative at this point
simultaneously with his loss of breath, their informant looked up and
down the field apparently for some clue to it. 'Well, I see our
mis'ess and a soldier— a-ha-a-wk!
Damn the boy!' said Gabriel. !
"Tis only my manner, Mister Oak, if ye'll excuse it,' said Cain
Ball, looking reproachfully at Oak, with eyes drenched in their own
dew.
"Here's some cider for him— that'll cure his throat,' said
Jan Coggan, lifting a flagon of cider, pulling out the cork, and
applying the hole to Cainy's mouth; Joseph Poorgrass in the meantime
beginning to think apprehensively of the serious consequences that
would follow Cainy Ball's strangulation in his cough, and the history
of his Bath adventures dying with him.
"For my poor self, I always say "please God ' afore I do anything,'
said Joseph, in an unboastful voice ; " and so should you, Cain Ball.
"Tis a great safeguard, and might perhaps save you from being choked
to death some day.'
Mr. Coggan poured the liquor with unstinted liberality at the
suffering Cain's circular mouth; half of it running down the "There's a great clumsy sneeze! Why can't ye have better manners,
you young dog! ' said Coggan, withdrawing the flagon.
"The cider went up my nose! ' cried Cainy, as soon as he could
speak; "and now 'tis gone down my neck, and into my poor dumb felon,
and over my shiny buttons and all my best cloze! '
"The poor lad's cough is terrible onfortunate,' said Matthew Moon.
'And a great history on hand, too. Bump his back, shepherd.'
"'Tis my nater,' mourned Cain. "Mother says I always was so
excitable when my feelings were worked up to a point!'
"True, true,' said Joseph Poorgrass. "The Balls were always a very
excitable family. I knowed the boy's grandfather— a truly
nervous and modest man, even to genteel refinery. 'Twas blush, blush
with him, almost as much as 'tis with me— not but that 'tis a
fault in me!'
"Not at all, Master Poorgrass,' said Coggan. " 'Tis a very noble
quality in ye.'
"Heh-heh! well, I wish to noise nothing abroad— nothing at
all,' murmured Poorgrass, diffidently. " But we be born to
things— that's true. Yet I would rather my trifle were hid ;
though, perhaps, a high nater is a little high, and at my birth all
things were possible to my Maker, and he may have begrudged no
gifts.... But under your bushel, Joseph! under your bushel with 'ee! A
strange desire, neighbours, this desire to hide, and no praise due.
Yet there is a Sermon on the Mount with a calendar of the blessed at
the head, and certain meek men may be named therein.'
"Cainy's grandfather was a very clever man,' said Matthew Moon.
"Invented a' apple-tree out of his own head, which is called by his
name to this day— the Early Ball. You know 'em, "Now then,' said Gabriel, impatiently, " what did you see, Cain? '
"I seed our mis'ess go into a sort of a park place, where there's
seats, and shrubs and flowers, arm-in-crook with a sojer,' continued
Cainy, firmly, and with a dim sense that his words were very effective
as regarded Gabriel's emotions. "And I think the sojer was Sergeant
Troy. And they sat there together for more than half-an-hour, talking
moving things, and she once was crying a'most to death. And when they
came out her eyes were shining and she was as white as a lily; and
they looked into one another's faces, as far-gone friendly as a man
and woman can be.'
Gabriel's features seemed to get thinner. " Well, what did you see
besides? '
"Oh, all sorts."
"White as a lily? You are sure 'twas she?
"Yes."
"Well, what besides? '
"Great glass windows to the shops, and great clouds in the sky,
full of rain, and old wooden trees in the country round.'
"You stun-poll! What will ye say next?' said Coggan.
"Let en alone,' interposed Joseph Poorgrass. "The boy's maning is
that the sky and the earth in the kingdom of Bath is not altogether
different from ours here. 'Tis for our good to gain knowledge of
strange cities, and as such the boy's words should be suffered, so to
speak it.'
"And the people of Bath,' continued Cain, "never need to light
their fires except as a luxury, for the water springs up out of the
earth ready boiled for use.'
"'Tis true as the light,' testified Matthew Moon. ' I've heard
other navigators say the same thing.'
"They drink nothing else there,' said Cain, ' and seem to enjoy
it, to see how they swaller it down.' "Well, it seems
a barbarian practice enough to us, but I daresay the natives think
nothing o' it,' said Matthew.
"And don't victuals spring up as well as drink?' asked Coggan,
twirling his eye.
"No-i own to a blot there in Bath— a true blot. God didn't
provide 'em with victuals as well as (and 'twas a drawback I couldn't
get over at all.'
"Well, 'tis a curious place, to say the least,' observed Moon;
"and it must be a curious people that live therein. '
"Miss Everdene and the soldier were walking about together, you
say? ' said Gabriel, returning to the group.
"Ay, and she wore a beautiful gold-colour silk gown, trimmed with
black lace, that would have stood alone 'ithout legs inside if
required. 'Twas a very winsome sight; and her hair was brushed
splendid. And when the sun shone upon the bright gown and his red
coat— my! how handsome they looked. You could see 'em all the
length of the street.'
"And what then? ' murmured Gabriel.
"And then I went into Griffin's to hae my boots hobbed, and then I
went to Riggs's batty-cake shop, and asked 'em for a penneth of the
cheapest and nicest stales, that were all but blue-mouldy, but not
quite. And whilst I was chawing 'em down I walked on and seed a clock
with a face as big as a baking trendle— '
"But that's nothing to do with mistress! '
"I'm coming to that, if you'll leave me alone, Mister Oak! '
remonstrated Cainy. "If you excites me, perhaps you'll bring on my
cough, and then I shan't be able to tell ye nothing.'
"Yes-let him tell it his own way,' said Coggan.
Gabriel settled into a despairing attitude of patience, and Cainy
went on:—
"And there were great large houses, and more people all the week
long than at Weatherbury club-walking on White Tuesdays. And I went to
grand churches and chapels. And how the parson would pray! Yes; he
would kneel down and put up his hands together, and make the holy gold
rings on his fingers gleam and twinkle in yer eyes, that he'd earned
by praying so excellent well!— Ah yes, I wish I lived there.'
"Our poor Parson Thirdly can't get no money to buy such
rings,' said Matthew Moon, thoughtfully. "And as good a man as ever
walked. I don't believe poor Thirdly have a single one, even of
humblest tin or copper. Such a great ornament as they'd be to him on a
dull a'ternoon, when he's up in the pulpit lighted by the wax candles!
But 'tis impossible, poor man. Ah, to think how unequal things be.'
"Perhaps he's made of different stuff than to wear 'em,' said
Gabriel, grimly. ' Well, that's enough of this. Go on, Cainy—
quick.'
"Oh — and the new style of pa'sons wear moustaches and long
beards,' continued the illustrious traveller, 'and look like Moses and
Aaron complete, and make we fokes in the congregation feel all over
like the children of Israel.'
"A very right feeling— very,' said Joseph Poorgrass.
"And there's two religions going on in the nation now— High
Church and High Chapel. And, thinks I, I'll play fair; so I went to
High Church in the morning, and High Chapel in the afternoon.'
"A right and proper boy,' said Joseph Poorgrass.
"Well, at High Church they pray singing, and worship all the
colours of the rainbow; and at High Chapel they pray preaching, and
worship drab and whitewash only. And then-i didn't see no more of Miss
Everdene at all.'
"Why didn't you say so afore, then? ' exclaimed Oak, with much
disappointment.
"Ah,' said Matthew Moon, 'she'll wish her cake dough if so be
she's over intimate with that man.'
"She's not over intimate with him,' said Gabriel, indignantly.
"She would know better,' said Coggan. "Our mis'ess has too much
sense under they knots of black hair to do such a mad thing.'
"You see, he's not a coarse, ignorant man, for he was well brought
up,' said Matthew, dubiously. " 'Twas only wildness that made him a
soldier, and maids rather like your man of sin.'
"Now, Cain Ball,' said Gabriel restlessly, "can you swear in the
most "Cain Ball, you be no longer a babe and suckling,' said Joseph in
the sepulchral tone the circumstances demanded, "and you know what
taking an oath is. 'Tis a horrible testament mind ye, which you say
and seal with your blood-stone, and the prophet Matthew tells us that
on whomsoever it shall fall it will grind him to powder. Now, before
all the work-folk here assembled, can you swear to your words as the
shepherd asks ye?'
"Please no, Mister Oak! ' said Cainy, looking from one to the
other with great uneasiness at the spiritual magnitude of the
position. "I don't mind saying 'tis true, but I don't like to say 'tis
damn true, if that's what you mane.'
"Cain, Cain, how can you! ' asked Joseph sternly. "You be asked to
swear in a holy manner, and you swear like wicked Shimei, the son of
Gera, who cursed as he came. Young man, fie! '
"No, I don't! 'Tis you want to squander a pore boy's soul, Joseph
Poorgrass— that's what 'tis! ' said Cain, beginning to cry. "All
I mane is that in common truth 'twas Miss Everdene and Sergeant Troy,
but in the horrible so-help-me truth that ye want to make of it
perhaps 'twas somebody else! '
"There's no getting at the rights of it,' said Gabriel, turning to
his work.
"Cain Ball, you'll come to a bit of bread! ' groaned Joseph
Poorgrass.
Then the reapers' hooks were flourished again, and the old sounds
went on. Gabriel, without making any pretence of being lively, did
nothing to show that he was particularly dull. However, Coggan knew
pretty nearly how the land lay, and when they were in a nook together
he said—
"Don't take on about her, Gabriel. What difference does it make
whose sweetheart she is, since she can't be yours? '
"That's the very thing I say to myself,' said Gabriel.
THAT same evening at dusk Gabriel was leaning over Coggan's garden-gate, taking an up-and-down survey before retiring to rest.
A vehicle of some kind was softly creeping along the grassy margin of the lane. From it spread the tones of two women talking. The tones were natural and not at all suppressed. Oak instantly knew the voices to he those of Bathsheba and Liddy.
The carriage came opposite and passed by. It was Miss Everdene's gig, and Liddy and her mistress were the only occupants of the seat. Liddy was asking questions about the city of Bath, and her companion was answering them listlessly and unconcernedly. Both Bathsheba and the horse seemed weary.
The exquisite relief of finding that she was here again, safe and sound, overpowered all reflection, and Oak could only luxuriate in the sense of it. All grave reports were forgotten.
He lingered and lingered on, till there was no difference between the eastern and western expanses of sky, and the timid hares began to limp courageously round the dim hillocks. Gabriel might have been there an additional half-hour when a dark form walked slowly by. "Good-night, Gabriel,' the passer said.
It was Boldwood. "Good-night, sir,' said Gabriel.
Boldwood likewise vanished up the road, and Oak shortly afterwards turned indoors to bed.
Farmer Boldwood went on towards Miss Everdene's house. He reached
the front, and approaching the entrance, saw a light in the parlour.
The blind was not drawn down, and inside the room was Bathsheba,
looking over some papers or letters. Her back was towards Boldwood. He
went to the door, Boldwood had not been outside his garden since his meeting with
Bathsheba in the road to Yalbury. Silent and alone, he had remained in
moody meditation on woman's ways, deeming as essentials of the whole
sex the accidents of the single one of their number he had ever
closely beheld. By degrees a more charitable temper had pervaded him,
and this was the reason of his sally to-night. He had come to
apologize and beg forgiveness of Bathsheba with something like a sense
of shame at his violence, having but just now learnt that she had
returned— only from a visit to Liddy, as he supposed, the Bath
escapade being quite unknown to him.
He inquired for Miss Everdene. Liddy's manner was odd, but he did
not notice it. She went in, leaving him standing there, and in her
absence the blind of the room containing Bathsheba was pulled down.
Boldwood augured ill from that sign. Liddy came out.
"My mistress cannot see you, sir,' she said.
The farmer instantly went out by the gate. He as unforgiven—
that was the issue of it all. He had seen her who was to him
simultaneously a delight and a torture, sitting in the room he had
shared with her as a peculiarly privileged guest only a little earlier
in he summer, and she had denied him an entrance there now.
Boldwood did not hurry homeward. It was ten o'clock at least, when,
walking deliberately through the lower part of Weatherbury, he heard
the carrier's spring van entering the village. The van ran to and from
a town in a northern direction, and it was owned and driven by a
Weatherbury man, at the door of whose house it now pulled up. The lamp
fixed to the head of the hood illuminated a scarlet and gilded form,
who was the first to alight.
"Ah! ' said Boldwood to himself, "come to see her again.'
Troy entered the carrier's house, which had been the place of his
lodging on his last visit to his native place. Boldwood was moved by a
sudden determination. He hastened home. In ten minutes he was back
again, and made as if he were going to call upon Troy at the
carrier's. But as he approached, some Troy turned up the hill and quickened his pace. Boldwood stepped
forward.
"Sergeant Troy? '
"Yes &mdash I'm Sergeant Troy.'
"Just arrived from up the country, I think?'
"Just arrived from Bath.' "I am William Boldwood.'
"Indeed.'
The tone in which this word was uttered was all that had been
wanted to bring Boldwood to the point.
"I wish to speak a word with you,' he said.
"What about? '
"About her who lives just ahead there— and about a woman you
have wronged.'
"I wonder at your impertinence,' said Troy, moving on.
"Now look here,' said Boldwood, standing in front of him, "wonder
or not, you are going to hold a conversation with me.'
Troy heard the dull determination in Boldwood's voice, looked at
his stalwart frame, then at the thick cudgel he carried in his hand.
He remembered it was past ten o'clock. It seemed worth while to be
civil to Boldwood.
"Very well, I'll listen with pleasure,' said Troy, placing his bag
on the ground, "only speak low, for somebody or other may overhear us
in the farmhouse there.'
"Well then— I know a good deal concerning your Fanny Robin's
attachment to you. I may say, too, that I believe I am the only person
in the village, excepting Gabriel Oak, who does know it. You ought to
marry her.'
"I suppose I ought. Indeed, l wish to, but I cannot.'
"Why? '
Troy was about to utter something hastily; he then checked Boldwood's present mood was not critical enough to notice tones. He
continued, "I may as well speak plainly; and understand, I don't wish
to enter into the questions of right or wrong, woman's honour and
shame, or to express any opinion on your conduct. I intend a business
transaction with you.'
"I see,' said Troy. "Suppose we sit down here.'
An old tree trunk lay under the hedge immediately opposite, and
they sat down.
"I was engaged to be married to Miss Everdene,' said Boldwood,
"but you came and— — '
"Not engaged,' said Troy.
"As good as engaged.'
"If I had not turned up she might have become engaged to you.'
"Hang might! '
"Would, then.'
"If you had not come I should certainly— yes,
certainly— have been accepted by this time. If you had not seen
her you might have been married to Fanny. Well, there's too much
difference between Miss Everdene's station and your own for this
flirtation with her ever to benefit you by ending in marriage. So all
I ask is, don't molest her any more. Marry Fanny. make it worth your
while.'
"How will you?'
"I'll pay you well now, I'll settle a sum of money upon her, and
I'll see that you don't suffer from poverty in the future. I'll put it
clearly. Bathsheba is only playing with you: you are too poor for her
as I said; so give up wasting your time about a great match you'll
never make for a moderate and rightful match you may make to-morrow;
take up your carpet-bag, turn about, leave Weatherbury now, this
night, and you shall take fifty pounds with you. Fanny shall have
fifty to enable her to prepare for the wedding, when you have told me
where she is living, and she shall have five hundred paid down on her
wedding-day.' In making this statement Boldwood's
voice revealed only too clearly a consciousness of the weakness of his
position, his aims, and his method. His manner had lapsed quite from
that of the firm and dignified Boldwood of former times; and such a
scheme as he had now engaged in he would have condemned as childishly
imbecile only a few months ago. We discern a grand force in the lover
which he lacks whilst a free man; but there is a breadth of vision in
the free man which in the lover we vainly seek. Where there is much
bias there must be some narrowness, and love, though added emotion, is
subtracted capacity. Boldwood exemplified this to an abnormal degree:
he knew nothing of Fanny Robin's circumstances or whereabouts, he knew
nothing of Troy's possibilities, yet that was what he said.
"I like Fanny best,' said Troy; "and if, as you say, Miss Everdene
is out of my reach, why I have all to gain by accepting your money,
and marrying Fan. But she's only a servant.'
"Never mind— do you agree to my arrangement?'
"I do.'
"Ah! ' said Boldwood, in a more elastic voice. "O, Troy, if you
like her best, why then did you step in here and injure my happiness?
'
"I love Fanny best now,' said Troy. "But Bathsh— —
Miss Everdene inflamed me, and displaced Fanny for a time. It is over
now.'
"Why should it be over so soon? And why then did you come here
again? '
"There are weighty reasons. Fifty pounds at once, you said!'
"I did,' said Boldwood, " and here they are— fifty
sovereigns.'
He handed Troy a small packet.
"You have everything ready— it seems that you calculated on
my accepting them,' said the sergeant, taking the packet.
"I thought you might accept them,' said Boldwood.
"You've only my word that the programme shall be adhered to,
whilst I at any rate have fifty pounds.'
"I had thought of that, and l have considered that if I can't
appeal to your honour I can trust to your— well, shrewdness
we'll call it— not to lose five hundred pounds in prospect, and
"Stop, listen! ' said Troy in a whisper.
A light pit-pat was audible upon the road just above them.
"By George— 'tis she,' he continued. 'I must go on and meet
her.'
"She— who? '
"Bathsheba.'
"Bathsheba — out alone at this time o' night.! ' said
Boldwood in amazement, and starting up. ' Why must you meet her?'
"She was expecting me to-night— and I must now speak to her,
and wish her good-bye, according to your wish. '
"I don't see the necessity of speaking.'
"It can do no harm— and she'll be wandering about looking for
me if I don't. You shall hear all I say to her. It will help you in
your love-making when I am gone.'
"Your tone is mocking.'
"O no. And remember this, if she does not know what has become of
me, she will think more about me than if I tell her flatly I have
come to give her up.'
"Will you confine your words to that one point?— Shall I hear
every word you say? '
"Every word. Now sit still there, and hold my' carpet bag for me,
and mark what you hear.'
The light footstep came closer, halting occasionally, as if the
walker listened for a sound. Troy whistled a double note in a soft,
fluty tone.
"Come to that, is it! ' murmured Boldwood, uneasily.
"You promised silence,' said Troy.
"I promise again.'
Troy stepped forward.
"Frank, dearest, is that you? ' The tones were Bathsheba's.
"O God.! ' said Boldwood.
"Yes,' said Troy to her.
"How late you are,' she continued, tenderly. 'Did you come by the
carrier? I listened and heard his wheels entering the village, but it
was some time ago, and I had almost given you up, Frank.' "I was sure to come,' said Frank. 'You knew I should, did you not?
'
"Well, I thought you would,' she said, playfully ; 'and, Frank, it
is so lucky.! There's not a soul in my house but me to-night. I've
packed them all off so nobody on earth will know of your visit to your
lady's bower. Liddy wanted to go to her grandfather's to tell him
about her holiday, and I said she might stay with them till
to-morrow— when
you'll be gone again.'
"Capital,' said Troy. ' But, dear me, I. had better go back for my
bag, because my slippers and brush and comb are in it; you run home
whilst I fetch it, and I'll promise to be in your parlour in ten
minutes.'
"Yes.' She turned and tripped up the hill again.
During the progress of this dialogue there was a nervous twitching
of Boldwood's tightly closed lips, and his face became bathed in a
clammy dew. He now started forward towards Troy. Troy turned to him
and took up the bag.
"Shall I tell her I have come to give her up and cannot marry her?
' said the soldier, mockingly.
"No, no; wait a minute. I want to say more to you— more to
you!. ' said Boldwood, in a hoarse whisper.
"Now,' said Troy, ' you see my dilemma. Perhaps I am a bad
man— the victim of my impulses— led away to do
what I ought to leave undone. I can't, however, marry them
both. And I have two reasons for choosing Fanny. First, I
like her best upon the whole, and second, you make it worth
my while.'
At the same instant Boldwood sprang upon him, and held him by the
neck. Troy felt Boldwood's grasp slowly tightening. The move was
absolutely unexpected.
"A moment,' he gasped. 'You are injuring her you love.! '
"Well, what do you mean? ' said the farmer.
Give me breath,' said Troy.
Boldwood loosened his hand, saying, 'By Heaven, I've a mind to kill
you.!'
"And ruin her.'
"Save her.'
"Oh, how can she be saved now, unless I marry her? ' Boldwood groaned. He reluctantly released the soldier, and flung
him back against the hedge. 'Devil, you torture me.! ' said he.
Troy rebounded like a ball, and was about to make a dash at the
farmer; but he checked himself, saying lightly —
"It is not worth while to measure my strength with you. Indeed it
is a barbarous way of settling a quarrel. I shall shortly leave the
army because of the same conviction. Now after that revelation of how
the land lies with Bathsheba, 'twould be a mistake to kill me, would
it not?'
"'Twould be a mistake to kill you,' repeated Boldwood,
mechanically, with a bowed head.
"Better kill yourself.'
"Far better.'
"I'm glad you see it.'
"Troy, make her your wife, and don't act upon what I arranged just
now. The alternative is dreadful, but take Bathsheba; I give her up.!
She must love you indeed to sell soul and body to you so utterly as
she has done. Wretched woman— deluded woman— you are,
Bathsheba.! '
"But about Fanny? '
"Bathsheba is a woman well to do,' continued Boldwood, in nervous
anxiety, 'and, Troy, she will make a good wife ; and, indeed, she is
worth your hastening on your marriage with her.! '
"But she has a will-not to say a temper, and I shall be a mere
slave to her. I could do anything with poor Fanny Robin.' 'Troy,'
said Boldwood, imploringly, ' I'll do anything for you, only don't
desert her; pray don't desert her, Troy.'
"Which, poor Fanny? '
"No ; Bathsheba Everdene. Love her best.! Love her tenderly!. How
shall I get you to see how advantageous it will be to you to secure
her at once?'
"I don't wish to secure her in any new way.'
Boldwood's arm moved spasmodically towards Troy's person again. He
repressed the instinct, and his form drooped as with pain.
Troy went on— "I shall soon purchase my
discharge, and then— — '
"But I wish you to hasten on this marriage!. It will be better for
you both. You love each other, and you must let me help you to do it.'
"How? '
"Why, by settling the five hundred on Bathsheba instead of Fanny,
to enable you to marry at once. No ; she wouldn't have it of me. I'll
pay it down to you on the wedding-day.'
Troy paused in secret amazement at Boldwood's wild infatuation. He
carelessly said, 'And am I to have anything now? '
"Yes, if you wish to. But I have not much additional money with me.
I did not expect this; but all I have is yours.'
Boldwood, more like a somnambulist than a wakeful man, pulled out
the large canvas bag he carried by way of a purse, and searched it.
"I have twenty-one pounds more with me,' he said. 'Two notes and a
sovereign. But before I leave you I must have a paper signed —
— '
"Pay me the money, and we'll go straight to her parlour, and make
any arrangement you please to secure my compliance with your wishes.
But she must know nothing of this cash business.'
"Nothing, nothing,' said Boldwood, hastily. 'Here is the sum, and
if you'll come to my house we'll write out the agreement for the
remainder, and the terms also.'
"First we'll call upon her.'
"But why? Come with me to-night, and go with me to-morrow to the
surrogate's.'
"But she must be consulted; at any rate informed.'
"Very well; go on.'
They went up the hill to Bathsheba's house. When they stood at the
entrance, Troy said, 'Wait here a moment.' Opening the door, he glided
inside, leaving the door ajar.
Boldwood waited. In two minutes a light appeared in the passage.
Boldwood then saw that the chain had been fastened across the door.
Troy appeared inside, carrying a bedroom candlestick. "What, did you think I should break in?' said Boldwood,
contemptuously.
"Oh, no; it is merely my humour to secure things. Will you read
this a moment? I'll hold the light.'
Troy handed a folded newspaper through the slit between door and
doorpost, and put the candle close. 'That's the paragraph,' he said,
placing his finger on a line.
Boldwood looked and read— "This may be called Fort meeting Feeble, hey, Boldwood?' said
Troy. A low gurgle of derisive laughter followed the words.
The paper fell from Boldwood's hands. Troy continued—
"I will not ; I will not!. ' said Boldwood, in a hiss.
"Anyhow I won't have it,' said Troy, contemptuously. He wrapped the
packet of gold in the notes, and threw the whole into the road.
Boldwood shook his clenched fist at him. 'You juggler of Satan.!
You black hound.! But I'll punish you yet ; mark me, I'll punish you
yet!. ' Another peal of laughter. Troy then closed the
door, and locked himself in.
Throughout the whole of that night Boldwood's dark downs of
Weatherbury like an unhappy Shade in the Mournful Fields by Acheron.
'MARRIAGES.
'On the 17th inst., at St.
Ambrose's Church, Bath, by the Rev. G. Mincing, B.A.,
Francis Troy, only son of the late Edward Troy, Esq., H.D.,
of Weatherbury, and sergeant 11th Dragoon Guards, to
Bathsheba, only surviving daughter of the late Mr, John
Everdene, of Casterbridge.'
'Fifty pounds to marry Fanny, Good. Twenty-one pounds not to marry
Fanny, but Bathsheba. Good. Finale: already Bathsheba's husband. Now,
Boldwood, yours is the ridiculous fate which always attends
interference between a man and his wife. And another word. Bad as I
am, I am not such a villain as to make the marriage or misery of any
woman a matter of huckster and sale. Fanny has long ago left me. don't
know where she is. I have searched everywhere. Another word yet. You
say you love Bathsheba ; yet on the merest apparent evidence you
instantly believe in her dishonour. A fig for such love!. Now that
I've taught you a lesson, take your money back again.
IT was very early the next morning— a time of sun and dew. The confused beginnings of many birds' songs spread into the healthy air, and the wan blue of the heaven was here and there coated with thin webs of incorporeal cloud which were of no effect in obscuring day. All the lights in the scene were yellow as to colour, and all the shadows were attenuated as to form. The creeping plants about the old manor-house were bowed with rows of heavy water drops, which had upon objects behind them the effect of minute lenses of high magnifying power.
Just before the clock struck five Gabriel Oak and Coggan passed the village cross, and went on together to the fields. They were yet barely in view of their mistress"s house, when Oak fancied he saw the opening of a casement in one of the upper windows. The two men were at this moment partially screened by an elder bush, now beginning to be enriched with black bunches of fruit, and they paused before emerging from its shade.
A handsome man leaned idly from the lattice. He looked east and then west, in the manner of one who makes a first morning survey. The man was Sergeant Troy. His red jacket was loosely thrown on, but not buttoned, and he had altogether the relaxed bearing of a soldier taking his ease.
Coggan spoke first, looking quietly at the window.
"She has married him! ' he said.
Gabriel had previously beheld the sight, and he now stood with his back turned, making no reply.
"I fancied we should know something to-day,' continued Coggan. 'I
heard wheels pass my door just after dark— you were out
somewhere.'He glanced round upon Gabriel. 'Good "Do I?' said Oak, with a faint smile.
"Lean on the gate: I'll wait a bit.'
"All right, all right. '
They stood by the gate awhile, Gabriel listlessly staring at the
ground. His mind sped into the future, and saw there enacted in years
of leisure the scenes o repentance that would ensue from this work of
haste That they were married he had instantly decided. Why had it been
so mysteriously managed? It had become known that she had had a
fearful journey to Bath, owing to her miscalculating the distance:
that the horse had broken down, and that she had been more than two
days getting there. It was not Bathsheba's way to do things furtively.
With all her faults, she was candour itself. Could she have been
entrapped? The union was not only an unutterable grief to him: it
amazed him, notwithstanding that he had passed the preceding week in a
suspicion that such might be the issue of Troy's meeting her away from
home. Her quiet return with Liddy had to some extent dispersed the
dread. Just as that imperceptible motion which appears like stillness
is infinitely divided in its properties from stillness itself, so had
his hope undistinguishable from despair differed from despair indeed.
In a few minutes they moved on again towards the house. The
sergeant still looked from the window.
"Morning, comrades.! ' he shouted, in a cheery voice, when they
came up.
Coggan replied to the greeting. ' Bain't ye going to answer the
man?' he then said to Gabriel. 'I'd say good morning— you
needn't spend a hapeth of meaning upon it, and yet keep the man
civil.'
Gabriel soon decided too that, since the deed was done, to put the
best face upon the matter would be the greatest kindness to her he
loved.
"Good morning, Sergeant Troy,' he returned, in a ghastly voice.
"A rambling, gloomy house this,' said Troy, smiling. "Why— they may not be married.! ' suggested Coggan. '
Perhaps she's not there.'
Gabriel shook his head. The soldier turned a little towards the
east, and the sun kindled his scarlet coat to an orange glow.
"But it is a nice old house,' responded Gabriel.
"Yes &mdash I suppose so; but I feel like new wine in an old bottle here.
My notion is that sash-windows should be put throughout, and these old
wainscoted walls brightened up a bit ; or the oak cleared quite away,
and the walls papered.'
"It would be a pity, I think.'
"Well, no. A philosopher once said in my hearing that the old
builders, who worked when art was a living thing, had no respect for
the work of builders who went before them, but pulled down and altered
as they thought fit; and why shouldn't we? ''Creation and preservation
don't do well together,'' says he, ''and a million of antiquarians
can't invent a style.'' My mind exactly. I am for making this place
more modern, that we may be cheerful whilst we can.'
The military man turned and surveyed the interior of the room, to
assist his ideas of improvement in this direction. Gabriel and Coggan
began to move on.
"Oh, Coggan,' said Troy, as if inspired by a recollection ' do
you know if insanity has ever appeared in Mr. Boldwood's family? '
Jan reflected for a moment.
"I once heard that an uncle of his was queer in his head, but I
don't know the rights o't,' he said.
"It is of no importance,' said Troy, lightly. 'Well, I shall be
down in the fields with you some time this week ; but I have a few
matters to attend to first. So good-day to you. We shall, of course,
keep on just as friendly terms as usual. I'm not a proud man: nobody
is ever able to say that of Sergeant Troy. However, what is must be,
and here's half-a-crown to drink my health, men.'
Troy threw the coin dexterously across the front plot and over the
fence towards Gabriel, who shunned it in its fall, his face turning to
an angry red. Coggan twirled his eye, edged "Very well-you keep it, Coggan,' said Gabriel with disdain
and almost fiercely. 'As for me, I'll do without gifts from
him!'
"Don't show it too much,' said Coggan, musingly. 'For if he's
married to her, mark my words, he'll buy his discharge and be our
master here. Therefore 'tis well to say '' Friend '' outwardly, though
you say ''Troublesome '' within. '
"Well-perhaps it is best to be silent; but I can't go further than
that. I can't flatter, and if my place here is only to be kept by
smoothing him down, my place must be lost.'
A horseman, whom they had for some time seen in the distance, now
appeared close beside them. '
There's Mr. Boldwood,' said Oak. ' I wonder what Troy meant by his
question.'
Coggan and Oak nodded respectfully to the farmer, just checked
their paces to discover if they were wanted, and finding they were not
stood back to let him pass on.
The only signs of the terrible sorrow Boldwood had been combating
through the night, and was combating now, were the want of colour in
his well defined face, the enlarged appearance of the veins in his
forehead and temples, and the sharper lines about his mouth. The horse
bore him away, and the very step of the animal seemed significant of
dogged despair. Gabriel, for a minute, rose above his own grief in
noticing Boldwood's. He saw the square figure sitting erect upon the
horse, the head turned to neither side, the elbows steady by the hips,
the brim of the hat level and undisturbed in its onward glide, until
the keen edges of Boldwood's shape sank by degrees over the hill. To
one who knew the man and his story there was something more striking
in this immobility than in a collapse. The clash of discord between
mood and matter here was forced painfully home to the heart ; and, as
in laughter there are more dreadful phases than in tears, so was there
in the steadiness of this agonized man an expression deeper than a
cry.
ONE night, at the end of August, when Bathsheba's experiences as a married woman were still new, and when the weather was yet dry and sultry, a man stood motionless in the stackyard of Weatherbury Upper Farm, looking at the moon and sky.
The night had a sinister aspect. A heated breeze from the south slowly fanned the summits of lofty objects, and in the sky dashes of buoyant cloud were sailing in a course at right angles to that of another stratum, neither of them in the direction of the breeze below. The moon, as seen through these films, had a lurid metallic look. The fields were sallow with the impure light, and all were tinged in monochrome, as if beheld through stained glass. The same evening the sheep had trailed homeward head to tail, the behaviour of the rooks had been confused, and the horses had moved with timidity and caution.
Thunder was imminent, and, taking some secondary appearances into consideration, it was likely to be followed by one of the lengthened rains which mark the close of dry weather for the season. Before twelve hours had passed a harvest atmosphere would be a bygone thing.
Oak gazed with misgiving at eight naked and un' protected ricks, massive and heavy with the rich produce of one-half the farm for that year. He went on to the barn.
This was the night which had been selected by Sergeant Troy— ruling now in the room of his wife— for giving the harvest supper and dance. As Oak approached the building the sound of violins and a tambourine, and the regular jigging of many feet, grew more distinct. He came close to the large doors, one of which stood slightly ajar, and looked in.
The central space, together with the recess at one end, was The dance ended, and on the black oak floor in the midst a new row
of couples formed for another.
"Now, ma'am, and no offence I hope, I ask what dance you would like
next?' said the first violin.
"Really, it makes no difference,' said the clear voice of
Bathsheba, who stood at the inner end of the building, observing the
scene from behind a table covered with cups and viands. Troy was
lolling beside her.
"Then,' said the fiddler, 'I'll venture to name that the right and
proper thing is ''The Soldier's Joy''— there being a gallant
soldier married into the farm— hey, my sonnies, and gentlemen
all? '
"It shall be ''The Soldier's Joy,''' exclaimed a chorus.
"Thanks for the compliment,' said the sergeant THE REVEL gaily,
taking Bathsheba by the hand and leading her to the top of the dance.
'For though I have purchased my discharge from Her Most Gracious
Majesty's regiment of cavalry the 11th Dragoon Guards, to attend to
the new duties awaiting me here, I shall continue a soldier in spirit
and feeling as long as I live.'
So the dance began. As to the merits of 'The Soldier's Joy,' there
cannot be, and never were, two opinions. It has been observed in the
musical circles of Weatherbury and its vicinity that this melody, at
the end of three-quarters of an hour of thunderous footing, still
possesses more stimulative properties for the heel and toe than the
majority of other dances at their first opening. 'The Soldier's Joy'
has, too, an additional charm, in being so admirably adapted to the
tambourine aforesaid— no mean instrument in the hands of a
performer The immortal tune ended, a fine DD rolling forth from the bass-viol
with the sonorousness of a cannonade, and Gabriel delayed his entry
no longer. He avoided Bathsheba, and got as near as possible to the
platform, where Sergeant Troy was now seated, drinking brandy
and-water, though the others drank without exception cider and ale.
Gabriel could not easily thrust himself within speaking distance of
the sergeant, and he sent a message, asking him to come down for a
moment. 'The sergeant said he could not attend.
"Will you tell him, then,' said Gabriel, 'that I only stepped
ath'art to say that a heavy rain is sure to fall soon, and that
something should be done to protect the ricks?'
"M. Troy says it will not rain,' returned the messenger, 'and he
cannot stop to talk to you about such fidgets.'
In Juxtaposition with Troy, Oak had a melancholy tendency to look
like a candle beside gas, and ill at ease, he went out again, thinking
he would go home ; for, under the circumstances, he had no heart for
the scene in the barn. At the door he paused for a moment: Troy was
speaking.
"Friends, it is not only the harvest home that we are celebrating
to-night; but this is also a Wedding Feast. A short time ago I had the
happiness to lead to the altar this lady, your mistress, and not until
now have we been able to give any public flourish to the event in
Weatherbury. That it may be thoroughly well done, and that every man
may go happy to bed, I have ordered to be brought here some bottles of
brandy and kettles of hot water. A treble-strong goblet will he handed
round to each guest.'
Bathsheba put her hand upon his arm, and, with upturned pale face,
said imploringly, ' No— don't give it to them— pray don't,
Frank.! It will only do them harm: they have had enough of
everything.'
"True— we don't wish for no more, thank ye,' said one or two.
"Pooh.! ' said the sergeant contemptuously, and raised his Bathsheba indignantly left the barn, followed by all the women and
children. The musicians, not looking upon themselves as ' company,'
slipped quietly away to their spring waggon and put in the horse. Thus
Troy and the men on the farm were left sole occupants of the place.
Oak, not to appear unnecessarily disagreeable, stayed a little while ;
then he, too, arose and quietly took his departure, followed by a
friendly oath from the sergeant for not staying to a second round of
grog.
Gabriel proceeded towards his home. In approaching the door, his
toe kicked something which felt and sounded soft, leathery, and
distended, like a boxing-glove. It was a large toad humbly travelling
across the path. Oak took it up, thinking it might be better to kill
the creature to save it from pain; but finding it uninjured, he placed
it again among the grass. He knew what this direct message from the
Great Mother meant. And soon came another.
When he struck a light indoors there appeared upon the table a thin
glistening streak, as if a brush of varnish had been lightly dragged
across it. Oak's eyes followed the serpentine sheen to the other side,
where it led up to a huge brown garden-slug, which had come indoors
to-night for reasons of its own. It was Nature's second way of hinting
to him that he was to prepare for foul weather.
Oak sat down meditating for nearly an hour. During this time two
black spiders, of the kind common in thatched houses, promenaded the
ceiling, ultimately dropping to the floor. This reminded him that if
there was one class of manifestation on this matter that he thoroughly
understood, it was the instincts of sheep. He left the room, ran
across two or three fields towards the flock, got upon a hedge, and
looked over among them.
They were crowded close together on the other side around some This was enough to re-establish him in his original opinion. He
knew now that he was right, and that Troy was wrong. Every voice in
nature was unanimous in bespeaking change. But two distinct
translations attached to these dumb expressions. Apparently there was
to be a thunder-storm, and afterwards a cold continuous rain. The
creeping things seemed to know all about the later rain, hut little of
the interpolated thunder-storm ; whilst the sheep knew all about the
thunder-storm and nothing of the later rain. This
complication of weathers being uncommon, was all the more to be
feared. Oak returned to the stack-yard. All was silent here, and the
conical tips of the ricks jutted darkly into the sky. There were five
wheat-ricks in this yard, and three stacks of barley. The wheat when
threshed would average about thirty quarters to each stack ; the
barley, at least forty. Their value to Bathsheba, and indeed to
anybody, Oak mentally estimated by the following simple
calculation:— 5 x 30 =150 quarters=500fl. 3 x 40=120
quarters=250l. Total.. 750l. Seven hundred and fifty pounds in the
divinest form that money can wear— that of necessary food for
man and beast: should the risk be run of deteriorating this bulk of
corn to less than half its value, because of the instability of a
woman? 'Never, if I can prevent it.! ' said Gabriel. Such was the argument that Oak set outwardly before him. But man,
even to himself, is a palimpsest, having an ostensible writing, and
another beneath the lines. It is possible that there was this golden
legend under the utilitarian one: 'I will help to my last effort the
woman I have loved so dearly.'
He went back to the barn to endeavour to obtain assistance for
covering the ricks that very Gabriel looked in. An unusual picture met his eye.
The candles suspended among the evergreens had burnt down to their
sockets, and in some cases the leaves tied about them were scorched.
Many of the lights had quite gone out, others smoked and stank, grease
dropping from them upon the floor. Here, under the table, and leaning
against forms and chairs in every conceivable attitude except the
perpendicular,!' were the wretched persons of all the work-folk, the
hair of their heads at such low levels being suggestive of mops and
brooms. In the midst of these shone red and distinct the figure of
Sergeant Troy, leaning back in a chair. Coggan was on his back, with
his mouth open, buzzing forth snores, as were several others ; the
united breathings of the horizonal assemblage forming a subdued roar
like London from a distance. Joseph Poorgrass was curled round in the
fashion of a hedgehog, apparently in attempts to present the least
possible portion of his surface to the air; and behind him was dimly
visible an unimportant remnant of William Smallbury. The glasses and
cups still stood upon the table, a water-jug being overturned, from
which a small rill, after tracing its course with marvellous precision
down the centre of the long table, fell into the neck of the
unconscious Mark Clark, in a steady, monotonous drip, like the
dripping of a stalactite in a cave.
Gabriel glanced hopelessly at the group, which, with one or two
exceptions, composed all the able-bodied men upon the farm. He saw at
once that if the ricks were to be saved that night, or even the next
morning, he must save them with his own hands.
A faint ' ting-ting ' resounded from under Coggan's waistcoat. It
was Coggan's watch striking the hour of two.
Oak went to the recumbent form of Matthew Moon, who usually
undertook the rough thatching of the homestead, and shook him. The
shaking was without effect.
Gabriel shouted in his ear, ' where's your thatching-beetle and
rick-stick and spars? '
"Under the staddles,' said Moon, mechanically, with the
unconscious promptness of a medium.
Gabriel let go his head, and it dropped upon the floor like a bowl.
He then went to Susan Tall's husband.
"Where's the key of the granary? '
No answer. The question was repeated, with the same result. To be
shouted to at night was evidently less of a novelty to Susan Tall's
husband than to Matthew Moon. Oak flung down Tall's head into the
corner again and turned away.
To be just, the men were not greatly to blame for this painful and
demoralizing termination to the evening's entertainment. Sergeant Troy
had so strenuously insisted, glass in hand, that drinking should be
the bond of their union, that those who wished to refuse hardly liked
to be so unmannerly under the circumstances. Having from their youth
up been entirely unaccustomed to any liquor stronger than cider or
mild ale, it was no wonder that they had succumbed, one and all, with
extraordinary uniformity, after the lapse of about an hour.
Gabriel was greatly depressed. This debauch boded ill for that
wilful and fascinating mistress whom the faithful man even now felt
within him as the embodiment of all that was sweet and bright and
hopeless.
He put out the expiring lights, that the barn might not be
endangered, closed the door upon the men in their deep and oblivious
sleep, and went again into the lone night. A hot breeze, as if
breathed from the parted lips of some dragon about to swallow the
globe, fanned him from the south, while directly opposite in the north
rose a grim misshapen body of Going on to the village, Oak flung a small stone against the window
of Laban Tall's bedroom, expecting Susan to open it ; but nobody
stirred. He went round to the back door, which had been left
unfastened for Laban's entry, and passed in to the foot of the
staircase.
"Mrs. Tall, I've come for the key of the granary, to get at the
rick-cloths,' said Oak, in a stentorian voice.
"Is that you? ' said Mrs. Susan Tall, half awake.
"Yes,' said Gabriel.
"Come along to bed, do, you draw-latching rogue— keeping a
body awake like this.'
"It isn't Laban— 'tis Gabriel Oak. I want the key of the
granary.'
"Gabriel. what in the name of fortune did you pretend to be Laban
for?'
"I didn't. I thought you meant— — '
"yes you did!. what do you want here?'
"The key of the granary.'
"Take it then. 'Tis on the nail. People coming disturbing women at
this time of night ought— — '
Gabriel took the key, without waiting to hear the conclusion of the
tirade. Ten minutes later his lonely figure might have been seen
dragging four large waterproof coverings across the yard, and soon two
of these heaps of treasure in grain were covered snug— two
cloths to each. Two hundred pounds were secured. Three wheat-stacks
remained open, and there were no more cloths. Oak looked under the
staddles and found a fork. He mounted the third pile of wealth and
began operating, adopting the plan of sloping the upper sheaves one
over the other; and, in addition, filling the interstices with the
material of some untied sheaves.
So far all was well. By this hurried contrivance Bathsheba's Next came the barley. This it was only possible to protect by
systematic thatching. Time went on, and the moon vanished not to
reappear. It was the farewell of the ambassador previous to war. The
night had a haggard look, like a sick thing; and there came finally an
utter expiration of air from the whole heaven in the form of a slow
breeze, which might have been likened to a death. And now nothing was
heard in the yard but the dull thuds of the beetle which drove in the
spars, and the rustle of thatch in the intervals.
A LIGHT flapped over the scene, as if reflected from phosphorescent wings crossing the sky, and a rumble filled the air. It was the first move of the approaching storm.
The second peal was noisy, with comparatively little visible lightning. Gabriel saw a candle shining in Bathsheba's bedroom, and soon a shadow swept to and fro upon the blind.
Then there came a third flash. Manoeuvres of a most extraordinary kind were going on in the vast firmamental hollows overhead. The lightning now was the colour of silver, and gleamed in the heavens like a mailed army. Rumbles became rattles. Gabriel from his elevated position could see over the landscape at least half-a-dozen miles in front. Every hedge, bush, and tree was distinct as in a line engraving. In a paddock in the same direction was a herd of heifers, and the forms of these were visible at this moment in the act of galloping about in the wildest and maddest confusion, flinging their heels and tails high into the air, their heads to earth. A poplar in the immediate foreground was like an ink stroke on burnished tin. Then the picture vanished, leaving the darkness so intense that Gabriel worked entirely by feeling with his hands.
He had stuck his ricking-rod, or poniard, as it was indifferently called— a long iron lance, polished by handling— into the stack, used to support the sheaves instead of the support called a groom used on houses, A blue light appeared in the zenith, and in some indescribable manner flickered down near the top of the rod. It was the fourth of the larger flashes. A moment later and there was a smack— smart, clear, and short, Gabriel felt his position to be anything but a safe one, and he resolved to descend.
Not a drop of rain had fallen as yet. He wiped his weary brow, and
looked again at the black forms of the unprotected Before Oak had laid his hands upon his tools again out leapt the
fifth flash, with the spring of a serpent and the shout of a fiend.
It was green as an emerald, and the reverberation was stunning. What
was this the light revealed to him? In the open ground before him, as
he looked over the ridge of the rick, was a dark and apparently female
form. Could it be that of the only venturesome woman in the
parish— Bathsheba? The form moved on a step: then he could see
no more.
"Is that you, ma'am? ' said Gabriel to the darkness.
"Who is there?' said the voice of Bathsheba,
"Gabriel. I am on the rick, thatching.'
"O, Gabriel!— and are you? I have come about them. The
weather awoke me, and I thought of the corn. I am so distressed about
it— can we save it anyhow? I cannot find my husband. Is he with
you?'
"He is not here.'
"Do you know where he is?'
"Asleep in the barn.'
"He promised that the stacks should be seen to, and now they are
all neglected! Can I do anything to help? Liddy is afraid to come out.
Fancy finding you here at such an hour! Surely I can do something? '
"You can bring up some reed-sheaves to me, one by one, ma'am; if
you are not afraid to come up the ladder in the dark,' said Gabriel.
"Every moment is precious now, and that would save a good deal of
time. It is not very dark when the lightning has been gone a bit.'
"I'll do anything! ' she said, resolutely. She
instantly took a sheaf upon her shoulder, clambered up close to his
heels, placed it behind the rod, and descended for another. At her
third ascent the rick suddenly brightened with the brazen glare of
shining majolica— every knot in every straw was visible. On the
slope in front of him appeared two human shapes, black as jet. The
rick lost its sheen— -the shapes vanished. Gabriel turned his
head. It had been the sixth flash which had come from the east behind
him, and the two dark forms on the slope had been the shadows of
himself and Bathsheba.
Then came the peal. It hardly was credible that such a heavenly
light could be the parent of such a diabolical sound.
"How terrible! ' she exclaimed, and clutched him by the sleeve.
Gabriel turned, and steadied her on her aerial perch by holding her
arm. At the same moment, while he was still reversed in his attitude,
there was more light, and he saw, as it were, a copy of the tall
poplar tree on the hill drawn in black on the wall of the barn. It
was the shadow of that tree, thrown across by a secondary flash in the
west.
The next flare came. Bathsheba was on the ground now, shouldering
another sheaf, and she bore its dazzle without flinching—
thunder and ali-and again ascended with the load. There was then a
silence everywhere for four or five minutes, and the crunch of the
spars, as Gabriel hastily drove them in, could again be distinctly
heard. He thought the crisis of the storm had passed. But there came a
burst of light.
"Hold on! ' said Gabriel, taking the sheaf from her shoulder, and
grasping her arm again.
Heaven opened then, indeed. The flash was almost too novel for its
inexpressibly dangerous nature to be at once realized, and they could
only comprehend the magnificence of its beauty. It sprang from east,
west, north, south, and was a perfect dance of death. The forms of
skeletons appeared in the air, shaped with blue fire for bones—
dancing, leaping, striding, racing around, and mingling altogether in
unparalleled confusion. With these were intertwined undulating snakes
of green, and behind these was a broad mass of lesser light.
Simultaneously came from every part of the tumbling Oak had hardly time to gather up these impressions into a thought,
and to see how strangely the red feather of her hat shone in this
light, when the tall tree on the hill before mentioned seemed on fire
to a white heat, and a new one among these terrible voices mingled
with the last crash of those preceding. It was a stupefying blast,
harsh and pitiless, and it fell upon their ears in a dead, flat blow,
without that reverberation which lends the tones of a drum to more
distant thunder. By the lustre reflected from every part of the earth
and from the wide domical scoop above it, he saw that the tree was
sliced down the whole length of its tall, straight stem, a huge riband
of bark being apparently flung off. The other portion remained erect,
and revealed the bared surface as a strip of white down the front. The
lightning had struck the tree. A sulphurous smell filled the air; then
all was silent, and black as a cave in Hinnom.
"We had a narrow escape! ' said Gabriel, hurriedly. "You had
better go down.'
Bathsheba said nothing ; but he could distinctly hear her
rhythmical pants, and the recurrent rustle of the sheaf beside her in
response to her frightened pulsations. She descended the ladder, and,
on second thoughts, he followed her. The darkness was now impenetrable
by the sharpest vision. They both stood still at the bottom, side by
side. Bathsheba appeared to think only of the weather— Oak
thought only of her just then. At last he said—
"The storm seems to have passed now, at any rate.'
"I think so too,' said Bathsheba. "Though there are multitudes of
gleams, look! ' The sky was now filled with an
incessant light, frequent repetition melting into complete continuity,
as an unbroken sound results from the successive strokes on a gong. "
Nothing serious,' said he. "I cannot understand no rain falling.
But Heaven be praised, it is all the better for us. I am now going up
again.'
"Gabriel, you are kinder than I deserve! I will stay and help you
yet. O, why are not some of the others here! '
"They would have been here if they could,' said Oak, in a
hesitating way.
"O, I know it all — all,' she said, adding slowly: "They are all
asleep in the barn, in a drunken sleep, and my husband among them.
That's it, is it not? Don't think I am a timid woman and can't endure
things.'
"I am not certain,' said Gabriel. 'I will go and see,'
He crossed to the barn, leaving her there alone. He looked through
the chinks of the door. All was in total darkness, as he had left it,
and there still arose, as at the former time, the steady buzz of many
snores.
He felt a zephyr curling about his cheek, and turned. It was
Bathsheba's breath— she had followed him, and was looking into
the same chink.
He endeavoured to put off the immediate and painful subject of
their thoughts by remarking gently, "If you'll come back again,
miss— ma'am, and hand up a few more; it would save much time.'
Then Oak went back again, ascended to the top, stepped off the
ladder for greater expedition, and went on thatching. She followed,
but without a sheaf
"Gabriel,' she said, in a strange and impressive voice.
Oak looked up at her. She had not spoken since he left the barn.
The soft and continual shimmer of the dying lightning showed a marble
face high against the black sky of the opposite quarter. Bathsheba was
sitting almost on the apex of the stack, her feet gathered up beneath
her, and resting on the top round of the ladder.
"Yes, mistress,' he said. "I suppose you thought
that when I galloped away to Bath that night it was on purpose to be
married?"
"I did at last— not at first,' he answered, somewhat
surprised at the abruptness with which this new subject was broached.
"And others thought so, too? '
"Yes.'
"And you blamed me for it?'
"Well — a little.'
"I thought so. Now, I care a little for your good opinion, and I
want to explain something — I have longed to do it ever since I
returned, and you looked so gravely at me. For if I were to die—
and I may die soon — it would be dreadful that you should always
think mistakenly of me. Now, listen.'
Gabriel ceased his rustling.
"I went to Bath that night in the full intention of breaking off my
engagement to Mr. Troy. It was owing to circumstances which occurred
after I got there that — that we were married. Now, do you see
the matter in a new light?'
"I do — somewhat.'
"I must, I suppose, say more, now that I have begun. And perhaps
it's no harm, for you are certainly under no delusion that I ever
loved you, or that I can have any object in speaking, more than that
object I have mentioned. Well, I was alone in a strange city, and the
horse was lame. And at last I didn't know what to do. I saw, when it
was too late, that scandal might seize hold of me for meeting him
alone in that way. But I was coming away, when he suddenly said he had
that day seen a woman more beautiful than I, and that his constancy
could not be counted on unless I at once became his.... And I was
grieved and troubled— — ' She cleared her voice, and
waited a moment, as if to gather breath. "And then, between jealousy
and distraction, I married him! ' she whispered with desperate
impetuosity.
Gabriel made no reply.
"He was not to blame, for it was perfectly true about — about
his seeing somebody else,' she quickly added. "And now I don't wish
for a single remark from you upon the subject— She went down the ladder, and the work proceeded. Gabriel soon
perceived a languor in the movements of his mistress up and down, and
he said to her, gently as a mother—
"I think you had better go indoors now, you are tired. I can finish
the rest alone. If the wind does not change the rain is likely to
keep off.'
"If I am useless I will go,' said Bathsheba, in a flagging cadence.
'But O, if your life should be lost!'
"You are not useless; but I would rather not tire you longer. You
have done well.'
"And you better! ' she said, gratefully.! Thank you for your
devotion, a thousand times, Gabriel! Goodnight &mdash I know you are doing
your very best for me.'
She diminished in the gloom, and vanished, and he heard the latch
of the gate fall as she passed through. He worked in a reverie now,
musing upon her story, and upon the contradictoriness of that feminine
heart which had caused her to speak more warmly to him to-night than
she ever had done whilst unmarried and free to speak as warmly as she
chose.
He was disturbed in his meditation by a grating noise from the
coach-house. It was the vane on the roof turning round, and this
change in the wind was the signal for a disastrous rain.
IT was now five o'clock, and the dawn was promising to break in hues of drab and ash.
The air changed its temperature and stirred itself more vigorously. Cool breezes coursed in transparent eddies round Oak's face. The wind shifted yet a point or two and blew stronger. In ten minutes every wind of heaven seemed to be roaming at large. Some of the thatching on the wheat-stacks was now whirled fantastically aloft, and had to be replaced and weighted with some rails that lay near at hand. This done, Oak slaved away again at the barley. A huge drop of rain smote his face, the wind snarled round every corner, the trees rocked to the bases of their trunks, and the twigs clashed in strife. Driving in spars at any point and on any system, inch by inch he covered more and more safely from ruin this distracting impersonation of seven hundred pounds. 'The rain came on in earnest, and Oak soon felt the water to be tracking cold and clammy routes down his back. Ultimately he was reduced well-nigh to a homogeneous sop, and the dyes of his clothes trickled down and stood in a pool at the foot of the ladder. The rain stretched obliquely through the dull atmosphere in liquid spines, unbroken in continuity between their beginnings in the clouds and their points in him.
Oak suddenly remembered that eight months before this time he had been fighting against fire in the same spot as desperately as he was fighting against water now— and for a futile love of the same woman. As for her— — But Oak was generous and true, and dismissed his reflections.
It was about seven o'clock in the dark leaden morning when Gabriel
came down from the last stack, and thankfully exclaimed, "It is done.!
' He was Faint sounds came from the barn, and he looked that way. Figures
stepped singly and in pairs through the doors — all walking
awkwardly, and abashed, save the foremost, who wore a red jacket, and
advanced with his hands in his pockets, whistling. The others shambled
after with a conscience-stricken air: the whole procession was not
unlike Flaxman's group of the suitors tottering on towards the
infernal regions under the conduct of Mercury. The gnarled shapes
passed into the village, Troy, their leader, entering the farmhouse.
Not a single one of them had turned his face to the ricks, or
apparently bestowed one thought upon their condition.
Soon Oak too went homeward, by a different route from theirs. In
front of him against the wet glazed surface of the lane he saw a
person walking yet more slowly than himself under an umbrella. The man
turned and plainly started; he was Boldwood.
"How are you this morning, sir?' said Oak.
"Yes, it is a wet day.— Oh, I am well, very well, I thank you
; quite well.'
"I am glad to hear it, sir.'
Boldwood seemed to awake to the present by degrees. " You look
tired and ill, Oak,' he said then, desultorily regarding his
companion.
"I am tired. You look strangely altered, sir.'
"I? Not a bit of it: I am well enough. What put that into your
head?'
"I thought you didn't look quite so topping as you used to, that
was all.'
"Indeed, then you are mistaken,' said Boldwood, shortly. "Nothing
hurts me. My constitution is an iron one.'
"I've been working hard to get our ricks covered, and was barely in
time. Never had such a struggle in my life.... Yours of course are
safe, sir.'
"O yes.' Boldwood added, after an interval of silence: "What did
you ask, Oak? '
"Your ricks are all covered before this time? '
"No.'
"At any rate, the large ones upon the stone staddles?'
"They are not.'
"Them under the hedge?'
"No. I forgot to tell the thatcher to set about it.'
"Nor the little one by the stile?'
"Nor the little one by the stile. I overlooked the ricks this
year.'
"Then not a tenth of your corn will come to measure, sir.'
"Possibly not. "
"Overlooked them,' repeated Gabriel slowly to himself. It is
difficult to describe the intensely dramatic effect that announcement
had upon Oak at such a moment. All the night he had been feeling that
the neglect he was labouring to repair was abnormal and
isolated— the only instance of the kind within the circuit of
the county. Yet at this very time, within the same parish, a greater
waste had been going on, uncomplained of and disregarded. A few months
earlier Boldwood's forgetting his husbandry would have been as
preposterous an idea as a sailor forgetting he was in a ship. Oak was
just thinking that whatever he himself might have suffered from
Bathsheba's marriage, here was a man who had suffered more, when
Boldwood spoke in a changed voice— that of one who yearned to
make a confidence and relieve his heart by an outpouring.
"Oak, you know as well as I that things have gone wrong with me
lately. I may as well own it. I was going to get a little settled in
life; but in some way my plan has come to nothing.'
"I thought my mistress would have married you,' said Gabriel, not
knowing enough of the full depths of Boldwood's love to keep silence
on the farmer's account, and determined not to evade discipline by
doing so on his own. 'However, it is so sometimes, and nothing happens
that we expect,' he added, with the repose of a man whom misfortune
had inured rather than subdued.
"I daresay I am a joke about the parish,' said Boldwood, as if the
subject came irresistibly to his tongue, and with a miserable
lightness meant to express his indifference. "O
no— I don't think that.'
— But the real truth of the matter is that there was not, as
some fancy, any jilting on — her part. No engagement ever
existed between me and Miss Everdene. People say so, but it is untrue:
she never promised me.! ' Boldwood stood still now and turned his wild
face to Oak. 'O, Gabriel,' he continued, "I am weak and foolish, and
I don't know what, and I can't fend off my miserable grief!... I had
some faint belief in the mercy of God till I lost that woman. Yes, He
prepared a gourd to shade me, and like the prophet I thanked Him and
was glad. But the next day He prepared a worm to smite the gourd and
wither it; and I feel it is better to die than to live.!"
A silence followed. Boldwood aroused himself from the momentary
mood of confidence into which he had drifted, and walked on again,
resuming his usual reserve,
"No, Gabriel,' he resumed, with a carelessness which was like the
smile on the countenance of a skull: "it was made more of by other
people than ever it was by us. I do feel a little regret occasionally,
but no woman ever had power over me for any length of time. Well, good
morning ; I can trust you not to mention to others what has passed
between us two here.'
ON the turnpike road, between Casterbridge and Weatherbury, and about three miles from the former which pervade the highways of this undulating part of South Wessex. I returning from market it is usual for the farmers and other gig-gentry to alight at the bottom and walk up.
One Saturday evening in the month of October Bathsheba's vehicle was duly creeping up this incline. She was sitting listlessly in the second seat of the gig, whilst walking beside her in farmer's marketing suit of unusually fashionable cut was an erect, well-made young man. Though on foot, he held the reins and whip, and occasionally aimed light cuts at the horse's ear with the end of the lash, as a recreation. This man was her husband, formerly Sergeant Troy, who, having bought his discharge with Bathsheba's money, was gradually transforming himself into a farmer of a spirited and very modern school. People of unalterable ideas still insisted upon calling him 'Sergeant' when they met him, which was in some degree owing to his having still retained the well-shaped moustache of his military days, and the soldierly bearing inseparable from his form and training.
"Yes, if it hadn't been for that wretched rain I should have cleared two hundred as easy as looking, my love,' he was saying. "Don't you see, it altered all the chances? To speak like a book I once read, wet weather is the narrative, and fine days are the episodes, of our country's history; now, isn't that true?'
"But the time of year is come for changeable weather.'
"Well, yes. The fact is, these autumn races are the ruin of
everybody. Never did I see such a day as 'twas.! 'Tis a wild open
place, just out of Budmouth, and a drab sea rolled in "And you mean, Frank,' said Bathsheba, sadly— her voice was
painfully lowered from the fulness and vivacity of the previous
summer— "that you have lost more than a hundred pounds in a
month by this dreadful horse-racing? O, Frank, it is cruel; it is
foolish of you to take away my money so. We shall have to leave the
farm; that will be the end of it!.'
"Humbug about cruel. Now, there 'tis again— turn on the
waterworks ; that's just like you.'
"But you'll promise me not to go to Budmouth second meeting, won't
you? ' she implored. Bathsheba was at the full depth for tears, but
she maintained a dry eye.
"I don't see why I should; in fact, if it turns out to be a fine
day, I was thinking of taking you.'
"Never, never.! I'll go a hundred miles the other way first. I hate
the sound of the very word.!'
"But the question of going to see the race or staying at home has
very little to do with the matter. Bets are all booked safely enough
before the race begins, you may depend. Whether it is a bad race for
me or a good one, will have very little to do with our going there
next Monday.'
"But you don't mean to say that you have risked anything on this
one too.! ' she exclaimed, with an agonized look.
"There now, don't you be a little fool. Wait till you are told.
Why, Bathsheba, you have lost all the pluck and sauciness you formerly
had, and upon my life if I had known what a A flash of indignation might have been seen in Bathsheba's dark
eyes as she looked resolutely ahead after this reply. They moved on
without further speech, some early-withered leaves from the trees
which hooded the road at this spot occasionally spinning downward
across their path to the earth.
A woman appeared on the brow of the hill. The ridge was in a
cutting, so that she was very near the husband and wife before she
became visible. Troy had turned towards the gig to remount, and
whilst putting his foot on the step-the woman passed behind him.
Though the overshadowing trees and the approach of eventide
enveloped them in gloom, Bathsheba could see plainly enough to discern
the extreme poverty of the woman's garb, and the sadness of her face.
"Please, sir, do you know at what time Casterbridge Union-house
closes at night? '
The woman said these words to Troy over his shoulder. Troy started
visibly at the sound of the voice; yet he seemed to recover presence
of mind sufficient to prevent himself from giving way to his impulse
to suddenly turn and face her. He said, slowly—
"I don't know."
The woman, on hearing him speak, quickly looked up, examined the
side of his face, and recognized the soldier under the yeoman's garb.
Her face was drawn into an expression which had gladness and agony
both among its elements. She uttered an hysterical cry, and fell down.
"O, poor thing.!' exclaimed Bathsheba, instantly preparing to
alight.
"Stay where you are, and attend to the horse!' said Troy,
peremptorily throwing her the reins and the whip. "Walk the horse to
the top: I'll see to the woman.'
"But I— '
"Do you hear? Clk— Poppet.!' The horse,
gig, and Bathsheba moved on.
"How on earth did you come here? I thought you were miles away, or
dead.! Why didn't you write to me?' said Troy to the woman, in a
strangely gentle, yet hurried voice, as he lifted her up.
"I feared to."
"Have you any money?'
"None."
"Good Heaven— I wish I had more to give you!. Here's —
wretched — the merest trifle. It is every farthing I have left.
I have none but what my wife gives me, you know, and I can't ask her
now.'
The woman made no answer.
"I have only another moment,' continued Troy; 'and now listen.
Where are you going to-night? Casterbridge Union?'
"Yes; I thought to go there.'
"You shan't go there; yet, wait. Yes, perhaps for to-night ; I can
do nothing better— worse luck.! Sleep there to-night, and stay
there to-morrow. Monday is the first free day I have; and on Monday
morning, at ten exactly, meet me on Grey's Bridge just out of the
town. I'll bring all the money I can muster. You shan't want — I'll see
that, Fanny; then I'll get you a lodging somewhere. Good-bye till
then. I am a brute — but good-bye.!'
After advancing the distance which completed the ascent of the
hill, Bathsheba turned her head. The woman was upon her feet, and
Bathsheba saw her withdrawing from Troy, and going feebly down the
hill by the third milestone from Casterbridge. Troy then came on
towards his wife, stepped into the gig, took the reins from her hand,
and without making any observation whipped the horse into a trot. He
was rather agitated.
"Do you know who that woman was?' said Bathsheba, looking
searchingly into his face.
"I do,' he said, looking boldly back into hers.
"I thought you did,' said she, with angry hauteur, and still
regarding him. "Who is she?' He suddenly seemed to
think that frankness would benefit neither of the women.
"Nothing to either of us,' he said. "I know her by sight."
"What is her name?' "How should I know her name?'
"I think you do.'
"Think if you will, and be— — "The sentence was
completed by a smart cut of the whip round Poppet's flank, which
caused the animal to start forward at a wild pace. No more was said.
FOR a considerable time the woman walked on. Her steps became feebler, and she strained her eyes to look afar upon the naked road, now indistinct amid the penumbrae of night. At length her onward walk dwindled to the merest totter, and she opened a gate within which was a haystack. Underneath this she sat down and presently slept.
When the woman awoke it was to find herself in the depths of a moonless and starless night. A heavy unbroken crust of cloud stretched across the sky, shutting out every speck of heaven ; and a distant halo which hung over the town of Casterbridge was visible against the black concave, the luminosity appearing the brighter by its great contrast with the circumscribing darkness. Towards this weak, soft glow the woman turned her eyes.
"If I could only get there.!' she said. "Meet him the day after to-morrow: God help me! Perhaps I shall be in my grave before then.'
A manor-house clock from the far depths of shadow struck the hour, one, in a small, attenuated tone. After midnight the voice of a clock seems to lose in breadth as much as in length, and to diminish its sonorousness to a thin falsetto.
Afterwards a light— two lights— arose from the remote shade, and grew larger. A carriage rolled along the toad, and passed the gate. It probably contained some late diners-out. The beams from one lamp shone for a moment upon the crouching woman, and threw her face into vivid relief. The face was young in the groundwork, old in the finish ; the general contours were flexuous and childlike, but the finer lineaments had begun to be sharp and thin.
The pedestrian stood up, apparently with revived determination, and
looked around. The road appeared to be "Two more!' she said.
She leant against the stone as a means of rest for a short
interval, then bestirred herself, and again pursued her way. For a
slight distance she bore up bravely, afterwards flagging as before.
This was beside a lone copsewood, wherein heaps of white chips strewn
upon the leafy ground showed that woodmen had been faggoting and
making hurdles during the day. Now there was not a rustle, not a
breeze, not the faintest clash of twigs to keep her company. The
woman looked over the gat, opened it, and went in. Close to the
entrance stood a row of faggots, bound and unbound, together with
stakes of all sizes.
For a few seconds the wayfarer stood with that tense stillness
which signifies itself to be not the end but merely the suspension, of
a previous motion. Her attitude was that of a person who listens,
either to the external world of sound, or to the imagined discourse of
thought. A close criticism might have detected signs proving that she
was intent on the latter alternative. Moreover, as was shown by what
followed, she was oddly exercising the faculty of invention upon the
speciality of the clever Jacquet Droz, the designer of automatic
substitutes for human limbs.
By the aid of the Casterbridge aurora, and by feeling with her
hands, the woman selected two sticks from the heaps. These sticks were
nearly straight to the height of three or four feet, where each
branched into a fork like the letter Y. She sat down, snapped off the
small upper twigs, and carried the remainder with her into the road.
She placed one of these forks under each arm as a crutch, tested them,
timidly threw her whole weight upon them— so little that it
was— and swung herself forward. The girl had made for herself a
material aid.
The crutches answered well. The pat of her feet, and the tap of her
sticks upon the highway, were all the sounds that Here she lay, a shapeless heap, for ten minutes and more. The
morning wind began to boom dully over the flats, and to move afresh
dead leaves which had lain still since yesterday. The woman
desperately turned round upon her knees, and next rose to her feet.
Steadying herself by the help of one crutch, she essayed a step, then
another, then a third, using the crutches now as walking-sticks only.
Thus she progressed till descending Mellstock Hill another milestone
appeared, and soon the beginning of an iron-railed fence came into
view. She staggered across to the first post, clung to it, and looked
around.
The Casterbridge lights were now individually visible, It was
getting towards morning, and vehicles might be hoped for, if not
expected soon. She listened. There was not a sound of life save that
acme and sublimation of all dismal sounds, the hark of a fox, its
three hollow notes being rendered at intervals of a minute with the
precision of a funeral bell.
"Less than a mile.!' the woman murmured. "No; more,' she added,
after a pause. 'The mile is to the county hall, and my resting-place
is on the other side Casterbridge. A little over a mile, and there I
am! ' After an interval she again spoke. "Five or six steps to a
yard— six perhaps. I have to go seventeen hundred yards. A
hundred times six, six hundred. Seventeen times that. O pity me,
Lord.!'
Holding to the rails, she advanced, thrusting one hand forward upon
the rail, then the other, then leaning over it whilst she dragged her
feet on beneath.
This woman was not given to soliloquy; but extremity of feeling
lessens the individuality of the weak, as it increases This was a practical application of the principle that a
half-feigned and fictitious faith is better than no faith at all.
She passed five posts and held on to the fifth.
"I'll pass five more by believing my longed-for spot is at the next
fifth. I can do it.'
She passed five more. "
It lies only five further.'
She passed five more.
"But it is five further.'
She passed them.
"That stone bridge is the end of my journey,' she said, when the
bridge over the Froom was in view.
She crawled to the bridge. During the effort each breath of the
woman went into the air as if never to return again.
"Now for the truth of the matter,' she said, sitting down. "The
truth is, that I have less than half a mile.' Self-beguilement with
what she had known all the time to be false had given her strength to
come over half a mile that she would have been powerless to face in
the lump. The artifice showed that the woman, by some mysterious
intuition, had grasped the paradoxical truth that blindness may
operate more vigorously than prescience, and the short-sighted effect
more than the far-seeing ; that limitation, and not comprehensiveness,
is needed for striking a blow.
The half-mile stood now before the sick and weary woman like a
stolid Juggernaut. It was an impassive King of her world. The road
here ran across Durnover Moor, open to the road on either side. She
surveyed the wide space, the lights, herself, sighed, and lay down
against a guard-stone of the bridge.
Never was ingenuity exercised so sorely as the traveller here
exercised hers. Every conceivable aid, method, stratagem, mechanism,
by which these last desperate eight hundred yards could be overpasscd
by a human being unperceived, was revolved in her busy brain, and
dismissed as impracticable. She thought of "No further.!' she whispered, and closed her eyes.
From the stripe of shadow on the opposite side of the bridge a
portion of shade seemed to detach itself and move into isolation upon
the pale white of the road. It glided noiselessly towards the
recumbent woman.
She became conscious of something touching her hand; it was
softness and it was warmth. She opened her eye's, and the substance
touched her face. A dog was licking her cheek.
He was huge, heavy, and quiet creature, standing darkly against
the low horizon, and at least two feet higher than the present
position of her eyes. Whether Newfoundland, mastiff, bloodhound, or
what not, it was impossible to say. He seemed to be of too strange and
mysterious a nature to belong to any variety among those of popular
nomenclature. Being thus assignable to no breed, he was the ideal
embodiment of canine greatness — a generalization from what was
common to all. Night, in its sad, solemn, and benevolent aspect,
apart from its stealthy and cruel side, was personified in this form
Darkness endows the small and ordinary ones among mankind with
poetical power, and even the suffering woman threw her idea into
figure.
In her reclining position she looked up to him just as in earlier
times she had, when standing, looked up to a man. The animal, who was
as homeless as she, respectfully withdrew a step or two when the
woman moved, and, seeing that she did not repulse him, he licked her
hand again.
A thought moved within her like lightning. "Perhaps I can make use
of him — I might do it then!'
She pointed in the direction of Casterbridge, and the dog seemed to
misunderstand: he trotted on. Then, finding she could not follow, he
came back and whined.
The ultimate and saddest singularity of woman's effort and
invention was reached when, with a quickened breathing, she rose to a
stooping posture, and, resting her two little arms Their progress was necessarily very slow. They reached the bottom
of the town, and the Casterbridge lamps lay before them like fallen
Pleiads as they turned to the left into the dense shade of a deserted
avenue of chestnuts, and so skirted the borough. Thus the town was
passed, and the goal was reached.
On this much-desired spot outside the town rose a picturesque
building. Originally it had been a mere case to hold people. The shell
had been so thin, so devoid of excrescence, and so closely drawn over
the accommodation granted, that the grim character of what was beneath
showed through it, as the shape of a body is visible under a
winding-sheet.
Then Nature, as if offended, lent a hand. Masses of ivy grew up,
completely covering the walls, till the place looked like an abbey;
and it was discovered that the view from the front, over the
Casterbridge chimneys, was one of the most magnificent in the county.
A neighbouring earl once said that he would give up a year's rental to
have at his own door the view enjoyed by the inmates from
theirs— and very probably the inmates would have given up the
view for his year's rental.
This stone edifice consisted of a central mass and It was getting on towards six o'clock, and sounds of movement were
to be heard inside the building which was the haven of rest to this
wearied soul. A little door by the large one was opened, and a man
appeared inside. He discerned the panting heap of clothes, went back
for a light, and came again. He entered a second time, and returned
with two women.
These lifted the prostrate figure and assisted her in through the
doorway. The man then closed the door.
"How did she get here?"said one of the women.
"The Lord knows,' said the other.
There is a dog outside,"murmured the overcome traveller. "Where
is he gone? He helped me.'
I stoned him away,' said the man.
The little procession then moved forward— the man in front
bearing the light, the two bony women next, supporting between them
the small and supple one. Thus they entered the house and disappeared.
SUSPICION
BATHSHEBA said very little to her husband all that evening of their return from market, and he was not disposed to say much to her. He exhibited the unpleasant combination of a restless condition with a silent tongue. The next day, which was Sunday, passed nearly in the same manner as regarded their taciturnity, Bathsheba going to church both morning and afternoon. This was the day before the Budmouth races. In the evening Troy said, suddenly— "
Bathsheba, could you let me have twenty pounds?"
Her countenance instantly sank. ' Twenty pounds? she said.
"The fact is, I want it badly.' The anxiety upon Troy's face was unusual and very marked. It was a culmination of the mood he had been in all the day.
"Ah!. for those races to-morrow.'
Troy for the moment made no reply. Her mistake had its advantages to a man who shrank from having his mind inspected as he did now. "Well, suppose I do want it for races?' he said, at last.
"O, Frank.!' Bathsheba replied, and there was such a volume of entreaty in the words. "Only such a few weeks ago you said that I was far sweeter than all your other pleasures put together, and that you would give them all up for me; and now, won't you give up this one, which is more a worry than a pleasure? Do, Frank. Come, let me fascinate you by all I can do — by pretty words and pretty looks, and everything I can think of — to stay at home. Say yes to your wife— say yes.!'
The tenderest and softest phases of Bathsheba's nature were
prominent now— advanced impulsively for his acceptance, without
any of the disguises and defences which the wariness of her character
when she was cool too frequently threw "The money is not wanted for racing debts at all,' he said.
"What is it for?' she asked. "You worry me a great deal by these
mysterious responsibilities, Frank."
Troy hesitated. He did not now love her enough to allow himself to
be carried too far by her ways. Yet it was necessary to be civil. "You
wrong me by such a suspicious manner, he said. "Such
strait-waistcoating as you treat me to is not becoming in you at so
early a date.'
"I think that I have a right to grumble a little if I pay,' she
said, with features between a smile and a pout.
Exactly; and, the former being done, suppose we proceed to the
latter. Bathsheba, fun is all very well, but don't go too far, or you
may have cause to regret something.'
She reddened. "I do that already,' she said, quickly
"What do you regret?
"That my romance has come to an end.'
"All romances end at marriage.'
"I wish you wouldn't talk like that.
You grieve me to my soul by being smart at my expense.' "
You are dull enough at mine. I believe you hate me.'
"Not you— only your faults. I do hate them.'
"'Twould be much more becoming if you set yourself to cure them.
Come, let's strike a balance with the twenty pounds, and be friends.'
She gave a sigh of resignation. 'I have about that sum here for
household expenses. If you must have it, take it.'
"Very good. Thank you. I expect I shall have gone away before you
are in to breakfast to-morrow.'
"And must you go? Ah!. there was a time, Frank, when it would have
taken a good many promises to other people to drag you away from me.
You used to call me darling, then. "I must go, in spite of sentiment.' Troy, as he spoke, looked at
his watch, and, apparently actuated by Bathsheba's eyes had been accidentally lifted at that moment, and
she saw the action and saw the hair. She flushed in pain and surprise,
and some words escaped her before she had thought whether or not it
was wise to utter them. "A woman's curl of hair!' she said. "O, Frank,
whose is that?'
Troy had instantly closed his watch. He carelessly replied, as one
who cloaked some feelings that the sight had stirred. ' Why, yours, of
course. Whose should it be? I had quite forgotten that I had it.'
"What a dreadful fib, Frank.!'
"I tell you I had forgotten it.!' he said, loudly.
"I don't mean that— it was yellow hair.'
"Nonsense.'
"That's insulting me. I know it was yellow. Now whose was it? I
want to know.'
"Very well— I'll tell you, so make no more ado. It is the
hair of a young woman I was going to marry before I knew you.'
"You ought to tell me her name, then.'
"I cannot do that.'
"Is she married yet?'
"No.'
"Is she alive?'
"Yes.'
"Is she pretty?'
"Yes.'
"It is wonderful how she can be, poor thing, under such an awful
affliction!'
"Affliction— what affliction? ' he inquired, quickly.
"Having hair of that dreadful colour.'
"Oh— ho — I like that.!' said Troy, recovering himself. "Why,
her hair has been admired by everybody who has seen her since she has
worn it loose, which has not been long. It is "Pooh! that's nothing— that's nothing!' she exclaimed, in
incipient accents of pique. 'If I cared for your love as much as I
used to I could say people had turned to look at mine.'
"Bathsheba, don't be so fitful and jealous. You knew what married
life would be like, and shouldn't have entered it if you feared these
contingencies.'
Troy had by this time driven her to bitterness: her heart was big
in her throat, and the ducts to her eyes were painfully full. Ashamed
as she was to show emotion, at last she burst out:—
"This is all I get for loving you so well! Ah! when I married you
your life was dearer to me than my own. I would have died for
you— how truly I can say that I would have died for you.! And
now you sneer at my foolishness in marrying you. O! is it kind to me
to throw my mistake in my face? Whatever opinion you may have of my
wisdom, you should not tell me of it so mercilessly, now that I am in
your power.'
"I can't help how things fall out,' said Troy; "upon my heart,
women will be the death of me.!'
"Well you shouldn't keep people's hair. You'll burn it, won't you,
Frank?'
Frank went on as if he had not heard her. "There are considerations
even before my consideration for you; reparations to be made—
ties you know nothing of If you repent of marrying, so do I.'
Trembling now, she put her hand upon his arm, saying, in mingled
tones of wretchedness and coaxing, "I only repent it if you don't love
me better than any woman in the world.! I don't otherwise, Frank. You
don't repent because you already love somebody better than you love
me, do you?'
"I don't know. Why do you say that?'
"You won't burn that curl. You like the woman who owns that pretty
hair— yes; it is pretty— more beautiful than my miserable
black mane! Well, it is no use; I can't help being ugly. You must like
her best, if you will!'
"Until to-day, when I took it from a drawer, I have "But just now you said "ties;" and then— that woman we met?'
"'Twas the meeting with her that reminded me of the hair.'
"Is it hers, then?'
"Yes. There, now that you have wormed it out of me, I hope you are
content.'
"And what are the ties?'
"Oh! that meant nothing — a mere jest.'
"A mere jest! ' she said, in mournful astonishment. "Can you jest
when I am so wretchedly in earnest? Tell me the truth, Frank. I am not
a fool, you know, although I am a woman, and have my woman's moments.
Come! treat me fairly,' she said, looking honestly and fearlessly into
his face. "I don't want much; bare justice — that's all! Ah!
once I felt I could be content with nothing less than the highest
homage from the husband I should choose. Now, anything short of
cruelty will content me. Yes! the independent and spirited Bathsheba
is come to this.!'
"For Heaven's sake don't be so desperate! "Troy said, snappishly,
rising as he did so, and leaving the room.
Directly he had gone, Bathsheba burst into great sobs—
dry-eyed sobs, which cut as they came, without any softening by tears.
But she determined to repress all evidences of feeling. She was
conquered; but she would never own it as long as she lived. Her pride
was indeed brought low by despairing discoveries of her spoliation by
marriage with a less pure nature than her own. She chafed to and fro
in rebelliousness, like a caged leopard; her whole soul was in arms,
and the blood fired her face. Until she had met Troy, Bathsheba had
been proud of her position as a woman; it had been a glory to her to
know that her lips had been touched by no man's on earth— that
her waist had never been encircled by a lover's arm. She hated herself
now. In those earlier days she had always nourished a secret contempt
for girls who were the slaves of the first good-looking young fellow
who should choose to salute them. She had never taken kindly to the
idea of The next morning she rose earlier than usual, and had the horse
saddled for her ride round the farm in the customary way. When she
came in at half-past eight— their usual hour for
breakfasting— she was informed that her husband had risen, taken
his breakfast, and driven off to Casterbridge with the gig and Poppet.
After breakfast she was cool and collected— quite herself in
fact— and she rambled to the gate, intending to walk to another
quarter of the farm, which she still personally superintended as well
as her duties in the house would permit, continually, however, finding
herself preceded in forethought by Gabriel Oak, for whom she began to
entertain the genuine friendship of a sister. Of course, she sometimes
thought of him in the light of an old lover, and had momentary
imaginings of what life with him as a husband would have been like;
also of life with Boldwood under the same conditions. But Bathsheba,
though she could feel, was not much given to futile dreaming, and her
musings under this head were short and entirely confined to the times
when Troy's neglect was more than ordinarily evident.
She saw coming up the road a man like Mr. Boldwood. Thus they continued for a long time. Joseph Poorgrass now passed
near them, wheeling a barrow of apples up the hill to Bathsheba's
residence. Boldwood and Gabriel called to him, spoke to him for a few
minutes, and then all three parted, Joseph immediately coming up the
hill with his barrow.
Bathsheba, who had seen this pantomime with some surprise,
experienced great relief when Boldwood turned back again. 'Well,
what's the message, Joseph? ' she said.
He set down his barrow, and, putting upon himself the refined
aspect that a conversation with a lady required, spoke to Bathsheba
over the gate.
"You'll never see Fanny Robin no more— use nor
principal-ma'am.'
"
Why?'
"Because she's dead in the Union.'
"Fanny dead— never.!'
"Yes, ma'am.'
"What did she die from?"
"I don't know for certain; but I should be inclined to think it was
from general neshness of constitution. She was such a limber maid
that 'a could stand no hardship, even when I knowed her, and 'a went
like a candle-snoff, so 'tis said. She was took bad in the morning,
and, being quite feeble and worn out, she died in the evening. She
belongs by law to our parish; and Mr. Boldwood is going to send a
waggon at three this afternoon to fetch her home here and bury her.'
"Indeed I shall not let Mr. Boldwood do any such thing — I shall do
it! Fanny was my uncle's servant, and, although I only knew her for a
couple of days, she belongs to me. How very, very sad this is.!—
the idea of Fanny being in a workhouse.' Bathsheba had begun to know
what suffering was, and she spoke with real feeling.... "Send across
to Mr. Boldwood's, and say that Mrs. Troy will take upon herself the
duty "There will hardly be time, ma'am, will there?'
"Perhaps not,' she said, musingly. "When did you say we must be
at the door— three o'clock?'
"Three o'clock this afternoon, ma'am, so to speak it.'
"Very well-you go with it. A pretty waggon is better than an ugly
hearse, after all. Joseph, have the new spring waggon with the blue
body and red wheels, and wash it very clean. And, Joseph—
— '
"Yes, ma'am.'
"Carry with you some evergreens and flowers to put upon her coffin
— indeed, gather a great many, and completely bury her in them.
Get some boughs of laurustinus, and variegated box, and yew, and
boy's-love; ay, and some hunches of chrysanthemum. And let old
Pleasant draw her, because she knew him so well.'
"I will, ma'am. I ought to have said that the Union, in the form of
four labouring men, will meet me when I gets to our churchyard gate,
and take her and bury her according to the rites of the Board of
Guardians, as by law ordained.'
"Dear me— Casterbridge Union— and is Fanny come to
this?' said Bathsheba, musing. "I wish I had known of it sooner. I
thought she was far away. How long has she lived there?'
"On'y been there a day or two.'
"Oh.!— then she has not been staying there as a regular
inmate?' "
No. She first went to live in a garrison-town t'other side o'
Wessex, and since then she's been picking up a living at seampstering
in Melchester for several months, at the house of a very respectable
widow-woman who takes in work of that sort. She only got handy the
Union-house on Sunday morning 'a b'lieve, and 'tis supposed here and
there that she had traipsed every step of the way from Melchester. Why
she left her place, I can't say, for I don't know; and as to a lie,
why, I wouldn't tell it. That's the short of the story, ma'am.'
"Ah-h.! ' No gem ever flashed from a rosy ray to a
white one more rapidly than changed the young wife's countenance
whilst this word came from her in a long-drawn breath. "Did she walk
along our turnpike-road?' she said, in a suddenly restless and eager
voice.
"I believe she did.... Ma'am, shall I call Liddy? You bain't well,
ma'am, surely? You look like a lily — so pale and fainty.!'
"No; don't call her; it is nothing. When did she pass Weatherbury?'
"Last Saturday night.'
"That will do, Joseph; now you may go.'
"Certainly, ma'am.'
"Joseph, come hither a moment. What was the colour of Fanny Robin's
hair?'
"Really, mistress, now that 'tis put to me so judge-and-jury like,
I can't call to mind, if ye'll believe me.!'
"Never mind; go on and do what I told you. Stop — well no, go
on.'
She turned herself away from him, that he might no longer notice
the mood which had set its sign so visibly upon her, and went indoors
with a distressing sense of faintness and a beating brow. About an
hour after, she heard the noise of the waggon and went out, still with
a painful consciousness of her bewildered and troubled look. Joseph,
dressed in his best suit of clothes, was putting in the horse to
start. The shrubs and flowers were all piled in the waggon, as she had
directed Bathsheba hardly saw them now.
"Whose sweetheart did you say, Joseph?'
"I don't know, ma'am.'
"Are you quite sure?'
"Yes, ma'am, quite sure.'
"Sure of what?'
"I'm sure that all I know is that she arrived in the morning and
died in the evening without further parley. What Oak and Mr. Boldwood
told me was only these few words. "Little Fanny Robin is dead,
Joseph,' Gabriel said, looking in my face in his steady old way. I
was very sorry, and I said, "Ah!.— and how did she "Have you heard a different story at all?' She looked at him so
intently that Joseph's eyes quailed.
"Not a word, mistress, I assure 'ee.!"he said. "Hardly anybody in
the parish knows the news yet.'
"I wonder why Gabriel didn't bring the message to me himself. He
mostly makes a point of seeing me upon the most trifling errand.'
These words were merely murmured, and she was looking upon the ground.
"Perhaps he was busy, ma'am,' Joseph suggested. "And sometimes he
seems to suffer from things upon his mind, connected with the time
when he was better off than 'a is now. 'A's rather a curious item, but
a very understanding shepherd, and learned in books.'
"Did anything seem upon his mind whilst he was speaking to you
about this?'
"I cannot but say that there did, ma'am. He was terrible down, and
so was Farmer Boldwood.'
"Thank you, Joseph. That will do. Go on now, or you'll be late.'
Bathsheba, still unhappy, went indoors again. In the course of the
afternoon she said to Liddy, Who had been informed of the occurrence,
"What was the colour "It was light, ma'am; but she wore it rather short, and packed away
under her cap, so that you would hardly notice it. But I have seen her
let it down when she was going to bed, and it looked beautiful then.
Real golden hair.'
"Her young man was a soldier, was he not?'
"Yes. In the same regiment as Mr. Troy. He says he knew him very
well.'
"What, Mr. Troy says so? How came he to say that?'
"One day I just named it to him, and asked him if he knew Fanny's
young man. He said, "O yes, he knew the young man as well as he knew
himself, and that there wasn't a man in the regiment he liked
better."'
"Ah! Said that, did he?'
"Yes; and he said there was a strong likeness between himself and
the other young man, so that sometimes people mistook them—
— '
"Liddy, for Heaven's sake stop your talking.!' said Bathsheba,
with the nervous petulance that comes from worrying perceptions.
A WALL bounded the site of Casterbridge Union-house, except along a portion of the end. Here a high gable stood prominent, and it was covered like the front with a mat of ivy. In this gable was no window, chimney, ornament, or protuberance of any kind. The single feature appertaining to it, beyond the expanse of dark green leaves, was a small door.
The situation of the door was peculiar. The sill was three or four feet above the ground, and for a moment one was at a loss for an explanation of this exceptional altitude, till ruts immediately beneath suggested that the door was used solely for the passage of articles and persons to and from the level of a vehicle standing on the outside. Upon the whole, the door seemed to advertise itself as a species of Traitor's Gate translated to another sphere. That entry and exit hereby was only at rare intervals became apparent on noting that tufts of grass were allowed to flourish undisturbed in the chinks of the sill.
As the clock over the South-street Alms-house pointed to five minutes to three, a blue spring waggon, picked out with red, and containing boughs and flowers, passed the end of the street, and up towards this side of the building. Whilst the chimes were yet stammering out a shattered form of "Malbrook,' Joseph Poorgrass rang the bell, and received directions to back his waggon against the high door under the gable. The door then opened, and a plain elm coffin was slowly thrust forth, and laid by two men in fustian along the middle of the vehicle.
One of the men then stepped up beside it, took from his pocket a
lump of chalk, and wrote upon the cover the name and a few other words
in a large scrawling hand. (We believe that they do these things more
tenderly now, and provide a Joseph then placed the flowers as enjoined, and the evergreens
around the flowers, till it was difficult to divine what the waggon
contained; he smacked his whip, and the rather pleasing funeral car
crept down the hill, and along the road to Weatherbury.
The afternoon drew on apace, and, looking to the right towards the
sea as he walked beside the horse, Poorgrass saw strange clouds and
scrolls of mist rolling over the long ridges which girt the landscape
in that quarter. They came in yet greater volumes, and indolently
crept across the intervening valleys, and around the withered papery
flags of the moor and river brinks. Then their dank spongy forms
closed in upon the sky. It was a sudden overgrowth of atmospheric
fungi which had their roots in the neighbouring sea, and by the time
that horse, man, and corpse entered Yalbury Great Wood, these silent
workings of an invisible hand had reached them, and they were
completely enveloped, this being the first arrival of the autumn fogs,
and the first fog of the series.
The air was as an eye suddenly struck blind. The waggon and its
load rolled no longer on the horizontal division between clearness
and opacity, but were imbedded in an elastic body of a monotonous
pallor throughout. There was no perceptible motion in the air, not a
visible drop of water fell upon a leaf of the beeches, birches, and
firs composing the wood on either side. The trees stood in an attitude
of intentness, as if they waited longingly for a wind to come and rock
them. A startling quiet overhung all surrounding things — so
completely, that the crunching of the waggon-wheels was as a great
noise, and small rustles, which had never obtained a hearing except by
night, were distinctly individualized.
Joseph Poorgrass looked round upon his sad burden as it loomed
faintly through the flowering laurustinus, then at the At the roadside hamlet called Roy-Town, just beyond this wood, was
the old inn Buck's Head. It was about a mile and a half from
Weatherbury, and in the meridian times of stage-coach travelling had
been the place where many coaches changed and kept their relays of
horses. All the old stabling was now pulled down, and little remained
besides the habitable inn itself, which, standing a little way back
from the road, signified its existence to people far up and down the
highway by a sign hanging from the horizontal bough of an elm on the
opposite side of the way.
Travellers — for the variety The manners of the inn were of the old-established It was a relief to Joseph's heart when the friendly signboard came
in view, and, stopping his horse immediately beneath it, he proceeded
to fulfil an intention made a long time before. His spirits were
oozing out of him quite. He turned the horse's head to the green bank,
and entered the hostel for a mug of ale.
Going down into the kitchen of the inn, the floor of which was a
step below the passage, which in its turn was a step below the road
outside, what should Joseph see to gladden his eyes but two
copper-coloured discs, in the form of the countenances of Mr. Jan
Coggan and Mr. Mark Clark. These owners of the two most appreciative
throats in the neighbourhood, within the pale of respectability, were
now sitting face to face over a three-legged circular table, having
an iron rim to keep cups and pots from being accidentally elbowed off;
they might have been said to resemble the setting sun and the full
moon shining "Why, 'tis neighbour Poorgrass.!' said Mark Clark. "I'm sure your
face don't praise your mistress's table, Joseph.'
"I've had a very pale companion for the last four miles,' said
Joseph, indulging in a shudder toned down by resignation. 'And to
speak the truth, 'twas beginning to tell upon me. I assure ye, I
ha'n't seed the colour of victuals or drink since breakfast time this
morning, and that was no more than a dew-bit afield.'
"Then drink, Joseph, and don't restrain yourself!.' said Coggan,
handing him a hooped mug three-quarters full.
Joseph drank for a moderately long time, then for a longer time,
saying, as he lowered the jug, "'Tis pretty drinking — very "True, drink is a pleasant delight,' said Jan, as one who repeated
a truism so familiar to his brain that he hardly noticed its passage
over his tongue ; and, lifting the cup, Coggan tilted his head
gradually backwards, with closed eyes, that his expectant soul might
not be diverted for one instant from its bliss by irrelevant
surroundings.
"Well, I must be on again,' said Poorgrass. "Not but that I should
like another nip with ye; but the parish might lose confidence in me
if I was seed here.'
"Where be ye trading o't to to-day, then, Joseph?'
"Back to Weatherbury. I've got poor little Fanny Robin in my waggon
outside, and I must be at the churchyard gates at a quarter to five
with her.'
"Ay — I've heard of it. And so she's nailed up in parish boards after
all, and nobody to pay the bell shilling and the grave half-crown.'
"The parish pays the grave half-crown, but not the bell shilling,
because the bell's a luxery: but 'a can hardly do without the grave,
poor body. However, I expect our mistress will pay all.'
"A pretty maid as ever I see.! But what's yer hurry, Joseph? The
pore woman's dead, and you can't bring her to life, and you may as
well sit down comfortable, and finish another with us.'
"I don't mind taking just the least thimbleful ye can dream of more
with ye, sonnies. But only a few minutes, because 'tis as 'tis.'
"Of course, you'll have another drop. A man's twice the man
afterwards. You feel so warm and glorious, and you whop and slap at
your work without any trouble, and everything goes on like sticks
a-breaking. Too much liquor is bad, and leads us to that horned man in
the smoky house ; but after all, many people haven't the gift of
enjoying a wet, and since we be highly favoured with a power that way,
we should make the most o't.'
"True,' said Mark Clark. "'Tis a talent the Lord Well, really, I must be onward again now,' said Joseph.
"Now, now, Joseph; nonsense.! The poor woman is dead, isn't she,
and what's your hurry?'
"Well, I hope Providence won't be in a way with me for my doings,'
said Joseph, again sitting down. 'I've been troubled with weak moments
lately, 'tis true. I've been drinky once this month already, and I
did not go to church a-Sunday, and I dropped a curse or two yesterday;
so I don't want to go too far for my safety. Your next world is your
next world, and not to be squandered offhand.'
"I believe ye to be a chapel-member, Joseph. That I do.'
"Oh, no, no.! I don't go so far as that.'
"For my part,' said Coggan, "I'm staunch Church of England.'
"Ay, and faith, so be I,' said Mark Clark.
"I won't say much for myself; I don't wish to,' Coggan continued,
with that tendency to talk on principles which is characteristic of
the barley-corn. "But I've never changed a single doctrine: I've stuck
like a plaster to the old faith I was born in. Yes; there's this to be
said for the Church, a man can belong to the Church and bide in his
cheerful old inn, and never trouble or worry his mind about doctrines
at all. But to be a meetinger, you must go to chapel in all winds and
weathers, and make yourself as frantic as a skit. Not but that
chapel-members be clever chaps enough in their way. They can lift up
beautiful prayers out of their own heads, all about their families and
shipwracks in the newspaper.'
"They can— they can,' said Mark Clark, with corroborative
feeling ; "but we Churchmen, you see, must have it all printed
aforehand, or, dang it all, we should no more know what to say to a
great gaffer like the Lord than babes unborn,'
"Chapel-folk be more hand-in-glove with them above than we,' said
Joseph, thoughtfully.
"Yes,' said Coggan. " We know very well that if anybody do go to
heaven, they will. They've worked hard for it, and they "Well said— very well said,' observed Joseph.— "
However, folks, I must be moving now: upon my life I must. Pa'son
Thirdly will be waiting at the church gates, and there's the woman
a-biding outside in the waggon.'
"Joseph Poorgrass, don't be so miserable.! Pa'son Thirdly won't
mind. He's a generous man ; he's found me in tracts for years, and
I've consumed a good many in the course of a long and shady life; but
he's never been the man to cry out at the expense. Sit down.'
The longer Joseph Poorgrass remained, the less his spirit was
troubled by the duties which devolved upon him this afternoon. The
minutes glided by uncounted, until the evening shades began
perceptibly to deepen, and the eyes of the three were but sparkling
points on the surface of darkness. Coggan's repeater struck six from
his pocket in the usual still small tones.
At that moment hasty steps were heard in the entry, and the door
opened to admit the figure of Gabriel Oak, followed by the maid of the
inn bearing a candle. He stared sternly at the one lengthy and two
round faces of the sitters, which confronted him with the expressions
of a fiddle and a couple of warming-pans. Joseph Poorgrass blinked,
and shrank several inches into the background.
"Upon my soul, I'm ashamed of you ; 'tis disgraceful, Joseph,
disgraceful!. "said Gabriel, indignantly. "Coggan, you call yourself
a man, and don't know better than this.' Coggan
looked up indefinitely at Oak, one or other of his eyes occasionally
opening and closing of its own accord, as if it were not a member, but
a dozy individual with a distinct personality.
"Don't take on so, shepherd!' said Mark Clark, looking
reproachfully at the candle, which appeared to possess special
features of interest for his eyes.
"Nobody can hurt a dead woman,' at length said Coggan, with the
precision of a machine. "All that could be done for her is done—
she's beyond us: and why should a man put himself in a tearing hurry
for lifeless clay that can neither feel nor see, and don't know what
you do with her at all? If she'd been alive, I would have been the
first to help her. If she now wanted victuals and drink, I'd pay for
it, money down. But she's dead, and no speed of ours will bring her to
life. The woman's past us— time spent upon her is throwed away:
why should we hurry to do what's not required? Drink, shepherd, and be
friends, for to-morrow we may be like her.'
"We may,' added Mark Clark, emphatically, at once drinking
himself, to run no further risk of losing his chance by the event
alluded to, Jan meanwhile merging his additional thoughts of to-morrow
in a song:— "Do hold thy horning, Jan.!' said Oak; and turning upon Poorgrass,
"as for you, Joseph, who do your wicked deeds in such confoundedly
holy ways, you are as drunk as you can stand.'
"No, Shepherd Oak, no! Listen to reason, shepherd. All that's the
matter with me is the affliction called a multiplying eye, and that's
how it is I look double to you — I mean, you look double to me.'
A multiplying eye is a very bad thing,' said Mark Clark. It always comes on when I have been in a public— house
a little time,' said Joseph Poorgrass, meekly. "Yes; I see two of
every sort, as if I were some holy man living in the times of King
Noah and entering into the ark.... Y-y-y-yes,' he added, becoming much
affected by the picture of himself as a person thrown away, and
shedding tears; "I feel too good for England: I ought to have lived in
Genesis by rights, like the other men of sacrifice, and then I
shouldn't have b-b-been called a d-d-drunkard in such a way.!'
"I wish you'd show yourself a man of spirit, and not sit whining
there.!'
"Show myself a man of spirit?... Ah, well! let me take the name of
drunkard humbly— let me be a man of contrite knees— let it
be.! l know that I always do say "Please God' afore I do anything,
from my getting up to my going down of the same, and I be willing to
take as much disgrace as there is in that holy act. Hah, yes.!... But
not a man of spirit? Have I ever allowed the toe of pride to be
lifted against my hinder parts without groaning manfully that I
question the right to do so? I inquire that query boldly?'
"We can't say that you have, Hero Poorgrass,' admitted Jan.
"Never have I allowed such treatment to pass unquestioned!. Yet the
shepherd says in the face of that rich testimony that I be not a man
of spirit! Well, let it pass by, and death is a kind friend!.'
Gabriel, seeing that neither of the three was in a fit state to
Cake charge of the waggon for the remainder of the journey, made no
reply, but, closing the door again upon them, went across to where
the vehicle stood, now getting indistinct in the fog and gloom of this
mildewy time. He pulled the horse's head from the large patch of turf
it had eaten bare, readjusted the boughs over the coffin, and drove
along through the unwholesome night.
It had gradually become rumoured in the village that the body to be
brought and buried that day was all that was left of the unfortunate
Fanny Robin who had followed the Eleventh from Casterbridge through
Melchester and onwards. But, By the time that Gabriel reached the old manor-house, her
residence, which lay in his way to the church, it was quite dark. A
man came from the gate and said through the fog, which hung between
them like blown flour—
"Is that Poorgrass with the corpse?'
Gabriel recognized the voice as that of the parson.
"The corpse is here, sir,' said Gabriel.
"I have just been to inquire of Mrs. Troy if she could tell me the
reason of the delay. I am afraid it is too late now for the funeral to
be performed with proper decency. Have you the registrar's
certificate? '
"No,' said Gabriel. "I expect Poorgrass has that ; and he's at the
Buck's Head. I forgot to ask him for it.'
"Then that settles the matter. We'll put off the funeral till
to-morrow morning. The body may be brought on to the church, or it may
be left here at the farm and fetched by the bearers in the morning.
They waited more than an hour, and have now gone home.'
Gabriel had his reasons for thinking the latter a most
objectionable plan, notwithstanding that Fanny had been an inmate of
the farm-house for several years in the lifetime of Bathsheba's
uncle. Visions of several unhappy contingencies which might arise from
this delay flitted before him. But his will was not law, and he went
indoors to inquire of his mistress what were her wishes on the
subject. He found her in an unusual mood: her eyes as she looked up to
him were suspicious and perplexed as with some antecedent thought.
Troy had not yet returned. At first Bathsheba assented with a mien of
indifference to his proposition that they should go on to the church
at once with their burden; but immediately Very well, then,' said the parson. "And I will arrange that the
funeral shall take place early tomorrow. Perhaps Mrs. Troy is right in
feeling that we cannot treat a dead fellow-creature too thoughtfully
We must remember that though she may have erred grievously in leaving
her home, she is still our sister: and it is to be believed that God's
uncovenanted mercies are extended towards her, and that she is a
member of the flock of Christ.'
The parson's words spread into the heavy air with a sad yet
unperturbed cadence, and Gabriel shed an honest tear. Bathsheba seemed
unmoved. Mr. Thirdly then left them, and Gabriel lighted a lantern.
Fetching three other men to assist him, they bore the unconscious
truant indoors, placing the coffin on two benches in the middle of a
little sitting-room next the hall, as Bathsheba directed.
Every one except Gabriel Oak then left the room. He still
indecisively lingered beside the body. He was deeply troubled at the
wretchedly ironical aspect that circumstances were putting on with
regard to Troy's wife, and at his own powerlessness to counteract
them, (n spite of his careful manoeuvring all this day, the very worst
event that could in any way have happened in connection with the
burial had happened now. Oak imagined a terrible discovery resulting
from this afternoon's work that might cast over Bathsheba's life a
shade which the interposition of many lapsing years might but
indifferently lighten, and which nothing at all might altogether
remove.
Suddenly, as in a last attempt to save Bathsheba from, at any rate,
immediate anguish, he looked again, as he had looked before, at the
chalk writing upon the tourist had
hardly developed into a distinct species at this date— sometimes
said in passing, when they cast their eyes up to the sign-bearing
tree, that artists were fond of representing the signboard hanging
thus, but that they themselves had never before noticed so perfect an
instance in actual working order. It was near this tree that the
waggon was standing into which Gabriel Oak crept on his first journey
to Weatherbury; but, owing to the darkness, the sign and the inn had
been unobserved.
vis-à-vis across the globe.
DO you want me any longer ma'am? " inquired Liddy, at a later hour the same evening, standing by the door with a chamber candlestick in her hand and addressing Bathsheba, who sat cheerless and alone in the large parlour beside the first fire of the season.
"No more to-night, Liddy.'
"I'll sit up for master if you like, ma'am. I am not at all afraid of Fanny, if I may sit in my own room and ' have a candle. She was such a childlike, nesh young thing that her spirit couldn't appear to anybody if it tried, I'm quite sure.'
"O no, no! You go to bed. I'll sit up for him myself till twelve o'clock, and if he has not arrived by that time, I shall give him up and go to bed too.'
It is half-past ten now.'
"Oh! is it?'
Why don't you sit upstairs, ma'am? '
"Why don't I? ' said Bathsheba, desultorily. 'It isn't worth while— there's a fire here, Liddy.' She suddenly exclaimed in an impulsive and excited whisper, Have you heard anything strange said of Fanny?' The words had no sooner escaped her than an expression of unutterable regret crossed her face, and she burst into tears.
"No— not a word!' said Liddy, looking at the weeping woman with astonishment. 'What is it makes you cry so, ma'am; has anything hurt you? ' She came to Bathsheba's side with a face full of sympathy. "No, Liddy — I don't want you any more. I can hardly say why I have taken to crying lately: I never used to cry. Good-night.'
Liddy then left the parlour and closed the door. Bathsheba was lonely and miserable now ; not lonelier actually than
she had been before her marriage; but her loneliness then was to that
of the present time as the solitude of a mountain is to the solitude
of a cave. And within the last day or two had come these disquieting
thoughts about her husband's past. Her wayward sentiment that evening
concerning Fanny's temporary resting-place had been the result of a
strange complication of impulses in Bathsheba's bosom. Perhaps it
would be more accurately described as a determined rebellion against
her prejudices, a revulsion from a lower instinct of uncharitableness,
which would have withheld all sympathy from the dead woman, because
in life she had preceded Bathsheba in the attentions of a man whom
Bathsheba had by no means ceased from loving, though her love was sick
to death just now with the gravity of a further misgiving.
In five or ten minutes there was another tap at the door. Liddy
reappeared, and coming in a little way stood hesitating, until at
length she said,!Maryann has just heard something very strange, but I
know it isn't true. And we shall be sure to know the rights of it in a
day or two.'
"What is it?'
"Oh, nothing connected with you or us, ma'am. It is about Fanny.
That same thing you have heard.'
"I have heard nothing.'
"I mean that a wicked story is got to Weatherbury within this last
hour— that— — ' Liddy came close to her mistress and
whispered the remainder of the sentence slowly into her ear, inclining
her head as she spoke in the direction of the room where Fanny lay.
Bathsheba trembled from head to foot.
"I don't believe it! ' she said, excitedly. 'And there's only one
name written on the coffin-cover.'
"Nor I, ma'am. And a good many others don't; for we should surely
have been told more about it if it had been true— don't you
think so, ma'am? '
"We might or we might not.'
Bathsheba turned and looked into the fire, that Liddy might not see
her Bathsheba's face, as she continued looking into the fire that
evening, might have excited solicitousness on her account even among
those who loved her least. The sadness of Fanny Robin's fate did not
make Bathsheba's glorious, although she was the Esther to this poor
Vashti, and their fates might be supposed to stand in some respects as
contrasts to each other. When Liddy came into the room a second time
the beautiful eyes which met hers had worn a listless, weary look.
When she went out after telling the story they had expressed
wretchedness in full activity. Her simple country nature, fed on
old-fashioned principles, was troubled by that which would have
troubled a woman of the world very little, both Fanny and her child,
if she had one, being dead.
Bathsheba had grounds for conjecturing a connection between her own
history and the dimly suspected tragedy of Fanny's end which Oak and
Boldwood never for a moment credited her with possessing. The meeting
with the lonely woman on the previous Saturday night had been
unwitnessed and unspoken of. Oak may have had the best of intentions
in withholding for as many days as possible the details of what had
happened to Fanny ; but had he known that Bathsheba's perceptions had
already been exercised in the matter, he would have done nothing to
lengthen the minutes of suspense she was now undergoing, when the
certainty which must terminate it would be the worst fact suspected
after all.
She suddenly felt a longing desire to speak to some one stronger
than herself, and so get strength to sustain her surmised position
with dignity and her carking doubts with stoicism. Where could she
find such a friend? nowhere in the house. She was by far the coolest
of the women under her roof. Patience and suspension of judgement for
a few hours were what she wanted to learn, and there was nobody to
teach her. Might she but go to Gabriel Oak!— but that could not
be. What a way Oak had, she thought, of enduring things. Boldwood, who
seemed so much deeper and higher and stronger in She flung a cloak round her, went to the door and opened it. Every
blade, every twig was still. The air was yet thick with moisture,
though somewhat less dense than during the afternoon, and a steady
smack of drops upon the fallen leaves under the boughs was almost
musical in its soothing regularity. It seemed better to be out of the
house than within it, and Bathsheba closed the door, and walked slowly
down the lane till she came opposite to Gabriel's cottage, where he
now lived alone, having left Coggan's house through being pinched for
room. There was a light in one window only', and that was downstairs.
The shutters were not closed, nor was any blind or curtain drawn over
the window, neither robbery nor observation being a contingency which
could do much injury to the occupant of the domicile. Yes, it was
Gabriel himself who was sitting up: he was reading, From her
standing-place in the road she could see him plainly, sitting quite
still, his light curly head upon his hand, and only occasionally
looking up to snuff the candle which stood beside him. At length he
looked at the clock, seemed surprised at the lateness of the hour,
closed his book, and arose. He was going to bed, she knew, and if she
tapped it must be done at once. Alas for her resolve!
She felt she could not do it, Not for worlds now could she give a hint
about her misery to him, much less ask him plainly for information on
the cause of Fanny's death. She must suspect, and guess, and chafe,
and bear it all alone.
Like a homeless wanderer she lingered by the bank, as if lulled and
fascinated by the atmosphere of content which seemed to spread from
that little dwelling, and was so sadly lacking in her own. Gabriel
appeared in an upper room, placed his light in the window-bench, and
then — knelt down to pray. The contrast of the picture with her
rebellious and agitated existence at this same time was too much for
her to bear to look upon longer. It was not for her to make a truce
with trouble by any such means. She must tread her giddy distracting
measure to its last note, as she had begun it. With a swollen heart
she went again up the lane, and entered her own door.
More fevered now by a reaction from the first feelings which Oak's
example had raised in her, she paused in the hall, looking at the door
of the room wherein Fanny lay. She locked her fingers, threw back her
head, and strained her hot hands rigidly across her forehead, saying,
with a hysterical sob, 'Would to God you would speak and tell me your
secret, Fanny.!. ,. O, I hope, hope it is not true that there are two
of you!... If I could only look in upon you for one little minute, I
should know all!. '
A few moments passed, and she added, slowly, 'And I will'
Bathsheba in after times could never gauge the mood which carried
her through the actions following this murmured resolution on this
memorable evening of her life. She went to the lumber-closet for a
screw-driver. At the end of a short though undefined time she found
herself in the small room, quivering with emotion, a mist before her
eyes, and an excruciating pulsation in her brain, standing beside the
uncovered coffin of the girl whose conjectured end had so entirely
engrossed her, and saying to herself in a husky voice as she gazed
within—
"It was best to know the worst, and I know it now.!' She was conscious of having brought about this situation by a
series of actions done as by one in an extravagant dream ; of
following that idea as to method, which had burst upon her in the hall
with glaring obviousness, by gliding to the top of the stairs,
assuring herself by listening to the heavy breathing of her maids that
they were asleep, gliding down again, turning the handle of the door
within which the young girl lay, and deliberately setting herself to
do what, if she had anticipated any such undertaking at night and
alone, would have horrified her, but which, when done, was not so
dreadful as was the conclusive proof of her husband's conduct which
came with knowing beyond doubt the last chapter of Fanny's story.
Bathsheba's head sank upon her bosom, and the breath which had been
bated in suspense, curiosity, and interest, was exhaled now in the
form of a whispered wail: 'Oh-h-h!' she said, and the silent room
added length to her moan.
Her tears fell fast beside the unconscious pair in the coffin:
tears of a complicated origin, of a nature indescribable, almost
indefinable except as other than those of simple sorrow. Assuredly
their wonted fires must have lived in Fanny's ashes when events were
so shaped as to chariot her hither in this natural, unobtrusive, yet
effectual manner. The one feat alone— that of dying— by
which a mean condition could be resolved into a grand one, Fanny had
achieved. And to that had destiny subjoined this rencounter to-night,
which had, in Bathsheba's wild imagining, turned her companion's
failure to success, her humiliation to triumph, her lucklessness to
ascendency; it had thrown over herself a garish light of mockery, and
set upon all things about her an ironical smile.
Fanny's face was framed in by that yellow hair of hers; and there
was no longer much room for doubt as to the origin of the curl owned
by Troy. In Bathsheba's heated fancy the innocent white countenance
expressed a dim triumphant consciousness of the pain she was
retaliating for her pain with all the merciless rigour of the Mosaic
law: 'Burning for burning; wound for wound: strife for strife.
Bathsheba indulged in contemplations of escape from her position by
immediate death, which thought she, Bathsheba became at this moment so terrified at her own state of
mind that she looked around for some sort of refuge from herself. The
vision of Oak kneeling down that night recurred to her, and with the
imitative instinct which animates women she seized upon the idea,
resolved to kneel, and, if possible, pray. Gabriel had prayed ; so
would she.
She knelt beside the coffin, covered her face with her hands, and
for a time the room was silent as a tomb. whether from a purely
mechanical, or from any other cause, when Bathsheba arose it was with
a quieted spirit, and a regret for the antagonistic instincts which
had seized upon her just before.
In her desire to make atonement she took flowers from a vase by the
window, and began laying them around the dead girl's head. Bathsheba
knew no other way of showing kindness to persons departed than by
giving them flowers. She knew not how long she remained engaged thus.
She forgot time, life, where she was, what she was doing. A slamming
together of the coach-house doors in the yard brought her to herself
again. An instant after, the front door opened and closed, steps
crossed the hall, and her husband appeared at the entrance to the
room, looking in upon her.
He beheld it all by degrees, stared in stupefaction at the scene,
as if he thought it an illusion raised by some fiendish So little are instinctive guesses the fruit of a legitimate
induction, that at this moment, as he stood with the door in his hand,
Troy never once thought of Fanny in connection with what he saw. His
first confused idea was that somebody in the house had died.
"Well-what? ' said Troy, blankly.
"I must go! I must go! ' said Bathsheba, to herself more than to
him. She came with a dilated eye towards the door, to push past him.
"What's the matter, in God's name? who's dead?' said Troy.
"I cannot say; let me go out. I want air.! ' she continued.
"But no; stay, I insist! ' He seized her hand, and then volition
seemed to leave her, and she went off into a state of passivity. He,
still holding her, came up the room, and thus, hand in hand, Troy and
Bathsheba approached the coffin's side.
The candle was standing on a bureau close by them, and the light
slanted down, distinctly enkindling the cold features of both mother
and babe. Troy looked in, dropped his wife's hand, knowledge of it all
came over him in a lurid sheen, and he stood still.
So still he remained that he could be imagined to have left in him
no motive power whatever. The clashes of feeling in all directions
confounded one another, produced a neutrality, and there was motion in
none.
"Do you know her?' said Bathsheba, in a small enclosed echo, as
from the interior of a cell.
"I do,' said Troy. '
Is it she?'
"It is.'
He had originally stood perfectly erect. And now, in the well-nigh
congealed immobility of his frame could be discerned an incipient
movement, as in the darkest night may be discerned light after a
while. He was gradually sinking forwards. The lines of his features
softened, and dismay modulated to illimitable sadness. Bathsheba was
regarding him from the other side, still with parted lips and
distracted eyes. What Troy did was to sink upon his knees with an indefinable union
of remorse and reverence upon his face, and, bending over Fanny Robin,
gently kissed her, as one would kiss an infant asleep to avoid
awakening it.
At the sight and sound of that, to her, unendurable act, Bathsheba
sprang towards him. All the strong feelings which had been scattered
over her existence since she knew what feeling was, seemed gathered
together into one pulsation now. The revulsion from her indignant mood
a little earlier, when she had meditated upon compromised honour,
forestalment, eclipse in maternity by another, was violent and entire.
All that was forgotten in the simple and still strong attachment of
wife to husband. She had sighed for her self-completeness then, and
now she cried aloud against the severance of the union she had
deplored. She flung her arms round Troy's neck, exclaiming wildly from
the deepest deep of her heart—
"Don't— don't kiss them!. O, Frank, I can't bear it &mdash I can't! I
love you better than she did: kiss me too, Frank— kiss me! There was something so abnormal and startling in the childlike pain
and simplicity of this appeal from a woman of Bathsheba's calibre and
independence, that Troy, loosening her tightly clasped arms from his
neck, looked at her in bewilderment. It was such and unexpected
revelation of all women being alike at heart, even those so different
in their accessories as Fanny and this one beside him, that Troy
could hardly seem to believe her to be his proud wife Bathsheba.
Fanny's own spirit seemed to be animating her frame. But this was the
mood of a few instants only. When the momentary
"I will not kiss you!' he said pushing her away.
Had the wife now but gone no further. Yet, perhaps. under the
harrowing circumstances, to speak out was the one wrong "What have you to say as your reason?' she asked her bitter voice
being strangely low— quite that of another woman now.
"I have to say that I have been a bad, black-hearted man,' he
answered. less than she.'
"Ah! don't taunt me, madam. This woman is more to me, dead as she
is, than ever you were, or are, or can be. If Satan had not tempted
me with that face of yours, and those cursed coquetries, I should have
He turned to Fanny then. 'But never mind, darling,' wife.!'
At these words there arose from Bathsheba's lips a long, low cry of
measureless despair and indignation, such a wail of anguish as had
never before been heard within those old-inhabited walls. It was the
"If she's — that, — what— am I? ' she added, as
a continuation of the same cry, and sobbing pitifully: and the rarity
with her of such abandonment only made the condition more dire.
"You are nothing to me — nothing,' said Troy, heartlessly.
'A ceremony before a priest doesn't make a marriage. I am not morally
yours.'
A vehement impulse to flee from him, to run from this place, hide,
and escape his words at any price, not stopping short of death itself,
mastered Bathsheba now. She waited not an instant, but turned to the
door and ran out.
BATHSHEBA went along the dark road, neither knowing nor caring about the direction or issue of her flight. The first time that she definitely noticed her position was when she reached a gate leading into a thicket overhung by some large oak and beech trees. On looking into the place, it occurred to her that she had seen it by daylight on some previous occasion, and that what appeared like an impassable thicket was in reality a brake of fern now withering fast. She could think of nothing better to do with her palpitating self than to go in here and hide; and entering, she lighted on a spot sheltered from the damp fog by a reclining trunk, where she sank down upon a tangled couch of fronds and stems. She mechanically pulled some armfuls round her to keep off the breezes, and closed her eyes.
Whether she slept or not that night Bathsheba was not clearly aware. But it was with a freshened existence and a cooler brain that, a long time afterwards, she became conscious of some interesting proceedings which were going on in the trees above her head and around.
A coarse-throated chatter was the first sound.
It was a sparrow just waking.
Next: ' Chee-weeze-weeze-weeze.! ' from another retreat.
It was a finch.
Third: ' Tink-tink-tink-tink-a-chink! ' from the hedge,
It was a robin.
"Chuck-chuck-chuck!. ' overhead.
A squirrel.
Then, from the road, 'With my ra-ta-ta, and my rum-tum-tum! '
It was a ploughboy. Presently he came opposite, and she believed
from his voice that he was one of the boys on her own farm. He was
followed by a shambling tramp of heavy feet, and She looked further around. Day was just dawning, and beside its
cool air and colours her heated actions and resolves of the night
stood out in lurid contrast. She perceived that in her lap, and
clinging to her hair, were red and yellow leaves which had come down
from the tree and settled silently upon her during her partial sleep.
Bathsheba shook her dress to get rid of them, when multitudes of the
same family lying round about her rose and fluttered away in the
breeze thus created, 'like ghosts from an enchanter fleeing.'
There was an opening towards the east, and the glow from the as yet
unrisen sun attracted her eyes thither. From her feet, and between the
beautiful yellowing ferns with their feathery arms, the ground sloped
downwards to a hollow, in which was a species of swamp, dotted with
fungi. A morning mist hung over it now— a fulsome yet
magnificent silvery veil, full of light from the sun, yet
semi-opaque— the hedge behind it being in some measure hidden by
its hazy luminousness. Up the sides of this depression grew sheaves of
the common rush, and here and there a peculiar species of flag, the
blades of which glistened in the emerging sun, like scythes. But the
general aspect of the swamp was malignant. From its moist and
poisonous coat seemed to be exhaled the essences of evil things in the
earth, and in the waters under the earth. The fungi grew in all manner
of positions from rotting leaves and tree stumps, some exhibiting to
her listless gaze their clammy tops, others their oozing gills. Some
were marked with great splotches, red as arterial blood, others were
saffron yellow, and others tall and attenuated, with stems like
macaroni. Some were leathery and of richest browns. The hollow seemed
a nursery of pestilences small and great, in the immediate
neighbourhood of comfort and health, and Bathsheba arose with a tremor
at the thought of having There were now other footsteps to be heard along the road.
Bathsheba's nerves were still unstrung: she crouched down out of sight
again, and the pedestrian came into view. He was a schoolboy, with a
bag slung over his shoulder containing his dinner, and a hook in his
hand. He paused by the gate, and, without looking up, continued
murmuring words in tones quite loud enough to reach her ears. '
"'O Lord, O Lord, O Lord, O Lord, O Lord'':— that I know out
o' book. ''Give us, give us, give us, give us, give us '':— that
I know. ''Grace that, grace that, grace that, grace that '': —
that I know.' Other words followed to the same effect. The boy was of
the dunce class apparently; the book was a psalter, and this was his
way of learning the collect. In the worst attacks of trouble there
appears to be always a superficial film of consciousness which is left
disengaged and open to the notice of trifles, and Bathsheba was
faintly amused at the boy's method, till he too passed on.
By this time stupor had given place to anxiety, and anxiety began
to make room for hunger and thirst. A form now appeared upon the rise
on the other side of the swamp, half-hidden by the mist, and came
towards Bathsheba. The woman— for it was a woman —
approached with her face askance, as if looking earnestly on all sides
of her. When she got a little further round to the left, and drew
nearer, Bathsheba could see the newcomer's profile against the sunny
sky', and knew the wavy sweep from forehead to chin, with neither
angle nor decisive line anywhere about it, to be the familiar contour
of Liddy Smallbury.
Bathsheba's heart bounded with gratitude in the thought that she
was not altogether deserted, and she jumped up. ' O, Liddy.! ' she
said, or attempted to say; but the words had only been framed by her
lips; there came no sound. She had lost her voice by exposure to the
clogged atmosphere all these hours of night.
"O, ma'am.! I am so glad I have found you,' said the girl, as soon
as she saw Bathsheba. '
You can't come across,' Bathsheba said in a whisper, which she Bathsheba never forgot that transient little picture of Liddy
crossing the swamp to her there in the morning light. Iridescent
bubbles of dank subterranean breath rose from the sweating sod beside
the waiting maid's feet as she trod, hissing as they burst and
expanded away to join the vapoury firmament above. Liddy did not sink,
as Bathsheba had anticipated.
She landed safely on the other side, and looked up at the beautiful
though pale and weary face of her young mistress.
"Poor thing! ' said Liddy, with tears in her eyes, Do hearten
yourself up a little, ma'am. However did— —
'
"I can't speak above a whisper— my voice is gone for the
present,' said Bathsheba, hurriedly. ' I suppose the damp air from
that hollow has taken it away Liddy, don't question me, mind. Who sent
you— anybody? '
"Nobody. I thought, when I found you were not at home, that
something cruel had happened. I fancy I heard his voice late last
night; and so, knowing something was wrong— — '
"Is he at home?'
"No ; he left just before I came out.'
"Is Fanny taken away? '
"Not yet. She will soon be— at nine o'clock.'
"we won't go home at present, then. Suppose we walk about in this
wood?'
Liddy, without exactly understanding everything, or anything, in
this episode, assented, and they walked together further among the
trees.
"But you had better come in, ma'am, and have something to eat. You
will die of a chill! '
"I shall not come indoors yet— perhaps never.'
"Shall I get you something to eat, and something else to put over
your head besides that little shawl?'
"If you will, Liddy.'
Liddy vanished, and at the end of twenty minutes returned with a
cloak, hat, some slices of bread and butter, a tea-cup, and some hot
tea in a little china jug "Is Fanny gone? ' said
Bathsheba.
"No,' said her companion, pouring out the tea.
Bathsheba wrapped herself up and ate and drank sparingly. Her voice
was then a little clearer, and trifling colour returned to her face.
'Now we'll walk about again,' she said.
They wandered about the wood for nearly two hours, Bathsheba
replying in monosyllables to Liddy's prattle, for her mind ran on one
subject, and one only. She interrupted with—
"I wonder if Fanny is gone by this time? '
"I will go and see.'
She came back with the information that the men were just taking
away the corpse; that Bathsheba had been inquired for; that she had
replied to the effect that her mistress was unwell and could not be
seen.
"Then they think I am in my bedroom?' '
Yes.' Liddy then ventured to add: ' You said when I first found you
that you might never go home again— you didn't mean it, ma'am? '
"No; I've altered my mind. It is only women with no pride in them
who run away from their husbands. There is one position worse than
that of being found dead in your husband's house from his ill-usage,
and that is, to be found alive through having gone away to The house
of somebody else. I've thought of it all this morning, and I've chosen
my course. A runaway wife is an encumbrance to everybody, a burden to
herself and a byword— all of which make up a heap of misery
greater than any that comes by staying at home— though this may
include the trifling items of insult, beating, and starvation. Liddy,
if ever you marry— God forbid that you ever should!—
you'll find yourself in a fearful situation ; but mind this, don't you
flinch. Stand your ground, and be cut to pieces. That's what I'm
going to do.'
"O, mistress, don't talk so.! ' said Liddy,-taking her hand; 'but
I knew you had too much sense to bide away. May I ask what dreadful
thing it is that has happened between you and him?'
"You may ask; but I may not tell.'
In about ten minutes they returned to the house by a circuitous
route, entering at the rear. Bathsheba glided up the "Liddy,' she said, with a lighter heart, for youth and hope had
begun to reassert themselves; ' you are to be my confidante for the
present— somebody must be— and I choose you. Well, I shall
take up my abode here for a while. Will you get a fire lighted, put
down a piece of carpet, and help me to make the place comfortable.
Afterwards, I want you and Maryann to bring up that little stump
bedstead in the small room, and the be belonging to it, and a table,
and some other things. What shall I do to pass the heavy time away?'
"Hemming handkerchiefs is a very good thing,' said Liddy.
"O no, no.! I hate needlework — I always did.'
"Knitting? '
"And that, too.'
"You might finish your sampler. Only the carnations and peacocks
want filling in; and then it could be framed and glazed, and hung
beside your aunt' ma'am.'
"Samplers are out of date— horribly countrified. No Liddy,
I'll read. Bring up some books— not new ones. I haven't heart to
read anything new.'
"Some of your uncle's old ones, ma'am? '
"Yes. Some of those we stowed away in boxes.' A faint gleam of
humour passed over her face as she said: "Bring Beaumont and
Fletcher's Maid's Tragedy, and the Mourning Bride — and
—let me see— Night Thoughts, and the Vanity of Human
Wishes.'
"And that story of the black man, who murdered his wife Desdemona?
It is a nice dismal one that would suit you excellent just now.'
"Now, Liddy, you've been looking into my books without telling me;
and I said you were not to! How do you know it would suit me? It
wouldn't suit me at all.'
"But if the others do— — '
"No, they don't ; and I won't read dismal books. Why should I read
dismal books, indeed? Bring me Love in a Village, and Maid of the
Mill, and Doctor Syntax, and some volumes of the Spectator.'
All that day Bathsheba and Liddy lived in the attic in a state of
The sun went down almost blood-red that night, and a livid cloud
received its rays in the east. Up against this dark background the
west front of the church tower— the only part of the edifice
visible from the farm-house windows— rose distinct and lustrous,
the vane upon the summit bristling with rays. Hereabouts, at six
o'clock, the young men of the village gathered, as was their custom,
for a game of Prisoners' base. The spot had been consecrated to this
ancient diversion from time immemorial, the old stocks conveniently
forming a base facing the boundary of the churchyard, in front of
which the ground was trodden hard and bare as a pavement by the
players. She could see the brown and black heads of the young lads
darting about right and left, their white shirt-sleeves gleaming in
the sun; whilst occasionally a shout and a peal of hearty laughter
varied the stillness of the evening air. They continued playing for a
quarter of an hour or so, when the game concluded abruptly, and the
players leapt over the wall and vanished round to the other side
behind a yew-tree, which was also half behind a beech, now spreading
in one mass of golden foliage, on which the branches traced black
lines.
"Why did the base-players finish their game so suddenly?' Bathsheba
inquired, the next time that Liddy entered the room.
"I think 'twas because two men came just then from Casterbridge
and began putting up grand carved tombstone," said Liddy. "The lads
went to see whose it was."
"Do you know?" Bathsheba asked.
"I don't," said Liddy.
WHEN Troy's wife had left the house at the previous midnight his first act was to cover the dead from sight. This done he ascended the stairs, and throwing himself down upon the bed dressed as he was, he waited miserably for the morning.
Fate had dealt grimly with him through the last four-and-twenty hours. His day had been spent in a way which varied very materially from his intentions regarding it. There is always an inertia to be overcome in striking out a new line of conduct— not more in ourselves, it seems, than in circumscribing events, which appear as if leagued together to allow no novelties in the way of amelioration.
Twenty pounds having been secured from Bathsheba, he had managed to add to the sum every farthing he could muster on his own account, which had been seven pounds ten. With this money, twenty-seven pounds ten in all, he had hastily driven from the gate that morning to keep his appointment with Fanny Robin.
On reaching Casterbridge he left the horse and trap at an inn, and
at five minutes before ten came back to the bridge at the lower end of
the town, and sat himself upon the parapet. The clocks struck the
hour, and no Fanny appeared. In fact, at that moment she was being
robed in her grave-clothes by two attendants at the Union
poorhouse— the first and last tiring-women the gentle creature
had ever been honoured with. The quarter went, the half hour. A rush
of recollection came upon Troy as he waited: this was the second time
she had broken a serious engagement with him In anger he vowed it
should be the last, and at eleven o'clock, when he had lingered and
watched the stone of the bridge till he knew every lichen upon their
face and heard the chink of the ripples underneath till they oppressed
him, he jumped from his seat, went to the inn He reached the race-course at two o'clock, and remained either
there or in the town till nine, But Fanny's image, as it had appeared
to him in the sombre shadows of that Saturday evening, returned to his
mind, backed up by Bathsheba's reproaches. He vowed he would not bet,
and he kept his vow, for on leaving the town at nine o'clock in the
evening he had diminish his cash only to the extent of a few
shillings.
He trotted slowly homeward, and it was now that was struck for the
first time with a thought that Fanny had been really prevented by
illness from keeping her promise. 'This time she could have made no
mistake He regretted that he had not remained in Casterbridge and made
inquiries. Reaching home he quietly unharnessed the horse and came
indoors, as we have seen, to the fearful shock that awaited him.
As soon as it grew light enough to distinguish objects, Troy arose
from the coverlet of the bed, and in a mood of absolute indifference
to Bathsheba's whereabouts, a almost oblivious of her existence, he
stalked downstairs and left the house by the back door. His walk was
towards the churchyard, entering which he searched around till he
found a newly dug unoccupied grave— the grave dug the day before
for Fanny. The position of this having been marked, he hastened on to
Casterbridge, only pausing whereon he had last seen Fanny alive.
Reaching the town, Troy descended into a side street and entered a
pair of gates surmounted by a board bearing the words, 'Lester, stone
and marble mason.' Within were lying about stones of all sizes and
designs, inscribed as being sacred to the memory of unnamed persons
who had not yet died.
Troy was so unlike himself now in look, word, and deed, that the
want of likeness was perceptible even to his own consciousness. His
method of engaging himself in this business of purchasing a tomb was
that of an absolutely unpractised man. He could not bring himself to
consider, calculate, or It was all the money he possessed.
"That sum to include everything?'
" Everything. Cutting the name, carriage to Weatherbury, and
erection. And I want it now at once.'
" We could not get anything special worked this week.
"If you would like one of these in stock it could be got ready
immediately.'
"Very well,' said Troy, impatiently. 'Let's see what you have.'
"The best I have in stock is this one, 'said the stonecutter, going
into a shed. ' Here's a marble headstone beautifully crocketed, with
medallions beneath of typical subjects ; here's the footstone after
the same pattern, and here's the coping to enclose the-grave. The
polishing alone of the set cost me eleven pounds-The slabs are the best
of their kind, and I can warrant them to resist rain and frost for a
hundred years without flying.
"And how much?'
"Well, I could add the name, and put it up at Weatherbury for the
sum you mention.'
The man agreed, and wondered at such a mood in a visitor who wore
not a shred of mourning. Troy then wrote the words which were to form
the inscription, settled the account and went away. In the afternoon
almost done. He waited in the yard till the tomb was packed, and saw
it placed in the cart and starting on its way to Weatherbury, giving
directions to the two men who were to accompany it to inquire of the
sexton for the
the grave of the person named in the inscription.
It was quite dark when Troy come out of Casterbridge. He carried
rather a heavy basket upon his occasionally at bridges and
Troy entered Weatherbury churchyard about ten o'clock and went
immediately to the corner where he had marked the vacant grave early
in the morning. It was on the obscure side of the tower, screened to a
great extent from the view of passers along the road— a spot
which until lately had been abandoned to heaps of stones and bushes of
alder, but now it was cleared and made orderly for interments, by
reason of the rapid filling of the ground elsewhere.
Here now stood the tomb as the men had stated, snow-white and
shapely in the gloom, consisting of head and foot-stone, and enclosing
border of marble-work uniting them. In the midst was mould, suitable
for plants.
Troy deposited his basket beside the tomb, and vanished for a few
minutes. When he returned he carried a spade and a lantern, the light
of which he directed for a few moments upon the marble, whilst he read
the inscription. He hung his lantern on the lowest bough of the
yew-tree, and took from his basket flower-roots of several varieties.
There were bundles of snowdrop, hyacinth and crocus bulbs, violets and
double daisies, which were to bloom in early spring, and of
carnations, pinks, picotees, lilies of the valley, forget-me- not,
summer's-farewell, meadow-saffron and others, for the later seasons of
the year.
Troy laid these out upon the grass, and with an impassive face set
to work to plant them. The snowdrops were arranged in a line on the
outside of the coping, the remainder within the enclosure of the
grave. The crocuses and hyacinths were to grow in rows; some of the
summer flowers he placed over her head and feet, the lilies and
forget-me-nots over her heart. The remainder were dispersed in the
spaces between these.
Troy, in his prostration at this time, had no perception that in
the futility of these romantic doings, dictated by a remorseful
reaction from previous indifference, there was any element It was a cloudy, muggy, and very dark night, and the rays from
Troy's lantern spread into the two old yews with a strange
illuminating power, flickering, as it seemed, up to the black ceiling
of cloud above. He felt a large drop of rain upon the back of his
hand, and presently one came and entered one of the holes of the
lantern, whereupon the candle sputtered and went out Troy was weary
and it being now not far from midnight, and the rain threatening to
increase, he resolved to leave the finishing touches of his labour
until the day should break. He groped along the wall and over the
graves in the dark till he found himself round at the north side. Here
he entered the porch, and, reclining upon the bench within, fell
asleep.
THE tower of Weatherbury Church was a square erection of fourteenth-century date, having two stone gurgoyles on each of the four faces of its parapet. Of these eight carved protuberances only two at this time continued to serve the purpose of their erection— that of spouting the water from the lead roof within. One mouth in each front had been closed by bygone churchwardens as superfluous, and two others were broken away and choked— a matter not of much consequence to the well-being of the tower, for the two mouths which still remained open and active were gaping enough to do all the work.
It has been sometimes argued that there is no truer criterion of
the vitality of any given art-period than the power of the
master-spirits of that time in grotesque ; and certainly in the
instance of Gothic art there is no disputing the proposition.
Weatherbury tower was a somewhat early instance of the use of an
ornamental parapet in parish as distinct
from cathedral churches, and the gurgoyles, which are the
necessary
correlatives of a parapet, were exceptionally prominent— of
the
boldest cut that the hand could shape, and of the most original
design
that a human brain could conceive. There was, so to speak, that
symmetry in their distortion which is less the characteristic of
British than of Continental grotesques of the period. All the
eight
were different from each other. A beholder was convinced that
nothing
on earth could be more hideous than those he saw on the north side
until he went round to the south. Of the two on this latter face,
only
that at the south-eastern corner concerns the story. It was
too human
to be called like a dragon, too impish to be like a man, too
animal to
be like a fiend, and not enough like a bird to be called a
griffin.
This horrible stone entity was fashioned as if covered with a
Troy slept on in the porch, and the rain increased outside.
Presently the gurgoyle spat. In due time a small stream began to
trickle through the seventy feet of aerial space between its mouth
and the ground, which the water-drops smote like duckshot in their
accelerated velocity. The stream thickened in substance, and increased
in power, gradually spouting further and yet further from the side of
the tower. When the rain fell in a steady and ceaseless torrent the
stream dashed downward in volumes.
We follow its course to the ground at this point of time. The end
of the liquid parabola has come forward from the wall, has advanced
over the plinth mouldings, over a heap of stones, over the marble
border, into the midst of Fanny Robin's grave.
The force of the stream had, until very lately, been received upon
some loose stones spread thereabout, which had acted as a shield to
the soil under the onset. These during the summer had been cleared
from the ground, and there was now nothing to resist the downfall but
the bare earth. For several years the stream had not spouted so far
from the tower as it was doing on this night, and such a contingency
had been overlooked. Sometimes this obscure corner received no
inhabitant for the space of two or three years, and then it was
usually but a pauper, a poacher, or other sinner of undignified sins.
The persistent torrent from the gurgoyle's jaws directed all its
vengeance into the grave. The rich tawny mould was stirred into
motion, and boiled like chocolate. The water accumulated and washed
deeper down, and the roar of the pool thus formed spread into the
night as the head and chief among other noises of Troy did not awake from his comfortless sleep till it was broad
day. Not having been in bed for two nights his shoulders felt stiff
his feet tender, and his head heavy. He remembered his position,
arose, shivered, took the spade, and again went out.
The rain had quite ceased, and the sun was shining through the
green, brown, and yellow leaves, now sparkling and varnished by the
raindrops to the brightness of similar effects in the landscapes of
Ruysdael and Hobbema, and full of all those infinite beauties that
arise from the union of water and colour with high lights. The air was
rendered so transparent by the heavy fall of rain that the autumn hues
of the middle distance were as rich as those near at hand, and the
remote fields intercepted by the angle of the tower appeared in the
same plane as the tower itself.
He entered the gravel path which would take him behind the tower.
The path, instead of being stony as it had been the night before, was
browned over with a thin coating of mud. At one place in the path he
saw a tuft of stringy roots washed white and clean as a bundle of
tendons. He picked it up— surely it could not be one of the
primroses he had planted? He saw a bulb, another, and another as he
advanced. Beyond doubt they were the crocuses. With a face of
perplexed dismay Troy turned the corner and then beheld the wreck the
stream had made.
The pool upon the grave had soaked away into the ground, and in
its place was a hollow. The disturbed earth was washed over the grass
and pathway in the guise of the brown mud he had already seen, and it
spotted the marble tombstone with the same stains. Nearly all the
flowers were washed clean out of the ground, and they lay, roots
upwards, on the spots whither they had been splashed by the Troy's brow became heavily contracted. He set his teeth
closely, and his compressed lips moved as those of one in great pain.
This singular accident, by a strange confluence of emotions in him,
was felt as the sharpest sting of all. Troy's face was very
expressive, and any observer who had seen him now would hardly have
believed him to be a man who had laughed, and sung, and poured
love-trifles into a woman's ear. To curse his miserable lot was at
first his impulse, but even that lowest stage of rebellion needed an
activity whose absence was necessarily antecedent to the existence of
the morbid misery which wrung him. The sight, coming as it did,
superimposed upon the other dark scenery of the previous days, formed
a sort of climax to the whole panorama, and it was more than he could
endure. Sanguine by nature, Troy had a power of eluding grief by
simply adjourning it. He could put off the consideration of any
particular spectre till the matter had become old and softened by
time. The planting of flowers on Fanny's grave had been perhaps but a
species of elusion of the primary grief, and now it was as if his
intention had been known and circumvented.
Almost for the first time in his life, Troy, as he stood by this
dismantled grave, wished himself another man. It is seldom that a
person with much animal spirit does not feel that the fact of his life
being his own is the one qualification which singles it out as a more
hopeful life than that of others who may actually resemble him in
every particular. Troy had felt, in his transient way, hundreds of
times, that he could not envy other people their condition, because
the possession of that condition would have necessitated a different
personality, when he desired no other than his own. He had not minded
the peculiarities of his birth, the vicissitudes of his life, the
meteor-like uncertainty of all that related to him, because these
appertained to the hero of his story, without whom there would have
been no story at all for him; and it seemed to be only in the nature
of things that matters would right
themselves at some proper date and wind up well. This very morning
the
illusion completed its disappearance, and, as it were, all of a
sudden,
Troy hated himself. The suddenness was probably more
He stood and mediated— a miserable man. Whither should he go?
" He that is accursed, let him be accursed still,' was the pitiless
anathema written in this spoliated effort of his new-born
solicitousness. A man who has spent his primal strength in journeying
in one direction has not much spirit left for reversing his course.
Troy had, since yesterday, faintly reversed his ; but the merest
opposition had disheartened him. To turn about would have been hard
enough under the greatest providential encouragement; but to find that
Providence, far from helping him into a new course, or showing any
wish that he might adopt one, actually jeered his first trembling and
critical attempt in that kind, was more than nature could bear.
He slowly withdrew from the grave. He did not attempt to fill up
the hole, replace the flowers, or do anything at all. He simply threw
up his cards and forswore his game for that time and always. Going out
of the churchyard silently and unobserved— none of the villagers
having yet risen— he passed down some fields at the back, and
emerged just as secretly upon the high road. Shortly afterwards he had
gone from the village.
Meanwhile, Bathsheba remained a voluntary prisoner in the attic.
The door was kept locked, except during the entries and exits of
Liddy, for whom a bed had been arranged in a small adjoining room. The
light of Troy's lantern in the churchyard was noticed about ten
o'clock by the maid-servant, who casually glanced from the window in
that direction whilst taking her supper, and she called Bathsheba's
attention to it. They looked curiously at the phenomenon for a time,
until Liddy was sent to bed.
Bathsheba did not sleep very heavily that night. When her attendant
was unconscious and softly breathing in the next room, the mistress of
the house was still looking out of the window at the faint gleam
spreading from among the trees— Almost before the first faint sign of dawn appeared she arose
again, and opened the window to obtain a full breathing of the new
morning air, the panes being now wet with trembling tears left by the
night rain, each one rounded with a pale lustre caught from
primrose-hued slashes through a cloud low down in the awakening sky.
From the trees came the sound of steady dripping upon the drifted
leaves under them, and from the direction of the church she could hear
another noise — peculiar, and not intermittent like the rest,
the purl of water falling into a pool.
Liddy knocked at eight o'clock, and Bathsheba unlocked the door.
" What a heavy rain we've had in the night, ma'am!.' said Liddy,
when her inquiries about breakfast had been made.
" Yes ; very heavy.'
"Did you hear the strange noise from the church yard?'
"I heard one strange noise. I've been thinking it must have been
the water from the tower spouts.'
"Well, that's what the shepherd was saying, ma'am. He's now gone on
to see.
"Oh!. Gabriel has been here this morning!.'
"Only just looked in in passing— quite in his old way, which
I thought he had left off lately. But the tower spouts used to
spatter on the stones, and we are puzzled, for this was like the
boiling of a pot.'
Not being able to read, think, or work, Bathsheba asked Liddy to
stay and breakfast with her. The tongue of the more childish woman
still ran upon recent events. "Are you going across to the church,
ma'am?' she asked.
"Not that I know of,' said Bathsheba.
"I thought you might like to go and see where they have put Fanny.
The trees hide the place from your Bathsheba had all
sorts of dreads about meeting her husband. "Has Mr. Troy been in
to-night?' she said
" No, ma'am ; I think he's gone to Budmouth.
Budmouth! The sound of the word carried with it a much diminished
perspective of him and his deeds; there were thirteen miles interval
betwixt them now. She hated questioning Liddy about her husband's
movements, and indeed had hitherto sedulously avoided doing so; but
now all the house knew that there had been some dreadful disagreement
between them, and it was futile to attempt disguise. Bathsheba had
reached a stage at which people cease to have any appreciative regard
for public opinion.
"What makes you think he has gone there?' she said.
"Laban Tall saw him on the Budmouth road this morning before
breakfast.'
Bathsheba was momentarily relieved of that wayward heaviness of the
past twenty-four hours which had quenched the vitality of youth in her
without substituting the philosophy of maturer years, and the resolved
to go out and walk a little way. So when breakfast was over, she put
on her bonnet, and took a direction towards the church. It was nine
o'clock, and the men having returned to work again from their first
meal, she was not likely to meet many of them in the road. Knowing
that Fanny had been laid in the reprobates' quarter of the graveyard,
called in the parish 'behind church,' which was invisible from the
road, it was impossible to resist the impulse to enter and look upon a
spot which, from nameless feelings, she at the same time dreaded to
see. She had been unable to overcome an impression that some
connection existed between her rival and the light through the trees.
Bathsheba skirted the buttress, and beheld the hole and the tomb,
its delicately veined surface splashed and stained just as Troy had
seen it and left it two hours earlier. On the other side of the scene
stood Gabriel. His eyes, too, were fixed on the tomb, and her arrival
having been noiseless, she had not as yet attracted his attention.
Bathsheba did not at once perceive that the grand tomb and the
disturbed grave were Fanny's, and she looked on both sides and around
for some humbler Oak saw her, and his first act was to gaze inquiringly and learn
how she received this knowledge of the authorship of the work, which
to himself had caused considerable astonishment. But such discoveries
did not much affect her now. Emotional convulsions seemed to have
become the commonplaces of her history, and she bade him good morning,
and asked him to fill in the hole with the spade which was standing
by. Whilst Oak was doing as she desired, Bathsheba collected the
flowers, and began planting them with that sympathetic manipulation of
roots and leaves which is so conspicuous in a woman's gardening, and
which flowers seem to understand and thrive upon. She requested Oak
to get the churchwardens to turn the lead-work at the mouth of the
gurgoyle that hung gaping down upon them, that by this means the
stream might be directed sideways, and a repetition of the accident
prevented. Finally, with the superfluous magnanimity of a woman whose
narrower instincts have brought down bitterness upon her instead of
love, she wiped the mud spots from the tomb as if she rather liked its
words than otherwise, Erected by Francis Troy in Beloved
Memory of Fanny Robin.
TROY wandered along towards the south. A composite feeling, made up of disgust with the, to him, humdrum tediousness of a farmer's life, gloomy images of her who lay in the churchyard, remorse, and a general averseness to his wife's society, impelled him to seek a home in any place on earth save Weatherbury. The sad accessories of Fanny's end confronted him as vivid pictures which threatened to be indelible, and made life in Bathsheba's house intolerable. At three in the afternoon he found himself at the foot of a slope more than a mile in length, which ran to the ridge of a range of hills lying parallel with the shore, and forming a monotonous barrier between the basin of cultivated country inland and the wilder scenery of the coast. Up the hill stretched a road nearly straight and perfectly white, the two sides approaching each other in a gradual taper till they met the sky at the top about two miles off. Throughout the length of this narrow and irksome inclined plane not a sign of life was visible on this garish afternoon Troy toiled up the road with a languor and depression greater than any he had experienced for many a day and year before. The air was warm and muggy, and the top seemed to recede as he approached.
At last he reached the summit, and a wide and novel prospect burst
upon him with an effect almost like that of the Pacific upon Balboa's
gaze. The broad steely sea, marked only by faint lines, which had a
semblance of being etched thereon to a degree not deep enough to
disturb its general evenness, stretched the whole width of his front
and round to the right, where, near the town and port of Budmouth, the
sun bristled down upon it, and banished all colour, to substitute in
its place a clear oily polish. Nothing moved in sky, land, or sea,
except a frill of milkwhite foam along the nearer angles of the He descended and came to a small basin of sea enclosed by the
cliffs. Troy's nature freshened within him ; he thought he would rest
and bathe here before going farther. He undressed and plunged in.
Inside the cove the water was uninteresting to a swimmer, being smooth
as a pond, and to get a little of the ocean swell, Troy presently
swam between the two projecting spurs of rock which formed the pillars
of Hercules to this miniature Mediterranean. Unfortunately for Troy a
current unknown to him existed outside, which, unimportant to craft of
any burden, was awkward for a swimmer who might be taken in it
unawares. Troy found himself carried to the left and then round in a
swoop out to sea.
He now recollected the place and its sinister character. Many
bathers had there prayed for a dry death from time to time, and, like
Gonzalo also, had been unanswered ; and Troy began to deem it possible
that he might be added to their number. Not a boat of any kind was at
present within sight, but far in the distance Budmouth lay upon the
sea, as it were quietly regarding his efforts, and beside the town the
harbour showed its position by a dim meshwork of ropes and spars.
After well-nigh exhausting himself in attempts to get back to the
mouth of the cove, in his weakness swimming several inches deeper than
was his wont, keeping up his breathing entirely by his nostrils,
turning upon his back a dozen times over, swimming All Troy's vigour spasmodically revived to prolong the struggle yet
a little further. Swimming with his right arm, he held up his left to
hail them, splashing upon the waves, and shouting with all his might.
From the position of the setting sun his white form was distinctly
visible upon the now deep-hued bosom of the sea to the east of the
boat, and the men saw him at once. Backing their oars and putting the
boat about, they pulled towards him with a will, and in five or six
minutes from the time of his first halloo, two of the sailors hauled
him in over the stern.
They formed part of a brig's crew, and had come ashore for sand.
Lending him what little clothing they could spare among them as a
slight protection against late they made again towards the roadstead
where their vessel lay.
And now night drooped slowly upon the wide watery levels in front;
and at no great distance from them, where the shore-line curved round,
and formed a long riband of shade upon the horizon, a series of points
of yellow light began to start into existence, denoting the spot to be
the site of Budmouth, where the lamps were being lighted along the
parade. The cluck of their oars was the only sound of any distinctness
upon the sea, and as they laboured amid the thickening shades the
lamp-lights grew larger, each appearing to send a flaming sword deep
down into the waves before it, until there arose, among other dim
shapes of the kind, the form of the vessel for which they were bound.
BATHSHEBA underwent the enlargement of her Husband's absence from
hours to days with a slight feeling of surprise, and a slight feeling
of relief; yet neither sensation rose at any time far above the level
commonly designated as indifference. She belonged to him: the
certainties of that position were so well defined, and the reasonable
probabilities of its issue so bounded that she could not speculate on
contingencies. Taking no further interest in herself as a splendid
woman, she acquired the indifferent feelings of an outsider in
contemplating her probable fate as a singular wretch ; for Bathsheba
drew herself and her future in colours that no reality could exceed
for darkness. Her original vigorous pride of youth had sickened, and
with it had declined all her anxieties about coming years, since
anxiety recognizes a better and a worse alternative, and Bathsheba had
made up her mind that alternatives on any noteworthy scale had ceased
for her. Soon, or later— and that not very late— her
husband would be home again. And then the days of their tenancy of
the Upper Farm would be numbered. There had originally been shown by
the agent to the estate some distrust of Bathsheba's tenure as James
Everdene's successor, on the score of her sex, and her youth, and her
beauty ; but the peculiar nature of her uncle's will, his own frequent
testimony before his death to her cleverness in such a pursuit, and
her vigorous marshalling of the numerous flocks and herds which came
suddenly into her hands before negotiations were concluded, had won
confidence in her powers, and no further objections had been raised.
She had latterly been in great doubt as to what the legal effects of
her marriage would be upon her position; but no notice had been taken
as yet of her change of name, and only one point was clear— that
in the event of her own or her husband's inability to meet the agent
at the Hence Bathsheba lived in a perception that her purposes were broken
of. She was not a woman who could hope on without good materials for
the process, differing thus from the less far-Sighted and energetic,
though more petted ones of the sex, with whom hope goes on as a sort
of clockwork which the merest food and shelter are sufficient to wind
up; and perceiving clearly that her mistake had been a fatal one, she
accepted her position, and waited coldly for the end.
The first Saturday after Troy's departure she went to Casterbridge
alone, a journey she had not before taken since her marriage. On this
Saturday Bathsheba was passing slowly on foot through the crowd of
rural business-men gathered as usual in front of the market-house, who
were as usual gazed upon by the burghers with feelings that those
healthy lives were dearly paid for by exclusion from possible
aldermanship, when a man, who had apparently been following her, said
some words to another on her left hand. Bathsheba's ears were keen as
those of any wild animal, and she distinctly heard what the speaker
said, though her back was towards him
"I am looking for Mrs. Troy. Is that she there?'
" Yes ; that's the young lady, I believe,' said the person
addressed.
"I have some awkward news to break to her. Her husband is drowned.'
As if endowed with the spirit of prophecy, Bathsheba gasped out,
"No, it is not true; it cannot be true!' Then she said and heard no
more. The ice of self-command which had latterly gathered over her was
broken, and the currents burst forth again, and over whelmed her. A
darkness came into her eyes, and she fell.
But not to the ground. A gloomy man, who had been observing her
from under the portico of the old corn-exchange when she passed
through the group without, stepped quickly to her side at the moment
of her exclamation, and caught her in his arms as she sank down. "What is it?' said Boldwood, looking up at the bringer of
the big news, as he supported her.
"Her husband was drowned this week while bathing in Lulwind Cove. A
coastguardsman found his clothes, and brought them into Budmouth
yesterday.'
Thereupon a strange fire lighted up Boldwood's eye, and his face
flushed with the suppressed excitement of an unutterable thought.
Everybody's glance was now centred upon him and the unconscious
Bathsheba. He lifted her bodily off the ground, and smoothed down the
folds of her dress as a child might have taken a storm-beaten bird and
arranged its ruffled plumes, and bore her along the pavement to the
King's Arms Inn. Here he passed with her under the archway into a
private room; and by the time he had deposited— so lothly—
the precious burden upon a sofa, Bathsheba had opened her eyes.
Remembering all that had occurred, she murmured, 'I want to go home!
'
Boldwood left the room. He stood for a moment in the passage to
recover his senses. The experience had been too much for his
consciousness to keep up with, and now that he had grasped it it had
gone again. For those few heavenly, golden moments she had been in his
arms. What did it matter about her not knowing it? She had been close
to his breast ; he had been close to hers.
He started onward again, and sending a woman to her, went out to
ascertain all the facts of the case. These appeared to be limited to
what he had already heard. He then ordered her horse to be put into
the gig, and when all was ready returned to inform her. He found that,
though still pale and unwell, she had in the meantime sent for the
Budmouth man who brought the tidings, and learnt from him all there
was to know.
Being hardly in a condition to drive home as she had driven to
town, Boldwood, with every delicacy of manner and feeling, offered to
get her a driver, or to give her a seat in his phaeton, which was more
comfortable than her own conveyance. These proposals Bathsheba gently
declined, and the farmer at once departed.
About half-an-hour later she invigorated herself by an effort, and
took her seat and the reins as usual — in external She entered her bedroom and sat by the window, and thought and
thought till night enveloped her, and the extreme lines only of her
shape were visible. Somebody came to the door, knocked, and opened it.
" Well, what is it, Liddy? ' she said.
"I was thinking there must be something got for you to wear,' said
Liddy, with hesitation.
"What do you mean?'
"Mourning.'
"No, no, no,' said Bathsheba, hurriedly.
"But I suppose there must be something done for poor— —'
"Not at present, I think. It is not necessary.'
"Why not, ma'am? '
"Because he's still alive.'
"How do you know that? ' said Liddy, amazed.
"I don't know it. But wouldn't it have been different, or
shouldn't I have heard more, or wouldn't they have found him,
Liddy?— or— I don't know how it is, but death would have been
different from how this is. I am perfectly convinced that he is still
alive! '
Bathsheba remained firm in this opinion till Monday, when two
circumstances conjoined to shake it. The first was a short paragraph
in the local newspaper, which, beyond making by a methodizing pen
formidable presumptive evidence of Troy's death by drowning, contained
the important testimony of a young Mr. Barker, M.D., of Budmouth, who
spoke to being an eyewitness of the accident, in a letter to the
editor. In this he stated that he was passing over the cliff on the
The other circumstance was the arrival of his clothes, when it
became necessary for her to examine and identify them— though
this had virtually been done long before by those who inspected the
letters in his pockets. It was so evident to her in the midst of her
agitation that Troy had undressed in the full conviction of dressing
again almost immediately, that the notion that anything but death
could have prevented him was a perverse one to entertain.
Then Bathsheba said to herself that others were assured in their
opinion; strange that she should not be. A strange reflection occurred
to her, causing her face to flush. Suppose that Troy had followed
Fanny into another world. Had he done this intentionally, yet
contrived to make his death appear like an accident? Nevertheless,
this thought of how the apparent might differ from the real-made vivid
by her bygone jealousy of Fanny, and the remorse he had shown that
night — did not blind her to the perception of a likelier
difference, less tragic, but to herself far more disastrous.
When alone late that evening beside a small fire, and much calmed
down, Bathsheba took Troy's watch into her hand, which had been
restored to her with the rest of the articles belonging to him. She
opened the case as he had opened it before her a week ago. There was
the little coil of pale hair which had been as the fuse to this great
explosion.
"He was hers and she was his; they should be gone together,' she
said. 'I am nothing to either of them, and why should I keep her
hair?' She took it in her hand, and held it over the fire. ' No %mdash; I'll
not burn it — I'll keep it in memory of her, poor thing!. ' she added,
snatching back her hand.
THE later autumn and the winter drew on apace, and the leaves lay thick upon the turf of the glades and the mosses of the woods. Bathsheba, having previously been living in a state of suspended feeling which was not suspense, now lived in a mood of quietude which was not precisely peacefulness. While she had known him to be alive she could have thought of his death with equanimity; but now that it might be she had lost him, she regretted that he was not hers still. She kept the farm going, raked in her profits without caring keenly about them, and expended money on ventures because she had done so in bygone days, which, though not long gone by, seemed infinitely removed from her present. She looked back upon that past over a great gulf, as if she were now a dead person, having the faculty of meditation still left in her, by means of which, like the mouldering gentlefolk of the poet's story, she could sit and ponder what a gift life used to be.
However, one excellent result of her general apathy was the long-delayed installation of Oak as bailiff; but he having virtually exercised that function for a long time already, the change, beyond the substantial increase of wages it brought, was little more than a nominal one addressed to the outside world.
Boldwood lived secluded and inactive. Much of his wheat and all his
barley of that season had been spoilt by the rain. It sprouted, grew
into intricate mats, and was
ultimately thrown to the pigs in armfuls. The strange neglect
which had
produced this ruin and waste became the subject of whispered talk
among
all the people round; and it was elicited from one of Boldwood's
men
that forgetfulness had nothing to do with it, for he had been
reminded
of the danger to his corn as many times and as persistently as
inferiors dared to do. The sight of the
Bathsheba, when she learnt of this proposal-for Oak was obliged to
consult her— at first languidly objected. She considered that
the two farms together were too extensive for the observation of one
man. Boldwood, who was apparently determined by personal rather than
commercial reasons, suggested that Oak should be furnished with a
horse for his sole use, when the plan would present no difficulty,
the two farms lying side by side. Boldwood did not directly
communicate with her during these negotiations, only speaking to Oak,
who was the go-between throughout. All was harmoniously arranged at
last, and we now see Oak mounted on a strong cob, and daily trotting
the length breadth of about two thousand acres in a cheerful spirit of
surveillance, as if the crops belonged to him— the actual
mistress of the one-half and the master of the other, sitting in their
respective homes in gloomy and sad seclusion.
Out of this there arose, during the spring succeeding, a talk in
the parish that Gabriel Oak was feathering his nest fast.
" Whatever d'ye think,' said Susan Tall, ' Gable Oak is coming it
quite the dand. He now wears shining boots with hardly a hob in 'em,
two or three times a-week, and a tall hat a-Sundays, and 'a hardly
knows the name of smock- frock. When I see people strut enough to he
cut up into bantam cocks, I stand dormant with wonder, and says no
more! '
It was eventually known that Gabriel, though paid a fixed wage by
Bathsheba independent of the fluctuations of agricultural profits, had
made an engagement with Boldwood by which Oak was to receive a share
of the receipts— a small share certainly, yet it was money of a
higher quality than mere wages, and capable of expansion in a way that
wages were not. A great hope had latterly germinated in Boldwood, whose
unreasoning devotion to Bathsheba could only be characterized as a
fond madness which neither time nor circumstance, evil nor good
report, could weaken or destroy. This fevered hope had grown up again
like a grain of mustard-seed during the quiet which followed the hasty
conjecture that Troy was drowned. He nourished it fearfully, and
almost shunned the contemplation of it in earnest, lest facts should
reveal the wildness of the dream. Bathsheba having at last been
persuaded to wear mourning, her appearance as she entered the church
in that guise was in itself a weekly addition to his faith that a time
was coming — very far off perhaps, yet surely nearing— when
his waiting on events should have its reward. How long he might have
to wait he had not yet closely considered. what he would try to
recognize was that the severe schooling she had been subjected to had
made Bathsheba much more considerate than she had formerly been of the
feelings of others, and he trusted that, should she be willing at any
time in the future to marry any man at all, that man would be himself.
There was a substratum of good feeling in her: her self-reproach for
the injury she had thoughtlessly done him might be depended upon now
to a much greater extent than before her infatuation and
disappointment. It would be possible to approach her by the channel of
her good nature, and to
suggest a friendly business-like compact between them for
fulfilment at
some future day, keeping the passionate side of his desire
entirely out
of her sight. Such was Boldwood's hope.
To the eyes of the middle-aged, Bathsheba was perhaps additionally
charming just now. Her exuberance of spirit was pruned down ; the
original phantom of delight had shown Bathsheba's return from a two months' visit to her old aunt at
Norcombe afforded the impassioned and yearning farmer a pretext for
inquiring directly after her— now possibly in the ninth month of
her widowhood— and endeavouring to get a notion of her middle of
the haymaking, and Boldwood contrived to
"I am glad to see you out of doors, Lydia,' he said
She simpered, and wondered in her heart why he
"I hope Mrs. Troy is quite well after her long the coldest-hearted
neighbour could scarcely say less
"She is quite well, sir.
"And cheerful. I suppose.'
"Yes, cheerful.
"Fearful, did you say?'
"O no. I merely said she was cheerful.'
"Tells you all her affairs?'
"No, sir. 'Some of them?'
"Yes, sir.
"Mrs Troy puts much confidence in you, Lydia; and very wisely,
perhaps.'
"She do, sir. I've been with her all through her troubles, and was
with her at the time of Mr.Troy's going and all. And if she were to
marry again I expect I should bide with her.'
"She promises that you shall— quite natural,' said the
strategic lover, throbbing throughout him at the presumption which
Liddy's words appeared to warrant — that his darling had thought
of re-marriage.
"No— she doesn't promise it exactly. I merely judge on my own
account.
"Yes yes, I understand. When she alludes to the possibility
of marrying again, you conclude-' "She never do allude to
it, sir,' said Liddy, thinking how very stupid Mr. Boldwood was
getting.
"Of course not,' he returned hastily, his hope falling again. ' You
needn't take quite such long reaches with your rake, Lydia—
short and quick ones are best. Well, perhaps, as she is absolute
mistress again now, it is wise of her to resolve never to give up her
freedom.'
" My mistress did certainly once say, though not seriously, that
she supposed she might marry again at the end of seven years from last
year, if she cared to risk Mr. Troy's coming back and claiming her.'
" Ah, six years from the present time. Said that she might. She
might marry at once in every reasonable person's opinion, whatever
the lawyers may say to the contrary.'
"Have you been to ask them?' said Liddy, innocently.
" Not I,' said Boldwood, growing red. ' Liddy, you needn't stay
here a minute later than you wish, so Mr, Oak says. I am now going on
a little farther. Good' afternoon.'
He went away vexed with himself, and ashamed of having for this one
time in his life done anything which could be called underhand. Poor
Boldwood had no more skill in finesse than a battering-ram, and he was
uneasy with a sense of having made himself to appear stupid and, what
was worse, mean. But he had, after all, lighted upon one fact by way
of repayment. It was a singularly fresh and fascinating fact, and
though not without its sadness it was pertinent and real. In little
more than six years from this time Bathsheba might certainly marry
him. There was something definite in that hope, for admitting that
there might have been no deep thought in her words to Liddy about
marriage, they showed at least her creed on the matter.
This pleasant notion was now continually in his mind. Six years
were a long time, but how much shorter than never, the idea he had for
so long been obliged to endure! Jacob had served twice seven years
for Rachel: what were six for such a woman as this? He tried to like
the notion of waiting for her better than that of winning her at once.
Boldwood felt his love to be so deep and strong and eternal, that it
was possible she Meanwhile the early and the late summer brought round the week in
which Greenhill Fair was held. This fair was frequently attended by
the folk of Weatherbury.
GREENHILL was the Nijni Novgorod of South Wessex; and the busiest, merriest, noisiest day of the whole statute number was the day of the sheep fair. This yearly gathering was upon the summit of a hill which retained in good preservation the remains of an ancient earthwork, consisting of a huge rampart and entrenchment of an oval form encircling the top of the hill, though somewhat broken down here and there. To each of the two chief openings on opposite sides a winding road ascended, and the level green space of ten or fifteen acres enclosed by the bank was the site of the fair. A few permanent erections dotted the spot, but the majority of visitors patronized canvas alone for resting and feeding under during the time of their sojourn here.
Shepherds who attended with their flocks from long distances started from home two or three days, or even a week, before the fair, driving their charges a few miles each day— not more than ten or twelve— and resting them at night in hired fields by the wayside at previously chosen points, where they fed, having fasted since morning. The shepherd of each flock marched behind, a bundle containing his kit for the week strapped upon his shoulders, and in his hand his crook, which he used as the staff of his pilgrimage. Several of the sheep would get worn and lame, and occasionally a lambing occurred on the road. To meet these contingencies, there was frequently provided, to accompany the flocks from the remoter points, a pony and waggon into which the weakly ones were taken for the remainder of the journey.
The Weatherbury Farms, however, were no such long distance from the
hill, and those arrangements were not necessary in their case. But
the large united flocks of Bathsheba and Farmer Boldwood formed a
valuable and imposing multitude which When the autumn sun slanted over Greenhill this morning and lighted
the dewy flat upon its crest, nebulous clouds of dust were to be seen
floating between the pairs of hedges which streaked the wide prospect
around in all directions. These gradually converged upon the base of
the hill, and the flocks became individually visible, climbing the
serpentine ways which led to the top. Thus, in a slow procession, they
entered the opening to which the roads tended, multitude after
multitude, horned and hornless— blue flocks and red flocks, buff
flocks and brown flocks, even green and salmon-tinted flocks,
according to the fancy of the colourist and custom of the farm. Men
were shouting, dogs were barking, with greatest animation, but the
thronging travellers in so long a journey had grown nearly indifferent
to such terrors, though they still bleated piteously at the
unwontedness of their experiences, a tall shepherd rising here and
there in the midst of them, like a gigantic idol amid a crowd of
prostrate devotees.
The great mass of sheep in the fair consisted of South Downs and
the old Wessex horned breeds, to the latter class Bathsheba's and
Farmer Boldwood's mainly belonged. These filed in about nine o'clock,
their vermiculated horns lopping gracefully on each side of their
cheeks in geometrically perfect spirals, a small pink and white ear
nestling under each horn. Before and behind came other varieties,
perfect leopards as to the full rich substance of their coats, and
only lacking the spots. There were also a few of the Oxfordshire
breed, whose wool was beginning to curl like a child's flaxen hair,
though surpassed in this respect by the effeminate Leicesters, which
were in turn less curly than the Cotswolds. But the most picturesque
by far was a small flock of Exmoors, which chanced to be there this
year. Their pied faces and legs, dark and heavy horns, tresses of wool
hanging round their swarthy All these bleating, panting, and weary thousands had entered and
were penned before the morning had far advanced, the dog belonging to
each flock being tied to the corner of the pen containing it. Alleys
for pedestrians intersected the pens, which soon became crowded with
buyers and sellers from far and near.
In another part of the hill an altogether different scene began to
force itself upon the eye towards midday. A circular tent, of
exceptional newness and size, was in course of erection here. As the
day drew on, the flocks began to change hands, lightening the
shepherd's responsibilities ; and they turned their
attention to this tent and inquired of a man at work there, whose
soul
seemed concentrated on tying a bothering knot in no time, what was
going on.
" The Royal Hippodrome Performance of Turpin's Ride to York and the
Death of Black Bess,' replied the man promptly, without turning his
eyes or leaving off tying.
As soon as the tent was completed the band struck up highly
stimulating harmonies, and the announcement was publicly made, Black
Bess standing in a conspicuous position on the outside, as a living
proof, If proof were wanted, of the truth of the oracular utterances
from the stage over which the people were to enter. These were so
convinced by such genuine appeals to heart and understanding both that
they soon began to crowd in abundantly, among the foremost being
visible Jan Coggan and Joseph Poorgrass, who were holiday keeping here
to-day,
"'That's the great ruffen pushing me! ' screamed a woman in front
of Jan over her shoulder at him when the rush was at its fiercest.
'How can I help pushing ye when the folk behind push me?' said Coggan,
in a deprecating tone, turning without turning his body, which was
jammed as in a vice.
There was a silence ; then the drums and trumpets again sent forth
their echoing notes. The crowd was "O that helpless feymels should be at the mercy of she swayed like
a reed shaken by the wind. Now,' said Coggan, appealing in an earnest
voice to the public at large as it stood clustered about his
shoulder-blades,'ded ye ever hear such onreasonable woman as that?
Upon my carcase, neighbours, if I could only get out of this
cheesewring, the damn women might eat the show for me! '
"Don't ye lose yer temper, Jan!' implored Joseph Poorgrass, in a
whisper. ' They might get their men to murder us, for I think by the
shine of their eyes that they be a sinful form of womankind.'
Jan held his tongue, as if he had no objection to be pacified to
please a friend, and they gradually reached the foot of the ladder,
Poorgrass being flattened like a jumping-jack, and the sixpence, for
admission, which he had got ready half-an-hour earlier, having become
so reeking hot in the tight squeeze of his excited hand that the woman
in spangles, brazen rings set with glass diamonds, and with chalked
face and shoulders, who took the money of him, hastily dropped it
again from a fear that some trick had been played to burn her fingers.
So they all entered, and the cloth of the tent, to the eyes of an
observer on the outside, became bulged into innumerable pimples such
as we observe on a sack of potatoes, caused by the various human
heads, backs, and elbows at high pressure within.
At the rear of the large tent there were two small dressing-tents.
One of these, allotted to the male performers, was partitioned into
halves by a cloth ; and in one of the divisions there was sitting on
the grass, pulling on a pair of jack-boots, a young man whom we
instantly recognise as Sergeant Troy.
Troy's appearance in this position may be briefly accounted for.
The brig aboard which he was taken in Budmouth Roads was about to
start on a voyage, though somewhat short of hands. Troy read the
articles and joined, but before they sailed a boat was despatched
across the bay to Lulwind cove; as he
At this time — the July preceding the September in which we
find at Greenhill Fair — he fell in with a travelling circus
which was performing in the outskirts of a northern town. Troy
introduced himself to the manager by taming a restive horse of the
troupe, hitting a suspended apple with And now the mild autumn sun got lower, and in front of the pavilion
the following incident had taken place. Bathsheba— who was
driven to the fair that day by her odd man Poorgrass— had, like
every one else, read or heard the announcement that Mr. Francis, the
Great Cosmopolitan Equestrian and Roughrider, would enact the part of
Turpin, and she was not yet too old and careworn to be without a
little curiosity to see him. This particular show was by far the
largest and grandest in the fair, a horde of little shows grouping
themselves under its shade like chickens around a hen. The crowd had
passed in, and
Boldwood, who had been watching all the day for an opportunity of
speaking to her, seeing her comparatively isolated, came up to her
side.
"I hope the sheep have done well to-day, Mrs. Troy?' he said,
nervously.
"O yes, thank you,' said Bathsheba, colour springing up in the
centre of her cheeks. "I was fortunate enough to sell them all just as
we got upon the hill, so we hadn't to pen at all.'
"And now you are entirely at leisure?'
"Yes, except that I have to see one more dealer in two hours' time:
otherwise I should be going home. was looking at this large tent and
the announcement. Have you ever seen the play of "Turpin's Ride to
York?" Turpin was a real man, was he not?'
"O yes, perfectly true— all of it. Indeed, I think I've heard
Jan Coggan say that a relation of his knew Tom King, Turpin's friend,
quite well.' "Coggan is rather given to strange
stories connected with his relations, we must remember. I hope they
can all be believed.'
"Yes, yes; we know Coggan. But Turpin is true enough. You have
never seen it played, I suppose?'
"Never. I was not allowed to go into these places when I was young.
Hark! What's that prancing? How they shout!'
"Black Bess just started off, I suppose. Am I right in supposing
you would like to see the performance, Mrs. Troy? Please excuse my
mistake, if it is one; but if you would like to, I'll get a seat for
you with pleasure.' Perceiving that she hesitated, he added, 'I myself
shall not stay to see it: I've seen it before.'
Now Bathsheba did care a little to see the show, and had only
withheld her feet from the ladder because she feared to go in alone.
She had been hoping that Oak might appear, whose assistance in such
cases was always accepted as an inalienable right, but Oak was nowhere
to be seen; and hence it was that she said, "Then if you will just
look in first, to see if there's room, I think I will go in for a
minute or two.'
And so a short time after this Bathsheba appeared in the tent with
Boldwood at her elbow, who, taking her to a " reserved ' seat, again
withdrew.
This feature consisted of one raised bench in very conspicuous
part of the circle, covered with red cloth, and floored with a piece
of carpet, and Bathsheba immediately found, to her confusion, that she
was the single reserved individual in the tent, the rest of the
crowded spectators, one and all, standing on their legs on the borders
of the arena, where they got twice as good a view of the performance
for half the money. Hence as many eyes were turned upon her,
enthroned alone in this place of honour, against a scarlet background,
as upon the ponies and clown who were engaged in preliminary exploits
in the centre, Turpin not having yet appeared. Once there, Bathsheba
was forced to make the best of it and remain: she sat down, spreading
her skirts with some dignity over the unoccupied space on each side of
her, and giving a new and feminine aspect to the pavilion. In a few
minutes she noticed the fat red nape of Coggan's neck among those
standing just The interior was shadowy with a peculiar shade. The strange
luminous semi-opacities of fine autumn afternoons and eves intensified
into Rembrandt effects the few yellow sunbeams which came through
holes and divisions in the canvas, and spirted like jets of gold-dust
across the dusky blue atmosphere of haze pervading the tent, until
they alighted on inner surfaces of cloth opposite, and shone like
little lamps suspended there.
Troy, on peeping from his dressing-tent through a slit for a
reconnoitre before entering, saw his unconscious wife on high before
him as described, sitting as queen of the tournament. He started back
in utter confusion, for although his disguise effectually concealed
his personality, he instantly felt that she would be sure to recognize
his voice. He had several times during the day thought of the
possibility of some Weatherbury person or other appearing and
recognizing him; but he had taken the risk carelessly. If they see me,
let them, he had said. But here was Bathsheba in her own person; and
the reality of the scene was so much intenser than any of his
prefigurings that he felt he had not half enough considered the point.
She looked so charming and fair that his cool mood about
Weatherbury people was changed. He had not expected her to exercise
this power over him in the twinkling of an eye. Should he go on, and
care nothing? He could not bring himself to do that. Beyond a politic
wish to remain unknown, there suddenly arose in him now a sense of
shame at the possibility that his attractive young wife, who already
despised him, should despise him more by discovering him in so mean a
condition after so long a time. He actually blushed at the thought,
and was vexed beyond measure that his sentiments of dislike towards
Weatherbury should have led him to dally about the country in this
way.
But Troy was never more clever than when absolutely at his wit's
end. He hastily thrust aside the curtain dividing his own little
dressing space from that of the manager and proprietor, who now
appeared as the individual called Tom King as far "Here's the devil to pay!' said Troy.
"How's that?'
"Why, there's a blackguard creditor in the tent I don't want to
see, who'll discover me and nab me as sure as Satan if I open my
mouth. What's to be done?'
You must appear now, I think.'
"I can't.'
But the play must proceed.'
"Do you give out that Turpin has got a bad cold, and can't speak
his part, but that he'll perform it just the same without speaking.'
The proprietor shook his head.
"Anyhow, play or no play, I won't open my mouth, said Troy, firmly.
"Very well, then let me see. I tell you how we'll manage,' said the
other, who perhaps felt it would be extremely awkward to offend his
leading man just at this time. "I won't tell 'em anything about your
keeping silence; go on with the piece and say nothing, doing what you
can by a judicious wink now and then, and a few indomitable nods in
the heroic places, you know. They'll never find out that the speeches
are omitted.'
This seemed feasible enough, for Turpin's speeches were not many or
long, the fascination of the piece lying entirely in the action ; and
accordingly the play began, and at the appointed time Black Bess leapt
into the grassy circle amid the plaudits of the spectators. At the
turnpike scene, where Bess and Turpin are hotly pursued at midnight by
the officers, and half-awake gatekeeper in his tasselled nightcap
denies that any horseman has passed, Coggan uttered a broad-chested
"Well done!' which could be heard all over the fair above the
bleating, and Poorgrass smiled delightedly with a nice sense of
dramatic contrast between our hero, who coolly leaps the gate, and
halting justice in the form of his enemies, who must needs pull up
cumbersomely and wait to be let through. At the death of Tom King, he
could not refrain from seizing Coggan by the hand, and whispering,
with tears in his eyes, "Of Meanwhile Troy had added a few touches to his ordinary make-up for
the character, the more effectually to disguise himself, and though he
had felt faint qualms on first entering, the metamorphosis effected
by judiciously "lining' his face with a wire rendered him safe from
the eyes of Bathsheba and her men. Nevertheless, he was relieved when
it was got through.
There was a second performance in the evening, and the tent was
lighted up. Troy had taken his part very quietly this time, venturing
to introduce a few speeches on occasion ; and was just concluding it
when, whilst standing at the edge of the circle contiguous to the
first row of spectators, he observed within a yard of him the eye of a
man darted keenly into his side features. Troy hastily shifted his
position, after having recognized in sworn enemy, who still hung about
the outskirts of Weatherbury.
At first Troy resolved to take no notice and abide by
circumstances. That he had been recongnized by this man was highly
probable; yet there was room for a doubt. Then the great objection he
had felt to allowing news of his proximity to precede him to
Weatherbury in the event of his return, based on a feeling that
knowledge of his present occupation would discredit him still further
in his wife's eyes, returned in full force. Moreover, should he
resolve not to return at all, a tale of his being alive and being in
In this dilemma Troy at once went out to reconnoitre. It occurred
to him that to find Pennyways, and make a friend of him if possible,
would be a very wise act. He had put on a thick beard borrowed from
the establishment, and this he wandered about the fair-field. It was
now almost dark, and respectable people were getting their carts and
gigs ready to go home
The largest refreshment booth in the fair was provided by an
innkeeper from a neighbouring town. This was considered an
unexceptionable place for obtaining the necessary food and rest: Host
Trencher (as he was jauntily called by the local newspaper) being a
substantial man of high repute for catering through all the county
round. The tent was divided into first and second-class compartments,
and at the end of the first-class division was a yet further enclosure
for the most exclusive, fenced of from the body of the tent by a
luncheon-bar, behind which the host himself stood bustling about in
white apron and shirt-sleeves, and looking as if he had never lived
anywhere but under canvas all his life. In these penetralia were
chairs and a table, which, on candles being lighted, made quite a cosy
and luxurious show, with an urn, plated tea and coffee pots, china
teacups, and plum cakes.
Troy stood at the entrance to the booth, where a gipsy-woman was
frying pancakes over a little fire of sticks and selling them at a
penny a-piece, and looked over the heads of the people within. He
could see nothing of Pennyways, but he soon discerned Bathsheba
through an opening into the reserved space at the further end. Troy
thereupon retreated, went round the tent into the darkness, and
listened. He could hear Bathsheba's voice immediately inside the
canvas ; she was conversing with a man. A warmth overspread his face:
surely she was not so unprincipled as to flirt in a fair! He wondered
if, then, she reckoned upon his death as an absolute certainty. To get
at the root of the matter, Troy took a penknife from his pocket and
softly made two little cuts crosswise in the cloth, which, by folding
back the corners left a hole the size of a Troy took in the scene completely now. She was leaning back,
sipping a cup of tea that she held in her hand, and the owner of the
male voice was Boldwood, who had apparently just brought the cup to
her, Bathsheba, being in a negligent mood, leant so idly against the
canvas that it was pressed to the shape of her shoulder, and she was,
in fact, as good as in Troy's arms; and he was obliged to keep his
breast carefully backward that she might not feel its warmth through
the cloth as he gazed in.
Troy found unexpected chords of feeling to be stirred again within
him as they had been stirred earlier in the day. She was handsome as
ever, and she was his. It was some minutes before he could counteract
his sudden wish to go in, and claim her. Then he thought how the proud
girl who had always looked down upon him even whilst it was to love
him, would hate him on discovering him to be a strolling player. Were
he to make himself known, that chapter of his life must at all risks
be kept for ever from her and from the Weatherbury people, or his name
would be a byword throughout the parish. He would be nicknamed
'Turpin' as long as he lived. Assuredly before he could claim her
these few past months of his existence must be entirely blotted out.
"Shall I get you another cup before you start, ma'am?' said Farmer
Boldwood.
"Thank you," said Bathsheba. " But I must be going at once. It was
great neglect in that man to keep me waiting here till so late. I
should have gone two hours ago, if it had not been for him. I had no
idea of coming in here; but there's nothing so refreshing as a cup of
tea, though I should never have got one if you hadn't helped me.'
Troy scrutinized her cheek as lit by the candles, and watched each
varying shade thereon, and the white shell-like sinuosities "Excuse me, ma'am,' said Pennyways ; "I've some private information
for your ear alone.'
"I cannot hear it now,' she said, coldly. That Bathsheba could not
endure this man was evident; in fact, he was continually coming to
her with some tale or other, by which he might creep into favour at
the expense of persons maligned.
"I'll write it down,' said Pennyways, confidently. He stooped over
the table, pulled a leaf from a warped pocket-book, and wrote upon
the paper, in a round hand—
" This he folded small, and handed towards her. Bathsheba would not
read it ; she would not even put out her hand to take it. Pennyways,
then, with a laugh of derision, tossed it into her lap, and, turning
away, left her.
From the words and action of Pennyways, Troy, though he had not
been able to see what the ex-bailiff wrote, had not a moment's doubt
that the note referred to him. Nothing that he could think of could be
done to check the exposure. " Curse my luck!' he whispered, and
added imprecations which rustled in the gloom like a pestilent wind.
Meanwhile Boldwood said, taking up the note from her lap—
"Don't you wish to read it, Mrs. Troy? If not, I'll destroy it."
" Oh, well,' said Bathsheba, carelessly, "perhaps it is unjust not
to read it; but I can guess what it is about. He wants me to recommend
him, or it is to tell me of some little scandal or another connected
with my workpeople. He's always doing that.'
Bathsheba held the note in her right hand. Boldwood handed towards
her a plate of cut bread-and butter; when, in order to take a slice,
she put the note into her left hand, where she was still holding the
purse, and then allowed her hand to drop Troy reached the tent door, and standing among the groups there
gathered, looked anxiously for Pennyways, evidently not wishing to
make himself prominent by inquiring for him. One or two men were
speaking of a daring attempt that had just been made to rob a young
lady by lifting the canvas of the tent beside her. It was supposed
that the rogue had imagined a slip of paper which she held in her hand
to he a bank note, for he had seized it, and made off with it, leaving
her purse behind. His chagrin and disappointment at discovering its
worthlessness would be a good joke, it was said. However, the
occurrence seemed to have become known to few, for it had not
interrupted a fiddler, who had lately begun playing by the door of the
tent, nor the four bowed old men with grim countenances and
walking-sticks in hand, who were dancing "Major Malley's Reel' to the
tune. Behind these stood Pennyways. Troy glided up to him, beckoned,
and whispered a few words ; and with a mutual glance of concurrence
the two men went into the night together. Your husband is here. I've seen him. Who's the fool
now?'
THE arrangement for getting back again to Weatherbury had been that Oak should take the place of Poorgrass in Bathsheba's conveyance and drive her home, it being discovered late in the afternoon that Joseph was suffering from his old complaint, a multiplying eye, and was, therefore, hardly trustworthy as coachman and protector to a woman. But Oak had found himself so occupied, and was full of so many cares relative to those portions of Boldwood's flocks that were not disposed of, that Bathsheba, without telling Oak or anybody, resolved to drive home herself, as she had many times done from Casterbridge Market, and trust to her good angel for performing the journey unmolested. But having fallen in with Farmer Boldwood accidentally (on her part at least) at the refreshment-tent, she found it impossible to refuse his offer to ride on horseback beside her as escort. It had grown twilight before she was aware, but Boldwood assured her that there was no cause for uneasiness, as the moon would be up in half-an-hour.
Immediately after the incident in the tent, she had risen to
go— now absolutely alarmed and really grateful for her old
lover's protection— though regretting Gabriel's absence, whose
company she would have much preferred, as being more proper as well as
more pleasant, since he was her own managing-man and servant. This,
however, could not be helped; she would not, on any consideration,
treat Boldwood harshly, having once already ill-used him, and the moon
having risen, and the gig being ready, she drove across the hill- top
in the wending way's which led downwards— to oblivious
obscurity, as it seemed, for the moon and the hill it flooded with
light were in appearance on a level, the rest of the world lying as a
vast shady concave between them. Boldwood mounted his horse, and The keen instincts of Bathsheba had perceived that the farmer's
staunch devotion to herself was still undiminished, and she
sympathized deeply. The sight had quite depressed her this evening;
had reminded her of her folly; she wished anew, as she had wished many
months ago, for some means of making reparation for her fault. Hence
her pity for the man who so persistently loved on to his own injury
and permanent gloom had betrayed Bathsheba into an injudicious
considerateness of manner, which appeared almost like tenderness, and
gave new vigour to the exquisite dream of a Jacob's seven years
service in poor Boldwood's mind.
He soon found an excuse for advancing from his position in the
rear, and rode close by her side. They had gone two or three miles in
the moonlight, speaking desultorily across the wheel of her gig
concerning the fair, farming, Oak's usefulness to them both, and other
indifferent subjects, when Boldwood said suddenly and simply —
"Mrs. Troy, you will marry again some day?'
This point-blank query unmistakably confused her, it was not till a
minute or more had elapsed that she said, "I have not seriously
thought of any such subject.'
"I quite understand that. Yet your late husband has been dead
nearly one year, and— '
" You forget that his death was never absolutely proved, and may
not have taken place; so that I may not be really a widow,' she said,
catching at the straw of escape that the fact afforded
"Not absolutely proved, perhaps, but it was proved
circumstantially. A man saw him drowning, too. No reasonable person
has any doubt of his death; nor have you, ma'am, I should imagine.
"O yes I have, or I should have acted differently,' she said,
gently. "From the first, I have had a strange unaccountable They were silent now awhile, and having struck into an unfrequented
track across a common, the creaks of Boldwood's saddle and gig
springs were all the sounds to be heard. Boldwood ended the pause.
"Do you remember when I carried you fainting in my arms into the
King's Arms, in Casterbridge? Every dog has his day: that was mine.'
"I know— I know it all,' she said, hurriedly.
"I, for one, shall never cease regretting that events so fell out
as to deny you to me.'
"I, too, am very sorry,' she said, and then checked herself. "I
mean, you know, I am sorry you thought i— '
"I have always this dreary pleasure in thinking over those past
times with you — that I was something to you before " I did ; and respected you, too.'
"Do you now?'
"Yes.'
"Which?'
"How do you mean which?'
"Do you like me, or do you respect me?'
"I don't know— at least, I cannot tell you. It is difficult
for a woman to define her feelings in language which is chiefly made
by men to express theirs. My treatment of you was thoughtless,
inexcusable, wicked! I shall eternally regret it. If there had been
anything I could have done to make amends I would most gladly have
done it— there was nothing on earth I so longed to do as to
repair the error. But that was not possible.'
"Don't blame yourself — you were not so far in the wrong as
you suppose. Bathsheba, suppose "I cannot say. I shouldn't yet, at any rate.'
"But you might at some future time of your life?'
"O yes, I might at some time.'
"Well, then, do you know that without further proof of any kind you
may marry again in about six years from the present— subject to
nobody's objection or blame?'
"O yes,' she said, quickly. " I know all that. But don't talk of
it— seven or six years— where may we all be by that time?'
"They will soon glide by, and it will seem an astonishingly short
time to look back upon when they are past— much less than to
look forward to now.'
"Yes, yes; I have found that in my own experience.'
" Now listen once more,' Boldwood pleaded. "If I wait that time,
will you marry me? You own that you owe me amends-let that be your way
of making them.'
"But, Mr. Boldwood— six years— '
"Do you want to be the wife of any other man?'
"No indeed! I mean, that I don't like to talk about this matter
now. Perhaps it is not proper, and I ought not to allow it. Let us
drop it. My husband may be living, as I said.'
"Of course, I'll drop the subject if you wish. But propriety has
nothing to do with reasons. I am a middle-aged man, willing to protect
you for the remainder of our lives. On your side, at least, there is
no passion or blamable haste— on mine, perhaps, there is. But I
can't help seeing that if you choose from a feeling of pity, and, as
you say, a wish to make amends, to make a bargain with me for a
far-ahead time— an agreement which will set all things right and
make me happy, late though it may be— there is no fault to be
found with you as a woman. Had'nt I the first place beside you?
Haven't you been almost mine once already? Surely you can say to me as
much as this, you will have me back again should circumstances permit?
Now, pray speak! O Bathsheba, promise— it is only a little
promise— that if you marry again, you will marry me!'
His tone was so excited that she almost feared him at this "I will never marry another man whilst you wish me to be your wife,
whatever comes— but to say more— you have taken me so by
surprise — '
"But let it stand in these simple words— that in six years'
time you will be my wife? Unexpected accidents we'll not mention,
because those, of course, must be given way to. Now, this time I know
you will keep your word.'
"That's why I hesitate to give it.'
"But do give it! Remember the past, and be kind.'
She breathed; and then said mournfully: "O what shall I do? I don't
love you, and I much fear that I never shall love you as much as a
woman ought to love a husband. If you, sir, know that, and I can yet
give you happiness by a mere promise to marry at the end of six years,
if my husband should not come back, it is a great honour to me. And if
you value such an act of friendship from a woman who doesn't esteem
herself as she did, and has little love left, why I — I will— '
"Promise!.'
"— Consider, if I cannot promise soon.'
"But soon is perhaps never?'
"O no, it is not! I mean soon. Christmas, we'll say.'
"Christmas!' He said nothing further till he added: "Well, I'll
say no more to you about it till that time.'
Bathsheba was in a very peculiar state of mind, which showed how
entirely the soul is the slave of the body, the ethereal spirit
dependent for its quality upon the tangible flesh and blood. It is
hardly too much to say that she felt coerced by a force stronger than
her own will, not only into the act of promising upon this singularly
remote and vague matter, but into the emotion of fancying that she
ought to promise. When the weeks intervening between the night of
this One day she was led by an accident into an oddly confidential
dialogue with Gabriel about her difficulty It afforded her a little
relief— of a dull and cheerless kind. They were auditing
accounts, and something occurred in the course of their labours which
led Oak to say, speaking of Boldwood, " He'll never forget you,
ma'am, never.'
Then out came her trouble before she was aware ; and she told him
how she had again got into the toils; what Boldwood had asked her, and
how he was expecting her assent. "The most mournful reason of all for
my agreeing to it,' she said sadly, 'and the true reason why I think
to do so for good or for evil, is this — it is a thing I have
not breathed to a living soul as yet— I believe that if I don't give my
word, he'll go out of his mind.'
"Really, do ye?' said Gabriel, gravely.
"I believe this,' she continued, with reckless frankness; "and
Heaven knows I say it in a spirit the very reverse of vain, for I am
grieved and troubled to my soul about it— I believe I hold that man's
future in my hand. His career depends entirely upon my treatment of
him. O Gabriel, I tremble at my responsibility, for it is terrible!'
"Well, I think this much, ma'am, as I told you years ago,' said
Oak, 'that his life is a total blank whenever he isn't hoping for 'ee;
but I can't suppose— I hope that nothing so dreadful hangs on to it as
you fancy. His natural manner has always been dark and strange, you
know. But since the case is so sad and odd-like, why don't ye give the
conditional promise? I think I would.'
"But is it right? Some rash acts of my past life have taught me
that a watched woman must have very much circumspection to retain only
a very little credit, and I do want and long to be discreet in this!
And six years— why we may all be in our graves by that time,
even if Mr. Troy does not come back again, which he may not
impossibly do! Such thoughts give a sort of absurdity to the scheme.
Now, isn't it preposterous, "Eight years older, ma'am.'
"Yes, eight years— and is it wrong?'
"Perhaps it would be an uncommon agreement for a man and woman to
make: I don't see anything really wrong about it,' said Oak, slowly.
"In fact the very thing that makes it doubtful if you ought to marry
en under any condition, that is, your not caring about him — for
I may suppose— — '
"Yes, you may suppose that love is wanting,' she said shortly.
"Love is an utterly bygone, sorry, worn-out, miserable thing with
me— for him or any one else.'
"Well, your want of love seems to me the one thing that takes away
harm from such an agreement with him. If wild heat had to do wi' it,
making ye long to overcome the awkwardness about your husband's
vanishing, it mid be wrong ; but a cold-hearted agreement to oblige a
man seems different, somehow. The real sin, ma'am in my mind, lies in
thinking of ever wedding wi' a man you don't love honest and true.'
"That I'm willing to pay the penalty of,' said Bathsheba, firmly. "
You know, Gabriel, this is what I cannot get off my conscience—
that I once seriously injured him in sheer idleness. If I had never
played a trick upon him, he would never have wanted to marry me. O if
I could only pay some heavy damages in money to him for the harm I
did, and so get the sin off my soul that way!... Well, there's the
debt, which can only be discharged in one way, and I believe I am
bound to do it if it honestly lies in my power, without any
consideration of my own future at all. When a rake gambles away his
expectations, the fact that it is an inconvenient debt doesn't make
him the less liable. I've been a rake, and the single point I ask you
is, considering that my own scruples, and the fact that in the eye of
the law my husband is only missing, will keep any man from marrying me
until seven years have passed— am I free to entertain such an
idea, even though 'tis a sort of penance— for it will be that? I
hate the act of marriage under such circumstances, and the class of
women I should seem to belong to by doing it!' "It
seems to me that all depends upon whe'r you think, as everybody else
do, that your husband is dead.'
"I shall get to, I suppose, because I cannot help feeling what
would have brought him back long before this time if he had lived.'
"Well, then, in religious sense you will be as free to "No. When I want a broad- minded opinion for general enlightenment,
distinct from special advice, I never go to a man who deals in the
subject professionally. So I like the parson's opinion on law, the
lawyer's on doctoring, the doctor's on business, and my
business-man's— that is, yours— on morals.'
"And on love — — '
"My own.'
"I'm afraid there's a hitch in that argument,' said Oak, with a
grave smile.
She did not reply at once, and then saying, 'Good evening Mr. Oak,'
went away.
She had spoken frankly, and neither asked nor expected any reply
from Gabriel more satisfactory than that she had obtained. Yet in the
centremost parts of her complicated heart there existed at this minute
a little pang of disappointment, for a reason she would not allow
herself to recognize. Oak had not once wished her free that he might
marry her himself— had not once said, "I could wait for you as
well as he.' That was the insect sting. Not that she would have
listened to any such hypothesis. O no— for wasn't she saying all
the time that such thoughts of the future were improper, and wasn't
Gabriel far too poor a man to speak sentiment to her? Yet he might
have just hinted about that old love of his, and asked, in a playful
off-hand way, if he might speak of it. It would have seemed pretty
and sweet, if no more; and then she would have shown how kind and
inoffensive a woman's "No' can sometimes be. But to give such cool
advice — the very advice she had asked for — it ruffled
our heroine all the afternoon.
CHRISTMAS-EVE came, and a party that Boldwood was to give in the evening was the great subject of talk in Weatherbury. It was not that the rarity of Christmas parties in the parish made this one a wonder, but that Boldwood should be the giver. The announcement had had an abnormal and incongruous sound, as if one should hear of croquet- playing in a cathedral aisle, or that some much-respected judge was going upon the stage. That the party was intended to be a truly jovial one there was no room for doubt. A large bough of mistletoe had been brought from the woods that day, and suspended in the hall of the bachelor's home. Holly and ivy had followed in armfuls. From six that morning till past noon the huge wood fire in the kitchen roared and sparkled at its highest, the kettle, the saucepan, and the three-legged pot appearing in the midst of the flames like Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego ; moreover, roasting and basting operations were continually carried on in front of the genial blaze.
As it grew later the fire was made up in the large long hall into which the staircase descended, and all encumbrances were cleared out for dancing. The log which was to form the back-brand of the evening fire was the uncleft trunk of a tree, so unwieldy that it could be neither brought nor rolled to its place ; and accordingly two men were to be observed dragging and heaving it in by chains and levers as the hour of assembly drew near.
In spite of all this, the spirit of revelry was wanting In the
atmosphere of the house. Such a thing had never been attempted before
by its owner, and it was now done as by a wrench. Intended gaieties
would insist upon appearing like solemn grandeurs, the organization of
the whole effort was Bathsheba was at this time in her room, dressing for the event. She
had called for candles, and Liddy entered and placed one on each side
of her mistress's glass.
"Don't go away, Liddy,' said Bathsheba, almost timidly.' I am
foolishly agitated— I cannot tell why. I wish I had not been obliged to
go to this dance; but there's no escaping now. I have not spoken to
Mr. Boldwood since the autumn, when I promised to see him at Christmas
on business, but I had no idea there was to be anything of this kind.'
"But I would go now,' said Liddy, who was going with her; for
Boldwood had been indiscriminate in his invitations.
"Yes, I shall make my appearance, of course,' said Bathsheba. ' But
I am "O no, ma'am, You the cause of it, ma'am?'
"Yes. I am the reason of the party— I. If it had not been for me,
there would never have been one. I can't explain any more—
there's no more to be explained. I wish I had never seen Weatherbury.'
"That's wicked of you— to wish to be worse off than you are.'
"No, Liddy. I have never been free from trouble since I have lived
here, and this party is likely to bring me more. Now, fetch my black
silk dress, and see how it sits upon me.'
"But you will leave off that, surely, ma'am? You have been a
widow-lady fourteen months, and ought to brighten up a little on such
a night as this.'
"Is it necessary? No; I will appear as usual, for if I were to wear
any light dress people would say things about me, and I should seem
to he rejoicing when I am solemn all the time. The party doesn't suit
me a bit; but never mind, stay and help to finish me off.'
III Boldwood was dressing also at this hour. A tailor from Casterbridge
was with him, assisting him in the operation of trying on a new coat
that had just been brought home.
Never had Boldwood been so fastidious, unreasonable about the fit,
and generally difficult to please. The tailor walked round and round
him, tugged at the waist, pulled the sleeve, pressed out the collar,
and for the first time in his experience Boldwood was not bored. Times
had been when the farmer had exclaimed against all such niceties as
childish, but now no philosophic or hasty rebuke whatever was provoked
by this man for attaching as much importance to a crease in the coat
as to an earthquake in South America. Boldwood at last expressed
himself nearly satisfied, and paid the bill, the tailor passing out of
the door just as Oak came in to report progress for the day.
"Oh, Oak,' said Boldwood. "I shall of course see you here to-night.
Make yourself merry. I am determined that neither expense nor trouble
shall be spared.'
"I'll try to be here, sir, though perhaps it may not be very
early,' said Gabriel, quietly. "I am glad indeed to see such a change
in 'ee from what it used to be.' "
Yes— I must own it— I am bright to-night: cheerful and more than
cheerful-so much so that I am almost sad again with the sense that all
of it is passing away. And sometimes, when I am excessively hopeful
and blithe, a trouble is looming in the distance: so that I often get
to look upon gloom in me with content, and to fear a happy mood. Still
this may be absurd— I feel that it is absurd. Perhaps my day is dawning
at last.'
"I hope it 'ill be a long and a fair one.'
"Thank you— thank you. Yet perhaps my cheerful mess rests on
a slender hope. And yet I trust my hope. It is faith, not hope. I
think this time I reckon with my host.— Oak, my hands are a
little shaky, or something; I can't tie this neckerchief properly.
Perhaps you will tie it for me. The fact is, I have not been well
lately, you know.'
"I am sorry to hear that, sir.' "Oh, it's nothing.
I want it done as well as you can,
please. Is there any late knot in fashion, Oak?'
"I don't know, sir,' said Oak. His tone had sunk to sadness.
Boldwood approached Gabriel, and as Oak tied the neckerchief the
farmer went on feverishly—
"Does a woman keep her promise, Gabriel?'
"If it is not inconvenient to her she may.'
"— Or rather an implied promise.' "I won't answer for her
implying,' said Oak, with faint bitterness. "That's a word as full o'
holes as a sieve with them.'
"Oak, don't talk like that. You have got quite cynical
lately— how is it? We seem to have shifted our positions: I have
become the young and hopeful man, and you the old and unbelieving one.
However, does a woman keep a promise, not to marry, but to enter on
an engagement to marry at some time? Now you know women better than
i-tell me.'
"I am afeard you honour my understanding too much. However, she may
keep such a promise, if it is made with an honest meaning to repair a
wrong.'
"It has not gone far yet, but I think it will soon — yes, I
know it will,' he said, in an impulsive whisper. "I have pressed her
upon the subject, and she inclines to be kind to me, and to think of
me as a husband at a long future time, and that's enough for me. How
can I expect more? She has a notion that a woman should not marry
within seven years of her husband's disappearance— that her own
self shouldn't, I mean— because his body was not found. It may
be merely this legal reason which influences her, or it may be a
religious one, but she is reluctant to talk on the point. Yet she has
promised— implied— that she will ratify an engagement
to-night.'
"Seven years,' murmured Oak.
"No, no— it's no such thing!' he said, with impatience. Five
years, nine months, and a few days. Fifteen months nearly have passed
since he vanished, and is there anything so wonderful in an engagement
of little more than five years?'
"It seems long in a forward view. Don't build too much upon such
promises, sir. Remember, you have once be'n deceived. Her meaning may
be good; but there— she's young yet.' "Deceived?
Never! ' said Boldwood, vehemently. "She never promised me at that
first time, and hence she did not break her promise! If she promises
me, she'll marry me, Bathsheba is a woman to her word.'
IV Troy was sitting in a corner of The White
Hart tavern at Casterbridge, smoking and drinking a steaming mixture
from a glass. A knock was given at the door, and Pennyways entered.
"Well, have you seen him?' Troy inquired, pointing to a chair.
"Boldwood?'
"No— Lawyer Long.'
"He wadn' at home. I went there first, too.'
"That's a nuisance.'
"'Tis rather, I suppose.'
"Yet I don't see that, because a man appears to be drowned and was
not, he should be liable for anything. I shan't ask any lawyer—
not I.'
"But that's not it, exactly. If a man changes his name and so
forth, and takes steps to deceive the world and his own wife, he's a
cheat, and that in the eye of the law is ayless a rogue, and that is
ayless a lammocken vagabond; and that's a punishable situation.'
"Ha-ha! Well done, Pennyways.' Troy had laughed, but it was with
some anxiety that he said, "Now, what I want to know is this, do you
think there's really anything going on between her and Boldwood? Upon
my soul, I should never have believed it! How she. must detest me!
Have you found out whether she has encouraged him?'
"I haen't been able to learn. There's a deal of feeling on his side
seemingly, but I don't answer for her. I didn't know a word about any
such thing till yesterday, and all I heard then was that she was gwine
to the party at his house to-night. This is the first time she has
ever gone there, they say. And they say that she've not so much as
spoke to him since they were at Greenhill Fair: but what can folk
believe o't? However, she's not fond of him— quite offish and
quite care less, I know.' "I'm not so sure of that....
She's a handsome woman, Pennyways, is she not? Own that you never saw
a finer or more splendid creature in your life. Upon my honour, when I
set eyes upon her that day I wondered what I could have been made of
to be able to leave her by herself so long. And then I was hampered
with that bothering show, which I'm free of at last, thank the stars.'
He smoked on awhile, and then added, "How did she look when you passed
by yesterday?'
"Oh, she took no great heed of me, ye may well fancy; but she
looked well enough, far's I know. Just flashed her haughty eyes upon
my poor scram body, and then let them go past me to what was yond,
much as if I'd been no more than a leafless tree. She had just got off
her mare to look at the last wring-down of cider for the year; she had
been riding, and so her colours were up and her breath rather quick,
so that her bosom plimmed and fell-plimmed and fell-every time plain
to my eye. Ay, and there were the fellers round her wringing down the
cheese and bustling about and saying, Ware o' the pommy, ma'am: 'twill
spoil yer gown. "Never mind me," says she. Then Gabe brought her some
of the new cider, and she must needs go drinking it through a
strawmote, and not in a nateral way at all. "Liddy," says she, "bring
indoors a few gallons, and I'll make some cider-wine." Sergeant, I was
no more to her than a morsel of scroff in the fuel-house!'
"I must go and find her out at once— O yes, I see that— I must
go. Oak is head man still, isn't he?'
"Yes, 'a b'lieve. And at Little Weatherbury Farm too. He manages
everything.'
"Twill puzzle him to manage her, or any other man of his compass!'
"I don't know about that. She can't do without him, and knowing it
well he's pretty independent. And she've a few soft corners to her
mind, though I've never been able to get into one, the devil's in't!'
"Ah baily she's a notch above you, and you must own it: a higher
class of animal-a finer tissue. However, stick to me, and neither this
haughty goddess, dashing piece of womanhood, Juno-wife of mine (Juno
was a goddess, you know), nor v "How do I look to-night, Liddy?' said
Bathsheba, giving a final adjustment to her dress before leaving the
glass.
"I never saw you look so well before. Yes— I'll tell you when you
looked like it— that night, a year and a half ago, when you came
in so wild-like, and scolded us for making remarks about you and Mr.
Troy.'
"Everybody will think that I am setting myself to captivate Mr.
Boldwood, I suppose,' she murmured. "At least they'll say so. Can't my
hair be brushed down a little flatter? I dread going— yet I
dread the risk of wounding him by staying away.'
"Anyhow, ma'am, you can't well be dressed plainer than you are,
unless you go in sackcloth at once. 'Tis your excitement is what makes
you look so noticeable to-night.'
"I don't know what's the matter, I feel wretched at one time, and
buoyant at another. I wish I could have continued quite alone as I
have been for the last year or so, with no hopes and no fears, and no
pleasure and no grief.
"Now just suppose Mr. Boldwood should ask you — only just
suppose it— to run away with him, what would you do, ma'am?'
"Liddy— none of that,' said Bathsheba, gravely. "Mind, I
won't hear joking on any such matter. Do you hear?'
"I beg pardon, ma'am. But knowing what rum things we women be, I
just said— however, I won't speak of it again.'
"No marrying for me yet for many a year; if ever, 'twill be for
reasons very, very different from those you think, or others will
believe! Now get my cloak, for it is time to go.'
VI "Oak, said Boldwood, "before you go I want
to mention what has been passing in my mind lately — that little
arrangement we made about your share in the farm I mean. That share is
small, too small, considering how little I attend to business now, and
how much time and thought you give to it. Well, "Pray don't speak of it, sir,' said Oak, hastily. "We don't know
what may happen. So many upsets may befall 'ee. There's many a slip,
as they say— and I would advise you— I know you'll pardon me this
once— not to be "I know, I know. But the feeling I have about increasing your share
is on account of what I know of you Oak, I have learnt a little about
your secret: your interest in her is more than that of bailiff for an
employer. But you have behaved like a man, and I, as a sort of
successful rival- successful partly through your goodness of
heart— should like definitely to show my sense of your
friendship under what must have been a great pain to you.'
"O that's not necessary, thank 'ee,' said Oak, hurriedly. "I must
get used to such as that; other men have, and so shall I.'
Oak then left him. He was uneasy on Boldwood's account, for he saw
anew that this constant passion of the farmer made him not the man he
once had been.
As Boldwood continued awhile in his room alone— ready and
dressed to receive his company — the mood of anxiety about his
appearance seemed to pass away, and to be succeeded by a deep
solemnity. He looked out of the window, and regarded the dim outline
of the trees upon the sky, and the twilight deepening to darkness.
Then he went to a locked closet, and took from a locked drawer
therein a small circular case the size of a pill-box, and was about to
put it into his pocket. But he lingered to open the cover and take a
momentary glance inside. It contained a woman's finger-ring, set all
the way round with small The noise of wheels at the front of the house became audible.
Boldwood closed the box, stowed it away carefully in his pocket, and
went out upon the landing. The old man who was his indoor factotum
came at the same moment to the foot of the stairs.
"They be coming, sir-lots of 'em— a-foot and a-driving!'
"I was coming down this moment. Those wheels I heard— is it
Mrs. Troy?'
"No, sir— 'tis not she yet.'
A reserved and sombre expression had returned to Boldwood's face
again, but it poorly cloaked his feelings when he pronounced
Bathsheba's name; and his feverish anxiety continued to show its
existence by a galloping motion of his fingers upon the side of his
thigh as he went down the stairs.
VII "How does this cover me?' said Troy to
Pennyways, "Nobody would recognize me now, I'm sure.'
He was buttoning on a heavy grey overcoat of Noachian cut, with
cape and high collar, the latter being erect and rigid, like a
girdling wall, and nearly reaching to the verge of travelling cap
which was pulled down over his ears.
Pennyways snuffed the candle, and then looked up and deliberately
inspected Troy
"You've made up your mind to go then?' he said.
"Made up my mind? Yes; of course I have.'
"Why not write to her? 'Tis a very queer corner that you have got
into, sergeant. You see all these things will come to light if you go
back, and they won't sound well at all. Faith, if I was you I'd even
bide as you be — a single man of the name of Francis. A good
wife is good, but the best wife is not so good "All nonsense!' said Troy, angrily. "There she is with plenty of
money, and a house and farm, and horses, and comfort, and here am I
living from hand to mouth— a needy adventurer. Besides, it is no
use talking now; it is too late, and I am glad of it ; I've been seen
and recognized here this very afternoon. I should have gone back to
her the day after the fair, if it hadn't been for you talking about
the law, and rubbish about getting a separation; and I don't put it
off any longer. What the deuce put it into my head to run away at all,
I can't think! Humbugging sentiment— that's what it was. But
what man on earth was to know that his wife would be in such a hurry
to get rid of his name!'
"I should have known it. She's bad enough for anything.'
"Pennyways, mind who you are talking to.'
"Well, sergeant, all I say is this, that if I were you I'd go
abroad again where I came from— 'tisn't too late to do it now. I
wouldn't stir up the business and get a bad name for the sake of
living with her— for all that about your play-acting is sure to
come out, you know, although you think otherwise. My eyes and limbs,
there'll be a racket if you go back just now— in the middle of
Boldwood's Christmasing!'
"H'm, yes. I expect I shall not be a very welcome guest if he has
her there,' said the sergeant, with a slight laugh. "A sort of Alonzo
the Brave; and when I go in the guests will sit in silence and fear,
and all laughter and pleasure will be hushed, and the lights in the
chamber burn blue, and the worms— Ugh, horrible!— Ring for
some more brandy, Pennyways, I felt an awful shudder just then! Well,
what is there besides? A stick— I must have a walking-stick.'
Pennyways now felt himself to be in something of a difficulty, for
should Bathsheba and Troy become reconciled it would be necessary to
regain her good opinion if he would secure the patronage of her
husband. I sometimes think she likes you yet, and is a good woman at
bottom,' he said, as a saving sentence. "But there's no telling to a
certainty from a body's outside. Well, "Now, let me see what the time is,' said Troy, after emptying his
glass in one draught as he stood. 'Half past six o'clock. I shall not
hurry along the road, and shall be there then before nine.'
OUTSIDE the front of Boldwood's house a group of men stood in the dark, with their faces towards the door, which occasionally opened and closed for the passage of some guest or servant, when a golden rod of light would stripe the ground for the moment and vanish again, leaving nothing outside but the glowworm shine of the pale lamp amid the evergreens over the door.
"He was seen in Casterbridge this afternoon— so the boy said,' one of them remarked in a whisper. "And l for one believe it. His body was never found, you know.'
"'Tis a strange story,' said the next. "You may depend upon't that she knows nothing about it.'
"Not a word.'
"Perhaps he don't mean that she shall,' said another man.
"If he's alive and here in the neighbourhood, he means mischief,' said the first. "Poor young thing: I do pity her, if 'tis true. He'll drag her to the dogs.'
"O no; he'll settle down quiet enough,' said one disposed to take a more hopeful view of the case.
"What a fool she must have been ever to have had anything to do with the man! She is so self-willed and independent too, that one is more minded to say it serves her right than pity her.'
"No, no. I don't hold with 'ee there. She was no otherwise than a girl mind, and how could she tell what the man was made of? If 'tis really true, 'tis too hard a punishment, and more than she ought to hae.— Hullo, who's that?' This was to some footsteps that were heard approaching.
"William Smallbury,' said a dim figure in the shades, coming up and
joining them. 'Dark as a hedge, tonight, isn't it? I all but missed
the plank over the river ath'art there in the bottom — "Yes— all o' us. We met here a few minutes ago.'
"Oh, I hear now — that's Sam Samway: thought I knowed the
voice, too. Going in?'
"Presently. But I say, William,' Samway whispered, "have ye heard
this strange tale?'
"What— that about Sergeant Troy being seen, d'ye mean,
souls?' said Smallbury, also lowering his voice.
"Ay: in Casterbridge.'
"Yes, I have. Laban Tall named a hint of it to me but now—
but I don't think it. Hark, here Laban comes himself, 'a b'lieve.' A
footstep drew near.
"Laban?'
"Yes, 'tis I,' said Tall.
"Have ye heard any more about that?'
"No,' said Tall, joining the group. "And I'm inclined to think we'd
better keep quiet. If so be 'tis not true, 'twill flurry her, and do
her much harm to repeat it; and if so be 'tis true, 'twill do no good
to forestall her time o' trouble. God send that it mid be a lie, for
though Henery Fray and some of 'em do speak against her, she's never
been anything but fair to me. She's hot and hasty, but she's a brave
girl who'll never tell a lie however much the truth may harm her, and
I've no cause to wish her evil.'
"She never do tell women's little lies, that's true ; and 'tis a
thing that can be said of very few. Ay, all the harm she thinks she
says to yer face: there's nothing underhand wi' her.'
They stood silent then, every man busied with his own thoughts,
during which interval sounds of merriment could be heard within. Then
the front door again opened, the rays streamed out, the well-known
form of Boldwood was seen in the rectangular area of light, the door
closed, and Boldwood walked slowly down the path.
"'Tis master,' one of the men whispered, as he neared them. "We'd
better stand quiet— he'll go in again directly. He would think
it unseemly o' us to be loitering here.
Boldwood came on, and passed by the men without "I hope to God she'll come, or this night will be nothing but
misery to me! O my darling, my darling, why do you keep me in suspense
like this?'
He said this to himself, and they all distinctly heard it. Boldwood
remained silent after that, and the noise from indoors was again just
audible, until, a few minutes later, light wheels could be
distinguished coming down the hill. They drew nearer, and ceased at
the gate. Boldwood hastened back to the door, and opened it; and the
light shone upon Bathsheba coming up the path.
Boldwood compressed his emotion to mere welcome: the men marked her
light laugh and apology as she met him: he took her into the house;
and the door closed again.
"Gracious heaven, I didn't know it was like that with him!' said
one of the men. "I thought that fancy of his was over long ago.
"You don't know much of master, if you thought that,' said Samway.
"I wouldn't he should know we heard what 'a said for the world,'
remarked a third.
"I wish we had told of the report at once,' the first uneasily
continued. "More harm may come of this than we know of. Poor Mr.
Boldwood, it will, be hard upon en. I wish Troy was in — —
Well, God forgive me for such a wish! A scoundrel to play a poor wife
such tricks. Nothing has prospered in Weatherbury since he came here.
And now I've no heart to go in. Let's look into Warren's for a few
minutes first, shall us, neighbours?'
Samway, Tall, and Smallbury agreed to go to Warren's, and went out
at the gate, the remaining ones entering the house. The three soon
drew near the malt-house, approaching it from the adjoining orchard,
and not by way of the street. The pane of glass was illuminated as
usual. Smallbury was a little in advance of the rest when, pausing, he
turned suddenly to his companions and said, "Hist! See there.' "Let's come closer,' whispered Samway; and they approached on
tiptoe. There was no disbelieving the report any longer. Troy's face
was almost close to the pane, and he was looking in. Not only was he
looking in, but he appeared to have been arrested by a conversation
which was in progress in the malt-house, the voices of the
interlocutors being those of Oak and the maltster.
"The spree is all in her honour, isn't it— hey?' said the old
man. "Although he made believe 'tis only keeping up o' Christmas?'
"I cannot say,' replied Oak.
"O 'tis true enough, faith. I cannot understand Farmer Boldwood
being such a fool at his time of life as to ho and hanker after thik
woman in the way 'a do, and she not care a bit about en.'
The men, after recognizing Troy's features, withdrew across the
orchard as quietly as they had come. The air was big with Bathsheba's
fortunes to-night: every word everywhere concerned her. When they were
quite out of earshot all by one instinct paused.
"It gave me quite a turn — his face,' said Tall, breathing.
"And so it did me,' said Samway. "What's to be done?'
"I don't see that 'tis any business of ours,' Smallbury murmured
dubiously.
"But it is! 'Tis a thing which is everybody's business, said
Samway. "We know very well that master's on a wrong tack, and that
she's quite in the dark, and we should let 'em know at once. Laban,
you know her best— you'd better go and ask to speak to her.'
"I bain't fit for any such thing,' said Laban, nervously. "I should
think William ought to do it if anybody. He's oldest.'
"I shall have nothing to do with it,' said Smallbury. "'Tis a
ticklish business altogether. Why, he'll go on to her himself in a few
minutes, ye'll see.'
"We don't know that he will. Come, Laban.' "Very
well, if I must I must, I suppose,' Tall reluctantly answered. "What
must I say?'
"Just ask to see master.'
"O no; I shan't speak to Mr. Boldwood. If I tell anybody, 'twill
be mistress.'
"Very well,' said Samway.
Laban then went to the door. When he opened it the hum of bustle
rolled out as a wave upon a still strand— the assemblage being
immediately inside the hall-and was deadened to a murmur as he closed
it again. Each man waited intently, and looked around at the dark tree
tops gently rocking against the sky and occasionally shivering in a
slight wind, as if he took interest in the scene, which neither did.
One of them began walking up and down, and then came to where he
started from and stopped again, with a sense that walking was thing
not worth doing now.
"I should think Laban must have seen mistress by this time,' said
Smallbury, breaking the silence. "Perhaps she won't come and speak to
him.'
The door opened. Tall appeared, and joined them
"Well?' said both.
"I didn't like to ask for her after all,' Laban faltered out.
"They were all in such a stir, trying to put a little spirit into the
party. Somehow the fun seems to hang fire, though everything's there
that a heart can desire, and I couldn't for my soul interfere and
throw damp upon it— if 'twas to save my life, I couldn't!'
"I suppose we had better all go in together,' said Samway,
gloomily. "Perhaps I may have a chance of saying a word to master.'
So the men entered the hall, which was the room selected and
arranged for the gathering because of its size. The younger men and
maids were at last just beginning to dance. Bathsheba had been
perplexed how to act, for she was not much more than a slim young maid
herself, and the weight of stateliness sat heavy upon her. Sometimes
she thought she ought not to have come under any circumstances; then
she considered what cold unkindness that would have been, and finally
resolved Her allotted hour having been passed in chatting and looking on,
Bathsheba told Liddy not to hurry herself, and went to the small
parlour to prepare for departure, which, like the hall, was decorated
with holly and ivy, and well lighted up.
Nobody was in the room, but she had hardly been there a moment
when the master of the house entered.
"Mrs. Troy— you are not going?' he said. "We've hardly
begun!'
"If you'll excuse me, I should like to go now.' Her manner was
restive, for she remembered her promise, and imagined what he was
about to say. "But as it is not late,' she added, "I can walk home,
and leave my man and Liddy to come when they choose.'
"I've been trying to get an opportunity of speaking to you,' said
Boldwood. "You know perhaps what I long to say?'
Bathsheba silently looked on the floor.
"You do give it?' he said, eagerly.
"What?' she whispered.
"Now, that's evasion! Why, the promise. I don't want to intrude
upon you at all, or to let it become known to anybody. But do give
your word! A mere business compact, you know, between two people who
are beyond the influence of passion.' Boldwood knew how false this
picture was as regarded himself; but he had proved that it was the
only tone in which she would allow him to approach her. "A promise to
marry me at the end of five years and three-quarters. You owe it to
me!'
"I feel that I do,' said Bathsheba ; "that is, if you demand it.
But I am a changed woman— an unhappy woman— and not—
not — — "
" You are still a very beautiful woman, said Boldwood. Honesty and
pure conviction suggested the remark, unaccompanied by any perception
that it might have been adopted by blunt flattery to soothe and win
her.
However, it had not much effect now, for she said, in a "You'll marry me between five and six years hence? '
"Don't press me too hard. I'll marry nobody else.'
" But surely you will name the time, or there's nothing in the
promise at all?'
"O, I don't know, pray let me go!' she said, her bosom beginning to
rise. "I am afraid what to do! I want to be just to you, and to be
that seems to be wronging myself, and perhaps it is breaking the
commandments. There is considerable doubt of his death, and then it is
dreadful; let me ask a solicitor, Mr. Boldwood, if I ought or no!'
"Say the words, dear one, and the subject shall be dismissed ; a
blissful loving intimacy of six years, and then marriage— O
Bathsheba, say them!' he begged in a husky voice, unable to sustain
the forms of mere friendship any longer. "Promise yourself to me; I
deserve it, indeed I do, for I have loved you more than anybody in the
world! And if I said hasty words and showed uncalled-for heat of
manner towards you, believe me, dear, I did not mean to distress you ;
I was in agony, Bathsheba, and I did not know what I said. You
wouldn't let a dog suffer what I have suffered, could you but know it!
Sometimes I shrink from your knowing what I have felt for you, and
sometimes I am distressed that all of it you never will know. Be
gracious, and give up a little to me, when I would give up my life for
you!'
The trimmings of her dress, as they quivered against the light,
showed how agitated she was, and at last she burst out crying. 'And
you'll not— press me— about anything more— if I say
in five or six years?' she sobbed, when she had power to frame the
words.
"Yes, then I'll leave it to time.'
"Very well. If he does not return, I'll marry you in six years from
this day, if we both live,' she said solemnly. "And
you'll take this as a token from me.'
Boldwood had come close to her side, and now he clasped one of her
hands in both his own, and lifted it to his breast.
"What is it? Oh I cannot wear a ring!' she exclaimed, on seeing
what he held; "besides, I wouldn't have a soul know that it's an
engagement! Perhaps it is improper? Besides, we are not engaged in the
usual sense, are we? Don't insist, Mr. Boldwood— don't!' In her
trouble at not being able to get her hand away from him at once, she
stamped passionately on the floor with one foot, and tears crowded to
her eyes again.
"It means simply a pledge— no sentiment— the seal of a
practical compact,' he said more quietly, but still retaining her hand
in his firm grasp. "Come, now!' And Boldwood slipped the ring on her
finger.
"I cannot wear it,' she said, weeping as if her heart would break.
" You frighten me, almost. So wild a scheme! Please let me go home!'
" Only to-night: wear it just to-night, to please me!.'
Bathsheba sat down in a chair, and buried her face in her
handkerchief, though Boldwood kept her hand yet. At length she said,
in a sort of hopeless whisper—
"Very well, then, I will to-night, if you wish it so earnestly.
Now loosen my hand; I will, indeed I will wear it to-night.'
"And it shall be the beginning of a pleasant secret courtship of
six years, with a wedding at the end?'
"It must be, I suppose, since you will have it so!' she said,
fairly beaten into non-resistance.
Boldwood pressed her hand, and allowed it to drop in her lap. "I am
happy now,' he said. "God bless you!'
He left the room, and when he thought she might be sufficiently
composed sent one of the maids to her Bathsheba cloaked the effects of
the late scene as she best could, followed the girl, and in a few
moments came downstairs with her hat and cloak on, ready to go. To get
to the door it was necessary to pass through the hall, and before
doing so she paused on the bottom of the staircase which descended
into one corner, to take a last look at the gathering.
There was no music or dancing in progress just now. At the "What is it you are in doubt about, men?' he said.
One of them turned and replied uneasily: 'It was something Laban
heard of, that's all, sir.'
"News? Anybody married or engaged, born or dead?' inquired the
farmer, gaily. "Tell it to us, Tall. One would think from your looks
and mysterious ways that it was something very dreadful indeed.'
"O no, sir, nobody is dead,' said Tall.
"I wish somebody was,' said Samway, in a whisper.
"What do you say, Samway?' asked Boldwood, somewhat sharply. "If
you have anything to say, speak out; if not, get up another dance.'
"Mrs. Troy has come downstairs,' said Samway to Tall. "If you want
to tell her, you had better do it now.'
"Do you know what they mean?' the farmer asked Bathsheba, across
the room.
"I don't in the least," said Bathsheba.
There was a smart rapping at the door. One of the men opened it
instantly, and went outside.
"Mrs. Troy is wanted,' he said, on returning.
"Quite ready,' said Bathsheba. "Though I didn't tell them to send.'
"It is a stranger, ma'am,' said the man by the door.
"A stranger?' she said.
"Ask him to come in,' said Boldwood.
The message was given, and Troy, wrapped up to his eyes as we have
seen him, stood in the doorway.
There was an unearthly silence, all looking towards the newcomer.
Those who had just learnt that he was in the neighbourhood recognized
him instantly; those who did not were perplexed. Nobody noted
Bathsheba. She was leaning on the stairs. Her brow had heavily
contracted; her whole face was Boldwood was among those who did not notice that he was Troy. "Come
in, come in!' he repeated, cheerfully, "and drain a Christmas beaker
with us, stranger!'
Troy next advanced into the middle of the room, took off his cap,
turned down his coat-collar, and looked Boldwood in the face. Even
then Boldwood did not recognize that the impersonator of Heaven's
persistent irony towards him, who had once before broken in upon his
bliss, scourged him, and snatched his delight away, had come to do
these things a second time. Troy began to laugh a mechanical laugh:
Boldwood recognized him now.
Troy turned to Bathsheba. The poor girl's wretchedness at this time
was beyond all fancy or narration. She had sunk down on the lowest
stair; and there she sat, her mouth blue and dry, and her dark eyes
fixed vacantly upon him, as if she wondered whether it were not all a
terrible illusion.
Then Troy spoke. "Bathsheba, I come here for you!'
She made no reply.
" Come home with me: come! Bathsheba moved her feet a little, but
did not rise.
Troy went across to her.
"Come, madam, do you hear what I say?' he said, peremptorily.
A strange voice came from the fireplace— a voice sounding far
off and confined, as if from a dungeon. Hardly a soul in the assembly
recognized the thin tones to be those of Boldwood. Sudden despair had
transformed him.
"Bathsheba, go with your husband!'
Nevertheless, she did not move. The truth was that Bathsheba was
beyond the pale of activity— and yet not in a swoon. She was in
a state of mental Troy stretched out his hand to pull her towards him, when she
quickly shrank back. This visible dread of him seemed to irritate
Troy, and he seized her arm and pulled it sharply. The scream had been heard but a few seconds When it was followed
by sudden deafening report that echoed through the room and stupefied
them all. The oak partition shook with the concussion, and the place
was filled with grey smoke.
In bewilderment they turned their eyes to Boldwood. at his back,
as stood before the fireplace, was a gun-rack, as is usual in
farmhouses, constructed to hold two guns. When Bathsheba had cried out
in her husband's grasp, Boldwood's face of gnashing despair had
changed. The veins had swollen, and a frenzied look had gleamed in his
eye. He had turned quickly, taken one of the guns, cocked it, and at
once discharged it at Troy.
Troy fell. The distance apart of the two men was so small that the
charge of shot did not spread in the least, but passed like a bullet
into his body. He uttered a long guttural sigh— there was a
contraction— an extension— then his muscles relaxed, and
he lay still.
Boldwood was seen through the smoke to be now again engaged with
the gun. It was double-barrelled, and he had, meanwhile, in some way
fastened his handkerchief to the trigger, and with his foot on the
other end was in the act of turning the second barrel upon himself.
Samway his man was the first to see this, and in the midst of the
general horror darted up to him. Boldwood had already twitched the
handkerchief, and the gun exploded a second time, sending its
contents, by a timely blow from Samway, into the beam which crossed
the ceiling.
"Well, it makes no difference!' Boldwood gasped. "There is another
way for me to die.'
Then he broke from Samway, crossed the room to Bathsheba, and
kissed her hand. He put on his hat, opened the door, and went into the
darkness, nobody thinking of preventing him. gutta serena; her mind was for the
minute totally deprived of light at the same time no obscuration was
apparent from without.
BOLDWOOD passed into the high road and turned in the direction of Casterbridge. Here he walked at an even, steady pace over Yalbury Hill, along the dead level beyond, mounted Mellstock Hill, and between eleven and twelve o'clock crossed the Moor into the town. The streets were nearly deserted now, and the waving lamp-flames only lighted up rows of grey shop-shutters, and strips of white paving upon which his step echoed as his passed along. He turned to the right, and halted before an archway of heavy stonework, which was closed by an iron studded pair of doors. This was the entrance to the gaol, and over it a lamp was fixed, the light enabling the wretched traveller to find a bell-pull.
The small wicket at last opened, and a porter appeared. Boldwood
stepped forward, and said something in a low tone, when, after a
delay, another man came. Boldwood entered, and the door was closed
behind him, and he walked the world no more. before this time
Weatherbury had been thoroughly aroused, and the wild deed which had
terminated Boldwood's merrymaking became known to all. Of those out of
the house Oak was one of the first to hear of the catastrophe, and
when he entered the room, which was about five minutes after
Boldwood's exit, the scene was terrible. All the female guests were
huddled aghast against the walls like sheep in a storm, and the men
were bewildered as to what to do. As for Bathsheba, she had changed.
She was sitting on the floor beside the body of Troy, his head
pillowed in her lap, where she had herself lifted it. With one hand
she held her handkerchief to his breast and covered the wound, though
scarcely a single drop of blood had flowed, and with the other she
tightly clasped one of his. The household convulsion had made her
herself again. The "Gabriel,' she said, automatically, when he entered, turning up a
face of which only the well-known lines remained to tell him it was
hers, all else in the picture having faded quite. "Ride to
Casterbridge instantly for a surgeon. It is, I believe, useless, but
go. Mr. Boldwood has shot my husband.'
Her statement of the fact in such quiet and simple words came with
more force than a tragic declamation, and had somewhat the effect of
setting the distorted images in each mind present into proper focus.
Oak, almost before he had comprehended anything beyond the briefest
abstract of the event, hurried out of the room, saddled a horse and
rode away. Not till he had ridden more than a mile did it occur to
him that he would have done better by sending some other man on this
errand, remaining himself in the house. What had become of Boldwood?
He should have been looked after. Was he mad— had there been a
quarrel? Then how had Troy got there? Where had he come from? How did
this remarkable reappearance effect itself when he was supposed by
many to be at the bottom of the sea? Oak had in some slight measure
been prepared for the presence of Troy by hearing a rumour of his
return just before entering Boldwood's house ; but before he had
weighed that information, this fatal event had been superimposed.
However, it was too late now to think of sending another messenger,
and he rode on, in the excitement of these self-inquiries not
discerning, when about three miles from Casterbridge, a square-figured
pedestrian passing along under the dark hedge in the same direction as
his own.
The miles necessary to be traversed, and other hindrances In the meantime the surgeon, having hastened into the hall at
Boldwood's, found it in darkness and quite deserted. He went on to the
back of the house, where he discovered in the kitchen an old man, of
whom he made inquiries.
"She's had him took away to her own house, sir,' said his
informant.
"Who has?' said the doctor.
"Mrs. Troy. 'A was quite dead, sir.'
This was astonishing information. "She had no right to do that,'
said the doctor. "There will have to be an inquest, and she should
have waited to know what to do.'
"Yes, sir; it was hinted to her that she had better wait till the
law was known. But she said law was nothing to her, and she wouldn't
let her dear husband's corpse bide neglected for folks to stare at for
all the crowners in England.'
Mr. Aldritch drove at once back again up the hill to Bathsheba's.
The first person he met was poor Liddy, who seemed literally to have
dwindled smaller in these few latter hours. "What has been done?' he
said.
"I don't know, sir,' said Liddy, with suspended breath. "My
mistress has done it all.'
"Where is she?' "
Upstairs with him, sir. When he was brought home and taken
upstairs, she said she wanted no further help from the men. And then
she called me, and made me fill the bath, and after that told me I had
better go and lie down because I looked so ill. Then she locked
herself into the room alone with him, and would not let a nurse come
in, or anybody at all. But I thought I'd wait in the next room in case
she should want me. I heard her moving about inside for more than an
Oak entered with the parson at this moment, and they all went
upstairs together, preceded by Liddy Smallbury. Everything was silent
as the grave when they paused on the landing. Liddy knocked, and
Bathsheba's dress was heard rustling across the room: the key turned
in the lock, and she opened the door. Her looks were calm and nearly
rigid, like a slightly animated bust of Melpomene.
"Oh, Mr. Aldritch, you have come at last,' she murmured from her
lips merely, and threw back the door. "Ah, and Mr. Thirdly. Well, all
is done, and anybody in the world may see him now.' She then passed by
him, crossed the landing, and entered another room.
Looking into the chamber of death she had vacated they saw by the
light of the candles which were on the drawers a tall straight shape
lying at the further end of the bedroom, wrapped in white. Everything
around was quite orderly. The doctor went in, and after a few minutes
returned to the landing again, where Oak and the parson still waited.
"It is all done, indeed, as she says,' remarked Mr. Aldritch, in a
subdued voice. "The body has been undressed and properly laid out in
grave clothes. Gracious Heaven— this mere girl! She must have
the nerve of a stoic!'
"The heart of a wife merely,' floated in a whisper about the ears
of the three, and turning they saw Bathsheba in the midst of them.
Then, as if at that instant to prove that her fortitude had been more
of will than of spontaneity, she silently sank down between them and
was a shapeless heap of drapery on the floor. The simple consciousness
that superhuman strain was no longer required had at once put a period
to her power to continue it.
They took her away into a further room, and the medical attendance
which had been useless in Troy's case was invaluable in Bathsheba's,
who fell into a series of fainting-fits that had a serious aspect for
a time. The sufferer was got to bed,
WE pass rapidly on into the month of March, to a breezy day without sunshine, frost, or dew. On Yalbury Hill, about midway between Weatherbury and Casterbridge, where the turnpike road passes over the crest, a numerous concourse of people had gathered, the eyes of the greater number being frequently stretched afar in a northerly direction. The groups consisted of a throng of idlers, a party of javelin- men, and two trumpeters, and in the midst were carriages, one of which contained the high sheriff. With the idlers, many of whom had mounted to the top of a cutting formed for the road, were several Weatherbury men and boys— among others Poorgrass, Coggan, and Cain Ball.
At the end of half-an-hour a faint dust was seen in the expected quarter, and shortly after a travelling-carriage, bringing one of the two judges on the Western Circuit, came up the hill and halted on the top. The judge changed carriages whilst a flourish was blown by the big-cheeked trumpeters, and a procession being formed of the vehicles and javelin-men, they all proceeded towards the town, excepting the Weatherbury men, who as soon as they had seen the judge move off returned home again to their work.
" Joseph, I zeed you squeezing close to the carriage," said Coggan, as they walked. "Did ye notice my lord judge's face?'
"I did,' said Poorgrass. "I looked hard at en, as if I would read his very soul; and there was mercy in his eyes— or to speak with the exact truth required of us at this solemn time, in the eye that was towards me.'
"Well, I hope for the best,' said Coggan, though bad that must be.
However, I shan't go to the trial, and I'd advise the rest of ye that
bain't wanted to bide away. 'Twill disturb his " The very thing I said this morning,' observed Joseph, "Justice is
come to weigh him in the balances," I said in my reflectious way, "and
if he's found wanting, so be it unto him," and a bystander said "Hear,
hear, A man who can talk like that ought to be heard.' But I don't
like dwelling upon it, for my few words are my few words, and not
much; though the speech of some men is rumoured abroad as though by
nature formed for such.'
"So 'tis, Joseph. And now, neighbours, as I said, every man bide
at home.'
The resolution was adhered to ; and all waited anxiously for the
news next day. Their suspense was diverted, however, by a discovery
which was made in the afternoon, throwing more light on Boldwood's
conduct and condition than any details which had preceded it.
That he had been from the time of Greenhill Fair until the fatal
Christmas Eve in excited and unusual moods was known to those who had
been intimate with him; but nobody imagined that there had shown in
him unequivocal symptoms of the mental derangement which Bathsheba and
Oak, alone of all others and at different times, had momentarily
suspected. In a locked closet was now discovered an extraordinary
collection of articles. There were several sets of ladies' dresses in
the piece, of sundry expensive materials; silks and satins, poplins
and velvets, all of colours which from Bathsheba's style of dress
might have been judged to be her favourites. There were two muffs,
sable and ermine. Above all there was a case of jewellery, containing
four heavy gold bracelets and several lockets and rings, all of fine
quality and manufacture. These things had been bought in Bath and
other towns from time to time, and brought home by stealth. They were
all carefully packed in paper, and each package was labelled "
Bathsheba Boldwood,' a date being subjoined six years in advance in
every instance.
These somewhat pathetic evidences of a mind crazed with care and
love were the subject of discourse in The conviction that Boldwood had not been morally responsible for
his later acts now became general. Facts elicited previous to the
trial had pointed strongly in the same direction, but they had not
been of sufficient weight to lead to an order for an examination into
the state of Boldwood's mind. It was astonishing, now that a
presumption of insanity was raised, how many collateral circumstances
were remembered to which a condition of mental disease seemed to
afford the only explanation — among others, the unprecedented
neglect of his corn stacks in the previous summer.
A petition was addressed to the Home Secretary, advancing the
circumstances which appeared to justify a request for a
reconsideration of the sentence. It was not "numerously signed ' by
the inhabitants of Casterbridge, as is usual in such cases, for
Boldwood had never made many friends over the counter. The shops
thought it very natural that a man who, by importing direct from the
producer, had daringly set aside the first great principle of
provincial existence, namely that God made country villages to supply
customers to county towns, should have confused ideas about the
Decalogue. The prompters were a few merciful men who had perhaps too
feelingly considered the facts latterly unearthed, and the result was
that evidence was taken which it was hoped might remove the crime in a
moral point of view, out of the category of wilful murder, and lead it
to be regarded as a sheer outcome of madness.
The upshot of the petition was waited for in Weatherbury with
solicitous interest. The execution had been fixed for eight o'clock on
a Saturday morning about a fortnight after the sentence was passed,
and up to Friday afternoon no answer had been received. At that time
Gabriel came from Casterbridge Gaol, whither he had been to wish
Boldwood good-bye, and turned down a by-street to avoid the town. When
past the last It was dark when he reached home, and half the village was out to
meet him.
"No tidings,' Gabriel said, wearily. "And I'm afraid there's no
hope. I've been with him more than two hours.'
"Do ye think he " I can't honestly say that I do,' Oak replied. " However, that we
can talk of another time. Has there been any change in mistress this
afternoon?'
"None at all.'
"Is she downstairs?'
"No. And getting on so nicely as she was too. She's but very little
better now again than she was at Christmas. She keeps on asking if you
be come, and if there's news, till one's wearied out wi' answering
her. Shall I go and say you've come?'
"No,' said Oak. "There's a chance yet; but I couldn't stay in town
any longer— after seeing him too, So Laban— Laban is here,
isn't he? '
" Yes,' said Tall.
"What I've arranged is, that you shall ride to town the last thing
to-night ; leave here about nine, and wait a while there, getting home
about twelve. If nothing has been received by eleven to-night, they
say there's no chance at all.'
"I do so hope his life will be spared,' said Liddy. "If it is not,
she'll go out of her mind too. Poor thing; her sufferings have been
dreadful; she deserves anybody's pity.'
"Is she altered much? ' said Coggan.
"If you haven't seen poor mistress since Christmas, you wouldn't
know her,' said Liddy. " Her eyes are so miserable that she's not the
same woman. Only two years ago she was a romping girl, and now she's
this!'
Laban departed as directed, and at eleven o'clock that night "We shall soon know now, one way or other,' said Coggan, and they
all stepped down from the bank on which they had been standing into
the road, and the rider pranced into the midst of them.
"Is that you, Laban? ' said Gabriel.
"Yes— 'tis come. He's not to die. 'Tis confinement during her
Majesty's pleasure.'
"Hurrah!' said Coggan, with a swelling heart. "God's above the
devil yet!'
BATHSHEBA revived with the spring. The utter prostration that had followed the low fever from which she had suffered diminished perceptibly when all uncertainty upon every subject had come to an end.
But she remained alone now for the greater part of her time, and stayed in the house, or at furthest went into the garden. She shunned every one, even Liddy, and could be brought to make no confidences, and to ask for no sympathy.
As the summer drew on she passed more of her time in the open air, and began to examine into farming matters from sheer necessity, though she never rode out or personally superintended as at former times. One Friday evening in August she walked a little way along the road and entered the village for the first time since the sombre event of the preceding Christmas. None of the old colour had as yet come to her cheek, and its absolute paleness was heightened by the jet black of her gown, till it appeared preternatural. When she reached a little shop at the other end of the place, which stood nearly opposite to the churchyard, Bathsheba heard singing inside the church, and she knew that the singers were practising. She crossed the road, opened the gate, and entered the graveyard, the high sills of the church windows effectually screening her from the eyes of those gathered within. Her stealthy walk was to the nook wherein Troy had worked at planting flowers upon Fanny Robin's grave, and she came to the marble tombstone.
A motion of satisfaction enlivened her face as she read the
complete inscription. First came the words of Troy himself: —
Underneath this was now inscribed in new letters:— Owing to Bathsheba's face being buried in her hands she did not
notice a form which came quietly into the porch, and on seeing her,
first moved as if to retreat, then paused and regarded her. Bathsheba
did not raise her head for some time, and when she looked round her
face was wet, and her eyes drowned and dim. "Mr. Oak,' exclaimed she,
disconcerted, " how long have you been here?'
"A few minutes, ma'am,' said Oak, respectfully.
"Are you going in?' said Bathsheba; and there came from within the
church as from a prompter— "I was,' said Gabriel. " I am one of the bass singers, you know. I
have sung bass for several months.
"Indeed: I wasn't aware of that. I'll leave you, then.' Which I
have loved long since, and lost awhile, sang the children.
"Don't let me drive you away, mistress. I think I won't go in to-
night.'
"O no— you don't drive me away.
Then they stood in a state of some embarrassment Bathsheba trying
to wipe her dreadfully drenched and inflamed face without his noticing
her. At length Oak said, I've not seen you— I mean spoken to
you— since ever so long, have I?' But he feared to bring
distressing memories back, and interrupted himself with: "Were you
going into church?'
"No,' she said. I came to see the tombstone privately— to see
if they had cut the inscription as I wished Mr. Oak, you needn't mind
speaking to me, if you wish to, on the matter which is in both our
minds at this moment.'
"And have they done it as you wished?' said Oak.
"Yes. Come and see it, if you have not already.'
So together they went and read the tomb. "Eight months And to me as if it were years ago-long years, and I had been dead
between. And now I am going home, Mr. Oak.' Oak walked after her. 'I
wanted to name a small matter to you as soon as I could,' he said,
with hesitation. "Merely about business, and I think I may just
mention it now, if you'll allow me.'
" O yes, certainly.'
It is that I may soon have to give up the management of your farm,
Mrs. Troy. The fact is, I am thinking of leaving England— not
yet, you know— next spring. '
"Leaving England!' she said, in surprise and genuine
disappointment.' Why, Gabriel, what are you going to do that for?'
"Well, I've thought it best,' Oak stammered out. "California is the
spot I've had in my mind to try.'
"But it is understood everywhere that you are going to take poor
Mr. Boldwood's farm on your own account.'
"I've had the refusal o' it 'tis true; but nothing is settled yet,
and I have reasons for gieing up. I shall finish out my year there as
manager for the trustees, but no more.'
"And what shall I do without you? Oh, Gabriel, I don't think you
ought to go away. You've been with me so long— through bright
times and dark times— such old friends that as we are—
that it seems unkind almost. I had fancied that if you leased the
other farm as master, you might still give a helping look across at
mine. And now going away!'
"I would have willingly.'
" Yet now that I am more helpless than ever you go away!'
"Yes, that's the ill fortune o' it,' said Gabriel, in a distressed
tone. "And it is because of that very helplessness that I feel bound
to go. Good afternoon, ma'am ' he concluded, in evident anxiety to
get away, and at once went out of the churchyard by a path she could
follow on no pretence whatever.
Bathsheba went home, her mind occupied with a new trouble, which
being rather harassing than deadly was calculated to do good by
diverting her from the chronic gloom of Three weeks went on, and more evidence of his want of interest in
her was forthcoming. She noticed that instead of entering the small
parlour or office where the farm accounts were kept, and waiting, or
leaving a memorandum as he had hitherto done during her seclusion, Oak
never came at all when she was likely to be there, only entering at
unseasonable hours when her presence in that part of the house was
least to be expected. Whenever he wanted directions he sent a message,
or note with neither heading nor signature, to which she was obliged
to reply in the same off-hand style. Poor Bathsheba began to suffer
now from the most torturing sting of ali-a sensation that she was
despised.
The autumn wore away gloomily enough amid these melancholy
conjectures, and Christmas-day came, completing a year of her legal
widowhood, and two years and a quarter of her life alone. On examining
her heart it appeared beyond measure strange that the subject of which
the season might have been supposed suggestive— the event in
the hall at Boldwood's— was not agitating her at all; but
instead, an agonizing conviction that everybody abjured her— for
what she could not tell-and that Oak was the ringleader of the
recusants. Coming out of church that day she looked round in hope that
Oak, whose bass voice she had heard rolling out from the gallery
overhead in a most unconcerned manner, might chance to linger in her
path in the old way. There he was, as usual, coming down the path
behind her. But on seeing Bathsheba turn, he looked aside, and as soon
as he got beyond the gate, The next morning brought the culminating stroke; she had been
expecting it long. It was a formal notice by letter from him that he
should not renew his engagement with her for the following Lady-day.
Bathsheba actually sat and cried over this letter most bitterly.
She was aggrieved and wounded that the possession of hopeless love
from Gabriel, which she had grown to regard as her inalienable right
for life, should have been withdrawn just at his own pleasure in this
way. She was bewildered too by the prospect of having to rely on her
own resources again: it seemed to herself that she never could again
acquire energy sufficient to go to market, barter, and sell. Since
Troy's death Oak had attended all sales and fairs for her, transacting
her business at the same time with his own. What should she do now?
Her life was becoming a desolation.
So desolate was Bathsheba this evening, that in an absolute hunger
for pity and sympathy, and miserable in that she appeared to have
outlived the only true friendship she had ever owned, she put on her
bonnet and cloak and went down to Oak's house just after sunset,
guided on her way by the pale primrose rays of a crescent moon a few
days old.
A lively firelight shone from the window, but nobody was visible in
the room. She tapped nervously, and then thought it doubtful if it
were right for a single woman to call upon a bachelor who lived alone,
although he was her manager, and she might be supposed to call on
business without any real impropriety. Gabriel opened the door, and
the moon shone upon his forehead.
"Mr. Oak,' said Bathsheba, faintly.
"Yes; I am Mr. Oak,' said Gabriel. "Who have I the honour— O
how stupid of me, not to know you, mistress!'
"I shall not be your mistress much longer, shall I Gabriel?' she
said, in pathetic tones.
"Well, no. I suppose— But come in, ma'am. Oh— and I'll
get a light,' Oak replied, with some awkwardness. "No;
not on my account.'
"It is so seldom that I get a lady visitor that I'm afraid I
haven't proper accommodation. Will you sit down, please? Here's a
chair, and there's one, too. I am sorry that my chairs all have wood
scats, and are rather hard, but i-was thinking of getting some new
ones.' Oak placed two or three for her.
"They are quite easy enough for me.'
So down she sat, and down sat he, the fire dancing in their faces,
and upon the old furniture, "You'll think it strange that I have come, but— '
"O no; not at all.'
"But I thought— Gabriel, I have been uneasy in the belief
that I have offended you, and that you are going away on that account.
It grieved me very much and I couldn't help coming.'
"Offended me! As if you could do that, Bathsheba!'
"Haven't I?' she asked, gladly. " But, what are you going away for
else?'
"I am not going to emigrate, you know; I wasn't aware that you
would wish me not to when I told 'ee or I shouldn't ha' thought of
doing it,' he said, simply. "I have arranged for Little Weatherbury
Farm and shall have it in my own hands at Lady-day. You know I've had
a share in it for some time. Still, that wouldn't prevent my attending
to your business as before, hadn't it been that things have been said
about us.' "What?' said Bathsheba, in surprise. "Things
said about you and me! What are they?'
"I cannot tell you.'
"It would be wiser if you were to, I think. You have played the
part of mentor to me many times, and I don't see why you should fear
to do it now.'
"It is nothing that you have done, this time. The top and tail o't
is this— that I am sniffing about here, and waiting for poor
Boldwood's farm, with a thought of getting you some day.'
"Getting me! What does that mean?'
"Marrying o' 'ee, in plain British. You asked me to tell, so you
mustn't blame me.'
Bathsheba did not look quite so alarmed as if a cannon had been
discharged by her ear, which was what Oak had expected. "Marrying me!
I didn't know it was that you meant,' she said, quietly. "Such a thing
as that is too absurd— too soon— to think of, by far!'
"Yes; of course, it is too absurd. I don't desire any such thing; I
should think that was plain enough by this time. Surely, surely you be
the last person in the world I think of marrying. It is too absurd, as
you say
""Too— s-s-soon" were the words I used.'
"I must beg your pardon for correcting you, but you said, ""too
absurd,"' and so do I.' "I beg your pardon too! she returned, with
tears in her eyes. """Too soon"' was what I said. But it doesn't
matter a bit— not at ali-but I only meant, ""too soon"' Indeed,
I didn't, Mr. Oak, and you must believe me!'
Gabriel looked her long in the face, but the firelight being faint
there was not much to be seen. " Bathsheba,' he said, tenderly and in
surprise, and coming closer: "if I only knew one thing— whether
you would allow me to love you and win you, and marry you after all —
if I only knew that!'
"But you never will know,' she murmured.
"Why?'
"Because you never ask.
"Oh — Oh!' said Gabriel, with a low laugh of joyousness. "My
own dear— ' "You ought not to have sent me that
harsh letter this
morning,' she interrupted. "It shows you didn't care a bit
about me, and were ready to desert me like all the rest of
them! It was very cruel of you, considering I was the first
sweetheart that you ever had, and you were the first I ever
had; and I shall not forget it!'
"Now, Bathsheba, was ever anybody so provoking he said, laughing. "
You know it was purely that I, as an unmarried man, carrying on a
business for you as a very taking young woman, had a proper hard part
to play— more particular that people knew I had a sort of
feeling for'ee; and I fancied, from the way we were mentioned
together, that it might injure your good name. Nobody knows the heat
and fret I have been caused by it.'
"And was that all?'
"All.'
"Oh, how glad I am I came!' she exclaimed, thankfully, as she rose
from her seat. "I have thought so much more of you since I fancied you
did not want even to see me again. But I must be going now, or I shall
be missed. Why Gabriel,' she said, with a slight laugh, as they went
to the door, "it seems exactly as if I had come courting you—
how dreadful!'
"And quite right too,' said Oak. "I've danced at your skittish
heels, my beautiful Bathsheba, for many a long mile, and many a long
day; and it is hard to begrudge me this one visit.'
He accompanied her up the hill, explaining to her the details of
his forthcoming tenure of the other farm. They spoke very little of
their mutual feeling; pretty phrases and warm expressions being
probably unnecessary between such tried friends. Theirs was that
substantial affection which arises (if any arises at all) when the two
who are thrown together begin first by knowing the rougher sides of
each other's character, and not the best till further on, the romance
growing up in the interstices of a mass of hard prosaic reality. This
good-fellowship— ERECTED BY FRANCIS TROY
IN BELOVED MEMORY OF
FANNY ROBIN,
WHO DIED OCTOBER 9, 18— ,
AGED 20
YEARS.
IN THE
SAME GRAVE LIE
Whilst she stood and read and meditated the tones of the organ began
again in the church, and she went with the same light step round to
the porch and listened. The door was closed, and the choir was
learning a new hymn. Bathsheba was stirred by emotions which latterly
she had assumed to be altogether dead within her. The little
attenuated voices of the children brought to her ear in distinct
utterance the words they sang without thought or comprehension—
THE REMAINS OF THE AFORESAID
FRANCIS TROY,
WHO DIED DECEMBER
24TH, 18—
AGED 26 YEARS.
that formed Oak's array of household possessions,
which sent back a dancing reflection in reply. It was very odd to
these two persons, who knew each other passing well, that the mere
circumstance of their meeting in a new place and in a new way should
make them so awkward and constrained. In the fields, or at her house,
there had never been any embarrassment; but now that Oak had become
the entertainer their lives seemed to be moved back again to the days
when they were strangers.
camaraderie—
usually occurring through similarity of pursuits, is
unfortunately seldom superadded to love between the sexes,
because men and women associate, not in their labours, but
in their pleasures merely. Where, however, happy
circumstance
"THE most private, secret, plainest wedding that it is possible to have.'
Those had been Bathsheba's words to Oak one evening, some time after the event of the preceding chapter, and he meditated a full hour by the clock upon how to carry out her wishes to the letter.
"A licence— O yes, it must be a licence,' he said to himself at last. "Very well, then; first, a license.'
On a dark night, a few days later, Oak came with mysterious steps from the surrogate's door, in Casterbridge. On the way home he heard a heavy tread in front of him, and, overtaking the man, found him to be Coggan. They walked together into the village until they came to a little lane behind the church, leading down to the cottage of Laban Tall, who had lately been installed as clerk of the parish, and was yet in mortal terror at church on Sundays when he heard his lone voice among certain hard words of the Psalms, whither no man ventured to follow him.
"Well, good-night, Coggan,' said Oak, "I'm going down this way.'
"Oh!' said Coggan, surprised; "what's going on tonight then, make so bold Mr. Oak?'
It seemed rather ungenerous not to tell Coggan, under the circumstances, for Coggan had been true as steel all through the time of Gabriel's unhappiness about Bathsheba, and Gabriel said, " You can keep a secret, Coggan?'
"You've proved me, and you know.'
"Yes, I have, and I do know. Well, then, mistress and I mean to get married to-morrow morning.'
"Heaven's high tower! And yet I've thought of such a thing "Thank you, Coggan. But I assure 'ee that this great hush is not
what I wished for at all, or what either of us would have wished if it
hadn't been for certain things that would make a gay wedding seem
hardly the thing. Bathsheba has a great wish that all the parish shall
not be in church, looking at her— she's shy-like and nervous
about it, in fact— so I be doing this to humour her.'
"Ay, I see: quite right, too, I suppose I must say. And you be now
going down to the clerk.'
"Yes; you may as well come with me.'
"I am afeard your labour in keeping it close will be throwed
away,' said Coggan, as they walked along. "Labe Tall's old woman will
horn it all over parish in half-an-hour. '
"So she will, upon my life; I never thought of that,' said Oak,
pausing. "Yet I must tell him tonight, I suppose, for he's working so
far off, and leaves early.'
"I'll tell 'ee how we could tackle her,' said Coggan. "I'll knock
and ask to speak to Laban outside the door, you standing in the
background. Then he'll come out, and you can tell yer tale. She'll
never guess what I want en for; and I'll make up a few words about
the farm-work, as a blind.'
This scheme was considered feasible; and Coggan advanced boldly,
and rapped at Mrs. Tall's door. Mrs. Tall herself opened it.
"I wanted to have a word with Laban.'
"He's not at home, and won't be this side of eleven o'clock. He've
been forced to go over to Yalbury since shutting out work. I shall do
quite as well.'
"I hardly think you will. Stop a moment;' and Coggan stepped round
the corner of the porch to consult Oak.
"Who's t'other man, then?' said Mrs. Tall.
"Only a friend,' said Coggan.
"Say he's wanted to meet mistress near church-hatch to- morrow
morning at ten,' said Oak, in a whisper. "That he must come without
fail, and wear his best clothes.' "The clothes will floor us as safe as houses!' said Coggan.
"It can't be helped said Oak. "Tell her.'
So Coggan delivered the message. "Mind, het or wet, blow or snow,
he must come, added Jan. "'Tis very particular, indeed. The fact is,
'tis to witness her sign some law-work about taking shares wi' another
farmer for a long span o' years. There, that's what 'tis, and now I've
told 'ee, Mother Tall, in a way I shouldn't ha' done if I hadn't loved
'ee so hopeless well.'
Coggan retired before she could ask any further; and next they
called at the vicar's in a manner which excited no curiosity at all.
Then Gabriel went home, and prepared for the morrow.
"Liddy,' said Bathsheba, on going to bed that night, "I want you to
call me at seven o'clock to-morrow, In case I shouldn't wake.'
"But you always do wake afore then, ma'am.'
"Yes, but I have something important to do, which I'll tell you of
when the time comes, and it's best to make sure.'
Bathsheba, however, awoke voluntarily at four, nor could she by any
contrivance get to sleep again. About six, being quite positive that
her watch had stopped during the night, she could wait no longer. She
went and tapped at Liddy's door, and after some labour awoke her.
"But I thought it was I who had to call you?' said the bewildered
Liddy. "And it isn't six yet.'
"Indeed it is; how can you tell such a story, Liddy? I know it must
be ever so much past seven. Come to my room as soon as you can; I want
you to give my hair a good brushing.'
When Liddy came to Bathsheba's room her mistress was already
waiting. Liddy could not understand this extraordinary promptness. "
Whatever "Well, I'll tell you,' said Bathsheba, with a mischievous smile in
her bright eyes. "Farmer Oak is coming here to dine with me to-day!'
"Farmer Oak— and nobody else?— you two alone?'
"Yes.' "But is it safe, ma'am, after what's been said?' asked her
companion, dubiously. "A woman's good name is such a perishable
article that— — '
Bathsheba laughed with a flushed cheek, and whispered in Liddy's
ear, although there was nobody present. Then Liddy stared and
exclaimed, " Souls alive, what news! It makes my heart go quite
bumpity-bump"
"It makes mine rather furious, too,' said Bathsheba. "However,
there's no getting out of it now!'
It was a damp disagreeable morning. Nevertheless, at twenty minutes
to ten o'clock, Oak came out of his house, and The two sat down very quietly to tea in Bathsheba's parlour in the
evening of the same day, for it had been arranged that Just as Bathsheba was pouring out a cup of tea, their ears were
greeted by the firing of a cannon, followed by what seemed like a
tremendous blowing of trumpets, in the front of the house.
"There!' said Oak, laughing, "I knew those fellows were up to
something, by the look on their face; '
Oak took up the light and went into the porch, followed by
Bathsheba with a shawl over her head. The rays fell upon a group of
male figures gathered upon the gravel in front, who, when they saw the
newly-married couple in the porch, set up a loud "Hurrah!' and at the
same moment bang again went the cannon in the background, followed by
a hideous clang of music from a drum, tambourine, clarionet, serpent,
hautboy, tenor-viol, and double-bass— the only remaining relics
of the true and original Weatherbury band— venerable worm-eaten
instruments, which had celebrated in their own persons the victories
of Marlborough, under the fingers of the forefathers of those who
played them now. The performers came forward, and marched up to the
front.
"Those bright boys, Mark Clark and Jan, are at the bottom of all
this,' said Oak. " Come in, souls, and have something to eat and
drink wi' me and my wife.'
"Not to-night,' said Mr. Clark, with evident self-denial. "Thank ye
all the same; but we'll call at a more seemly time. However, we
couldn't think of letting the day pass without a note of admiration of
some sort. If ye could send a drop of som'at down to Warren's, why so
it is. Here's long life and happiness to neighbour Oak and his comely
bride!'
"Thank ye; thank ye all,' said Gabriel. "A bit and a drop shall be
sent to Warren's for ye at once. I had a thought that we might very
likely get a salute of some sort from our old friends, and I was
saying so to my wife but now.'
"Faith,' said Coggan, in a critical tone, turning to his
companions, "the man hev learnt to say ""my wife"' in a wonderful "I never heerd a skilful old married feller of twenty years'
standing pipe ""my wife"' in a more used note than 'a did,' said Jacob
Smallbury. "It might have been a little more true to nater if't been
spoke a little chillier, but that wasn't to be expected just now."
"That improvement will come wi' time,' said Jan, twirling his eye.
Then Oak laughed, and Bathsheba smiled (for she never laughed
readily now), and their friends turned to go.
"Yes; I suppose that's the size o't,' said Joseph Poorgrass with a
cheerful sigh as they moved away; "and I wish him joy o' her; though I
were once or twice upon saying to-day with holy Hosea, in my scripture
manner, which is my second nature. ""Ephraim is joined to idols: let
him alone."' But since 'tis as 'tis, why, it might have been worse,
and I feel my thanks accordingly."
and knocked Bathsheba's door. Ten
minutes later a large and a smaller umbrella might have been seen
moving from the same door, and through the mist along the road to the
church. The distance was not more than a quarter of a mile, and these
two sensible persons deemed it unnecessary to drive. An observer must
have been very close indeed to discover that the forms under the
umbrellas were those of Oak and Bathsheba, arm-in-arm for the first
time in their lives, Oak in a greatcoat extending to his knees, and
Bathsheba in a cloak that reached her clogs. Yet, though so plainly
dressed there was a certain rejuvenated appearance about her:—
Repose had again incarnadined her cheeks; and having, at Gabriel's
request, arranged her hair this morning as she had worn it years ago
on Norcombe Hill, she seemed in his eyes remarkably like a girl of
that fascinating dream, which, considering that she was now only three
or four-and-twenty, was perhaps not very wonderful. In the church were
Tall, Liddy, and the parson, and in a remarkably short space of time
the deed was done.